{"id":11304,"date":"2019-11-04T11:01:39","date_gmt":"2019-11-04T11:01:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=11304"},"modified":"2022-04-01T11:10:35","modified_gmt":"2022-04-01T11:10:35","slug":"no-es-necesario-marcharse","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/no-es-necesario-marcharse\/","title":{"rendered":"Me Voy Porque Nunca Estuviste Cuando Te Necesit\u00e9"},"content":{"rendered":"

Necesitaba que compartieras mis penas. <\/b><\/p>\n

I needed you to listen. To be there when I couldn\u2019t even be there for myself. When I was weak and out of strength. <\/span><\/p>\n

S\u00f3lo necesitaba que estuvieras a mi lado. Necesitaba que me abrazaras tan fuerte que el dolor se congelara en ese momento. <\/span><\/p>\n

I needed you… but you were never there. <\/span><\/p>\n

Necesitaba que compartieras mi felicidad.<\/b><\/p>\n

You were always the first one on my mind when things were going great. When the sun shone down on me and I couldn\u2019t believe how lucky and successful I was, you weren\u2019t there to really share it with me. <\/span><\/p>\n

You were listening but you didn\u2019t hear me. You were more interested in your own happy moments as well as those sad ones. When it was all about you and I had the role of the listener, only then you were at ease.  <\/span><\/p>\n

Te necesitaba para compartir mis sue\u00f1os y so\u00f1ar algunos nuevos contigo.  <\/b>Pero nunca estuviste all\u00ed.<\/a> <\/span><\/p>\n

Siempre estabas demasiado ocupado. Nunca ten\u00edas tiempo para m\u00ed y siempre hab\u00eda algo que exig\u00eda tu tiempo m\u00e1s que yo. <\/span><\/p>\n

I was never at the top of your priority list\u2014 that\u2019s if you would find the time at all.  <\/span><\/p>\n

Te necesitaba como t\u00fa a m\u00ed. <\/b>La diferencia es que yo siempre estaba a tu lado, apoy\u00e1ndote, siendo feliz porque t\u00fa eras feliz, pero t\u00fa no aparec\u00edas por ninguna parte cuando se trataba de m\u00ed. <\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t blame you for anything I am just letting you go. That\u2019s something that was bound to happen at some point. I just delayed the inevitable.  <\/b><\/p>\n

Supongo que me sent\u00ed afortunada de tenerte aunque ahora lo s\u00e9 mejor. <\/span><\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t see clearly that you weren\u2019t investing in me at all while I was giving everything to you. I was always the one who understood everything. I thought my love and my effort will be enough.<\/span><\/p>\n

But it wasn\u2019t\u2014I couldn\u2019t love for the both of us. <\/span><\/p>\n

Intent\u00e9 racionalizar y me dec\u00eda a m\u00ed misma que las cosas mejorar\u00edan.<\/span><\/p>\n

Siempre esperaba d\u00edas mejores, que encontraras tiempo para m\u00ed. Que encontraras tiempo para nosotros. Esos d\u00edas nunca llegaron. <\/b><\/p>\n

Nunca vinieron porque eras inventar excusas<\/a> to cover the fact that you want me just when it suits you. Your friends, your career, you yourself and the part of your life without me were all more important. And I never wanted to put myself first on your priority list\u2014I just wanted to be equally important. <\/span><\/p>\n

S\u00f3lo quer\u00eda sentir que importo. <\/span><\/p>\n

That even though you don\u2019t have time, you would find some for me. Because that\u2019s what people in love do\u2014hacen tiempo<\/a>. Hacen todo lo posible por ver a alguien que les importa. Puede que no pasen todo el tiempo que quisieran, pero s\u00ed todo el que tienen. El problema es que t\u00fa nunca tuviste ese tiempo para m\u00ed; nunca estuviste ah\u00ed. <\/span><\/p>\n

Todos esos peque\u00f1os momentos encerrados dentro de m\u00ed. Estaban esperando como una bomba de relojer\u00eda para explotar y casi pod\u00eda verlo venir. Todos ellos se mezclaron en ese gran momento en el que te llam\u00e9 y llor\u00e9, rog\u00e1ndote que vinieras a verme, que estuvieras a mi lado al menos en ese momento en el que m\u00e1s te necesitaba. Esa vez sent\u00ed que mi mundo se derrumbaba. <\/span><\/p>\n

You weren\u2019t there and suddenly I realized I was all by myself all this time. I will make it on my own in the future. I realized I never truly had you but you had me.<\/b><\/p>\n

And you know what? The time has come to finally put me first and to find time for my needs. You can find someone else to feed your ego and look good next to you because I’m out. <\/p>\n

The equation is pretty simple, if you loved me, you’d be there for me. And since you weren’t, since you were always absent when I needed you the most, I learned that I’m enough on my own. This purifying revelation saved me. <\/p>\n

I’m enough. I don’t need you. I can make it on my own. <\/p>\n

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I needed you to share my sorrows. I needed you to listen. To be there when I couldn\u2019t even be there for myself. When I was weak and out of strength. I just needed you to stand by my side. I needed you to hug me so tightly that pain would freeze at that moment….<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":11307,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11304","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/warren-wong-318319.jpg",800,540,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11304","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11304"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11304\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/11307"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11304"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11304"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11304"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}