{"id":10117,"date":"2017-12-12T10:22:24","date_gmt":"2017-12-12T10:22:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=10117"},"modified":"2022-02-27T12:47:02","modified_gmt":"2022-02-27T12:47:02","slug":"los-juegos-terminaron-jugando","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/los-juegos-terminaron-jugando\/","title":{"rendered":"Jugando Conmigo, S\u00f3lo Acabaste Jugando Contigo Mismo"},"content":{"rendered":"

You were like nobody I ever met. You had something so devilish inside of you that was impossible to resist. The fire burning in your eyes was calling me to come closer. That little voice inside my head screamed you were trouble but I silenced it. My eyes were wide shut and my heart was burning for you. I couldn’t hear and I couldn’t see the player you really were. <\/span><\/p>\n

So deaf and blind, I fell into your deceiving arms. I fell into a trap of manipulative games that took me forever to realize but you know what they say\u2014’better late than never’. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Empezamos poco a poco como amigos. Te colaste en mi coraz\u00f3n. Creo que lo que m\u00e1s me conquist\u00f3 fue tu total atenci\u00f3n cada vez que habl\u00e1bamos. Escuchabas cada palabra que sal\u00eda de mi boca, te re\u00edas de las tonter\u00edas y guardabas silencio y me apoyabas en las cosas serias. <\/span><\/p>\n

Me hiciste sentir tan c\u00f3moda tan r\u00e1pido que empec\u00e9 a sentirme segura a tu lado. Empec\u00e9 a confiar en ti completamente y me abr\u00ed tan f\u00e1cilmente. Y yo no soy una de esas mujeres que lo hacen f\u00e1cilmente. A m\u00ed me lleva mucho tiempo compartir con alguien algo que est\u00e1 muy dentro de m\u00ed. Y s\u00e9 que eras un perfecto desconocido, pero me hiciste sentir como si fueras alguien cercano. <\/span><\/p>\n

The other big thing that made me so into you is that you were so damn attractive. You were the sexiest creature I ever laid my eyes on. I\u2019d always given more emphasis to what was from within. I wasn’t in high school anymore, to just fall for someone’s good looks. <\/span><\/p>\n

That never was one of my criteria when I would choose a boyfriend in the past. Sure I wanted them to have something I liked, something I found attractive, as I think that it\u2019s important to concentrate on the whole package, the wrapping on the outside and the beautiful gift that is on the inside. <\/span><\/p>\n

I had no idea that you – my perfect package, my amazing gift – would end up being so wrong for me.<\/b><\/p>\n

Ese fuego en tus ojos me estaba llamando. Nunca hab\u00eda sentido tanta pasi\u00f3n en toda mi vida. Te di mi coraz\u00f3n, mi cuerpo, mi alma, sin siquiera pensarlo dos veces. Yo era toda tuya, pero por desgracia, t\u00fa nunca fuiste m\u00edo.<\/span><\/p>\n

\"Mujer<\/p>\n

Despu\u00e9s de que te salieras con la tuya, despu\u00e9s de que vieras que estaba tan enamorada de ti, empezaron los juegos. Eras un perfecto ejemplo de libro de texto de un jugador. Ahora me doy cuenta de eso. <\/b><\/p>\n

It started where it all starts – with a texting game. You gave me so much attention at first. Texting every day was something I\u2019d gotten very used to. All of a sudden it would take you forever to reply. Sometimes you would even text me back the next day, like, ‘I was sleeping. I was so tired babe sorry.’ Yeah right, sleeping from 6 p.m. to 9 a.m. But I let it slide.<\/span><\/p>\n

The more the texts got delayed, the more I was anticipating them. I would answer in a heartbeat but you would take your precious time. You were always busy. You were always tired and never had time for me. Even though I knew nobody that busy. If you wanted, you could’ve taken five minutes from the day to text, just to let me know you were thinking of me. But no. You had no time. And I chose to make myself believe in those lies because all I wanted was to be with you. <\/span><\/p>\n

Lo sab\u00edas bien, sab\u00edas que pasara lo que pasara, yo siempre estar\u00eda ah\u00ed. O eso pens\u00e1bamos los dos entonces. <\/b><\/p>\n

Los partidos empezaron a ser m\u00e1s profesionales. Cambiaste tu comportamiento. Antes me lo dabas todo y ahora me conformaba con pedacitos de tu afecto. Todas aquellas noches que pas\u00e1bamos hablando de todo y de nada, todas aquellas veces que sent\u00ed que me escuchabas con atenci\u00f3n, se hab\u00edan ido para siempre. <\/span><\/p>\n

Hac\u00edamos planes. O mejor dicho, yo hac\u00eda planes porque t\u00fa estabas demasiado ocupado para hacerlos por nosotros. Los cancelabas en el \u00faltimo minuto. Me dejabas llorando y te ibas a Dios sabe d\u00f3nde sin ni siquiera considerar c\u00f3mo me hac\u00eda sentir.  <\/span><\/p>\n

Estabas demasiado ocupado para invertir alg\u00fan tipo de esfuerzo en m\u00ed, o en esto que sea que ten\u00edamos entre manos. Porque nunca dijiste que fuera tu novia. Simplemente asum\u00ed que lo era o que estaba cerca de serlo porque tu comportamiento al principio de esto me apuntaba en esa direcci\u00f3n. <\/span><\/p>\n

Time passed and all I had with you were tears. That’s what happens when you deal with a player. All you are constantly feeling is pain with glimpses of happiness and somehow you are hooked and you are incapaz de soltar<\/a>. Quieres m\u00e1s y m\u00e1s, hasta que tus l\u00e1grimas se secan y te dicen que es suficiente. <\/span><\/p>\n

That’s exactly what happened to me; my tears made me see, my sobbing on those sleepless nights made me hear that little voice inside my head that was telling me it was time to let go. <\/b><\/p>\n

So, I did. I let you go even though it was anything but easy. I just figured it would be worse staying with you. Your behavior toward me was getting worse and worse. You were becoming so self-centered that I started to feel like I didn\u2019t exist and like I didn\u2019t matter. <\/span><\/p>\n

Tears made me remember I did. They made me remember I have limits and you crossed them all. They made me remember that I am worthy of love and that it was time I started giving it to myself.  And I wasn’t wrong when I started to do that because everything else started to fall into place. <\/span><\/p>\n

I learned that I am happier without you and that there is nothing that hurts you more. Now you have time and you are not busy and you keep begging me to give you one more chance. But you don’t deserve any more chances. Now I am the one who is in control of my life and you don’t get to be a part of it. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Entiendo tu conmoci\u00f3n. Pensaste que era d\u00e9bil, que nunca me dejar\u00eda ir. Pensaste que jugar conmigo durar\u00eda para siempre. Nunca pensaste que perderme te har\u00eda da\u00f1o. <\/span>You played a game with me and ended up playing yourself. I am sorry for you, as we could\u2019ve had it great if it wasn\u2019t for your games. But, it is how it is and the only reality now is that I don’t want you in my life anymore. Game over.\"Jugando <\/b><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

You were like nobody I ever met. You had something so devilish inside of you that was impossible to resist. The fire burning in your eyes was calling me to come closer. That little voice inside my head screamed you were trouble but I silenced it. My eyes were wide shut and my heart was…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":10139,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10117","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/arvin-febry-302935.jpg",800,579,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10117","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10117"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10117\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/10139"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10117"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10117"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10117"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}