{"id":10739,"date":"2017-12-21T09:33:29","date_gmt":"2017-12-21T09:33:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=10739"},"modified":"2022-02-27T02:00:12","modified_gmt":"2022-02-27T02:00:12","slug":"destruido-ahora-ver-prosperar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/destruido-ahora-ver-prosperar\/","title":{"rendered":"Me destruiste, ahora m\u00edrame prosperar"},"content":{"rendered":"

Estuve mirando p\u00e1ginas en blanco durante horas.<\/a> Luego, las horas se convirtieron en d\u00edas.<\/p>\n

Los d\u00edas se convirtieron en semanas.<\/p>\n

Entonces por fin re\u00fano fuerzas suficientes para levantarme y me doy cuenta de que no me salen las palabras.<\/p>\n

No emotions are leaving my mind and heart. I\u2019m not ready yet.<\/p>\n

I wasn\u2019t ready to accept the truth. I wasn\u2019t ready to move on because the pain was pinning me down to the bed.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Estaba drenando mi energ\u00eda, chup\u00e1ndome la vida. Porque lo que me hiciste, lo que nos hiciste, iba m\u00e1s all\u00e1 de mi imaginaci\u00f3n. Y cr\u00e9eme, como escritor, tengo bastante imaginaci\u00f3n.<\/p>\n

Nunca pens\u00e9 que levantarme de la cama ser\u00eda mi mayor logro del d\u00eda. Nunca pens\u00e9 que desayunar fuera algo que tuviera que poner en mi lista de tareas pendientes.<\/strong><\/p>\n

I never thought I\u2019ll be that woman, broken and hopeless, locked up inside her own hell. But I was.<\/p>\n

Ma\u00f1ana tras ma\u00f1ana, levantarse de la cama se hac\u00eda m\u00e1s f\u00e1cil.<\/p>\n

D\u00eda tras d\u00eda, abandonar mi infierno se hac\u00eda m\u00e1s cercano. Pod\u00eda sentirlo venir. Pod\u00eda sentirme regresando.<\/p>\n

Me llev\u00f3 meses reconstruir lo que rompiste, pero lo hice. Me llev\u00f3 meses prepararme para salir por fin y enfrentarme a la posibilidad de verte en la calle.<\/p>\n

It took me months to rebuild myself only to realize that I\u2019m over you. Tard\u00e9 meses en cuidarme para darme cuenta de que ya no me importabas.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Me hiciste sentir in\u00fatil.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Te burlabas tanto de m\u00ed que nunca me di cuenta de que me estaba quitando partes de m\u00ed. Te burlabas de mi cuerpo, as\u00ed que empec\u00e9 a odiarlo.<\/p>\n

Te burlaste de mi \u00e9xito, as\u00ed que I started believing that I\u2019m not good enough.<\/a> Te burlabas de mi mente, por eso cre\u00eda que era est\u00fapido.<\/p>\n

Usted made me feel like I\u2019m not enough<\/a>.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Coqueteabas con mujeres m\u00e1s delgadas y elegantes, as\u00ed que empec\u00e9 a pasar hambre y a comprarme ropa nueva para que coquetearas conmigo.<\/p>\n

You would leave me all alone while you were drinking at the bar. I thought I wasn\u2019t funny enough. I thought I wasn\u2019t interesting enough. I always thought I wasn\u2019t enough.<\/p>\n

Me hiciste sentir no querible.<\/strong><\/p>\n

All those times when you would turn your head away, all those times when you would leave my bed not wanting to make love to me, all those times you preferred TV over me\u2014all those times I believed I was to blame.<\/p>\n

I believed I was unlovable\u2014how could you even love me? Boring, ugly, stupid me?<\/p>\n

Me destruiste.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Destruiste todo por lo que trabaj\u00e9 tan duro. Me quitaste mi pasi\u00f3n. Te llevaste mi amor. Te llevaste todo lo que me hizo ser como soy.<\/p>\n

Cuando te fuiste, yo no era m\u00e1s que un caparaz\u00f3n lleno de dolor y l\u00e1grimas<\/a>. No hab\u00eda rastro de mi antiguo yo.<\/p>\n

Me destruiste, ahora m\u00edrame prosperar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

You made me feel worthless, but now I know my worth. Now I know that you were the lucky one to love me\u2014it was never the other way around.<\/p>\n

Now I know that I\u2019m smart, funny and hot. You made me feel like I\u2019m not enough, but I\u2019m more than enough. Maybe I was never perfect for you, but I\u2019m perfect for myself. I love my small boobs and stretch marks. I love my frizzy hair and sweatpants. I love my imperfect body perfectly.<\/p>\n

You broke me, but I\u2019m now stronger than ever. You beat me to an emotional death, but I rose up. You took away the words from my mind, but now I\u2019m writing goddamn novels.<\/strong> Me destruiste, ahora m\u00edrame prosperar.<\/p>\n

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I was staring at blank pages for hours. Then hours turned into days. Days turned into weeks. Then I finally gathered enough strength to get up and realize that no words are coming out of me. No emotions are leaving my mind and heart. I\u2019m not ready yet. I wasn\u2019t ready to accept the truth….<\/p>","protected":false},"author":22,"featured_media":10755,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29644],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10739","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-self-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29644,"label":"self-love"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/image.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tina Navarro","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tatiana\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29644,"name":"self-love","slug":"self-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29644,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Self-love is not an option but a necessity. Boost your self-confidence, learn to love yourself and ditch toxicity because you deserve to be happy.","parent":29643,"count":290,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29644,"category_count":290,"category_description":"Self-love is not an option but a necessity. Boost your self-confidence, learn to love yourself and ditch toxicity because you deserve to be happy.","cat_name":"self-love","category_nicename":"self-love","category_parent":29643}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10739","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/22"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10739"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10739\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/10755"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10739"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10739"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10739"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}