Durante toda nuestra relaci\u00f3n, segu\u00ed esperando que las cosas fueran diferentes. Cada vez que me tratabas como a una mierda, me enga\u00f1aba a m\u00ed misma pensando que s\u00f3lo era una fase que desaparecer\u00eda.<\/p>\n
Even when you were showing me signs that you couldn\u2019t care less about me, I made excuses for your shitty behavior. I justified you by telling myself that you were just bad at showing love.<\/strong><\/p>\n I wanted to believe that you couldn\u2019t live without me, the same way I couldn\u2019t picture myself with any other man. I wanted to think that one day, you\u2019d wake up and realize what you were doing to me.<\/p>\n I kept hoping that you\u2019d finally understand that you were not giving me enough love or attention. That you\u2019d see how unhappy I was by your side and that you would do something about it.<\/p>\n For all those years, I kept waiting for you to magically turn into the man I deserved to have. That you would reveal your good side and that you would show me all of my efforts hadn\u2019t been in vain.<\/strong><\/p>\n No, I don\u2019t blame you for this. If we\u2019re being honest, you never gave my thoughts any solid background.<\/p>\n Nunca diste se\u00f1ales de que esto pudiera llegar a ocurrir. Nunca hiciste nada para corroborar mis expectativas.<\/strong><\/p>\n Sin embargo, segu\u00eda teni\u00e9ndolos. Era algo a lo que me aferraba, el \u00fanico rayo de luz al final de este t\u00fanel de oscuridad llamado nuestra relaci\u00f3n. Era mi \u00faltimo resquicio de salvaci\u00f3n.<\/p>\n Al fin y al cabo, si me hubiera quitado las gafas de color de rosa, no habr\u00eda tenido m\u00e1s remedio que ver la verdad.<\/strong><\/p>\n Habr\u00eda tenido que admitirme a m\u00ed misma que eras un manipulador t\u00f3xico que nunca corresponder\u00eda a mi amor y mi esfuerzo.<\/strong><\/p>\n Si eso hubiera pasado, \u00bfqu\u00e9 m\u00e1s excusa tendr\u00eda para quedarme a tu lado?<\/p>\n Lo peor es que siempre fuiste perfectamente consciente de ello. Me diste por sentado hasta el punto de creer de verdad que nunca podr\u00eda dejar de quererte, me hicieras lo que me hicieras.<\/p>\n You thought you\u2019d acquired so much control over me that there didn\u2019t exist an option where I was leaving you.<\/strong><\/p>\n Estabas tan seguro de ti mismo que yo segu\u00eda esperando un cambio que nunca llegar\u00eda. Nunca.<\/p>\n Estabas seguro de que nunca me alejar\u00eda de ti y de que me saciar\u00eda con tus migajas mientras respirara.<\/p>\n Bueno, ese fue tu mayor error. Porque \u00bfAdivina qu\u00e9? A pesar de las expectativas de ambos, me fui.<\/strong><\/p>\n Te di la espalda y no volv\u00ed a mirarte. Te dej\u00e9 en el pasado, donde perteneces.<\/p>\n Ver\u00e1s, despu\u00e9s de todos estos a\u00f1os, por fin dej\u00e9 de esforzarme en algo que estaba condenado al fracaso. Despu\u00e9s de todo este tiempo, te mir\u00e9 por lo que realmente eras.<\/p>\n Lo m\u00e1s importante, Empec\u00e9 a quererme a m\u00ed misma m\u00e1s de lo que nunca te quise a ti.<\/strong> Te baj\u00e9 del pedestal en el que te puse hace a\u00f1os y por fin me di a m\u00ed misma el lugar n\u00famero uno en mi propia vida.<\/p>\n S\u00ed, matar toda la esperanza que hab\u00eda en m\u00ed fue dif\u00edcil. <\/strong>De hecho, nunca pens\u00e9 que lo lograr\u00eda.<\/p>\n However, I succeeded, didn\u2019t I? It finally got to me; you never had any intention of changing because why would you? After all, losing me was something you never dreamed of happening.<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Whoever looks at our relationship says that you were the bad guy of the story. You were the villain who turned our romance into a living hell. No, these are not only the people who know my side of the story. 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