{"id":11364,"date":"2018-01-05T11:59:50","date_gmt":"2018-01-05T11:59:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=11364"},"modified":"2021-08-12T12:23:18","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T12:23:18","slug":"nunca-quise-necesitar-a-alguien-amar-necesitar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/nunca-quise-necesitar-a-alguien-amar-necesitar\/","title":{"rendered":"Nunca quise necesitar a alguien, pero me encanta necesitarte a ti"},"content":{"rendered":"

Creo que nunca cre\u00ed que esto pudiera pasarme a m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

After all this time, after so many years, that I\u2019d fall in love. And actually be loved back.<\/p>\n

Ver\u00e1s, I\u2019m not a quitter<\/a>, I don\u2019t give up easily. But I gave up on love. I<\/p>\n

me rompieron el coraz\u00f3n demasiadas veces. Estaba destrozada. As\u00ed que decid\u00ed amarme como nunca me hab\u00edan amado.<\/p>\n

I decided to be the only One I\u2019m ever going to need.<\/strong> Y decid\u00ed no necesitar nunca a nadie.<\/p>\n

Me sent\u00eda tan sola en tantas relaciones, que aprend\u00ed a bastarme a m\u00ed misma.<\/strong><\/p>\n

La peor soledad es la que sientes junto a alguien que significa mucho para ti. La que sientes en una habitaci\u00f3n llena de gente.<\/p>\n

You feel naked, like everyone can see your soul, everyone can see your pain, but they simply don\u2019t care<\/p>\n

. You feel like screaming but you\u2019re still drowning in silence.<\/p>\n

You feel everyone\u2019s eyes on you, but they see right through you.<\/p>\n

As\u00ed que aprend\u00ed a bastarme a m\u00ed misma, a ser todo lo que buscaba en los dem\u00e1s.<\/p>\n

Me convert\u00ed en mi mayor admirador, mi mejor amigo y amante.<\/p>\n

Despu\u00e9s de tanto tiempo, aprend\u00ed a quererme y a respetarme de una forma que nunca imagin\u00e9 que alguien pudiera hacerlo. Pero, una vez m\u00e1s, me demostraste que estaba equivocada.<\/p>\n

Me rompieron tantas veces, que aprend\u00ed a protegerme.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Mi coraz\u00f3n se rompi\u00f3 en mil pedazos. As\u00ed que tuve que encontrar la manera de juntar todos esos pedazos, de reconstruirme desde cero en esto que soy ahora.<\/p>\n

Tuve que encontrar la manera de amar cada una de esas piezas, las piezas que sol\u00eda odiar.<\/p>\n

Tuve que aprender a amar mi coraz\u00f3n blando, mi mente dispersa y mi alma llena de cicatrices. Pero de alguna manera, los amas tan f\u00e1cilmente.<\/p>\n

Me manipularon tanto que casi me pierdo con la gente equivocada. As\u00ed que aprend\u00ed a vivir sola.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Cre\u00eda que me re\u00eda demasiado, me ve\u00eda gorda y actuaba como un hombre.<\/p>\n

Cre\u00eda que no era lo bastante lista, lo bastante guapa y que no me esforzaba lo suficiente. Perd\u00eda partes de m\u00ed misma, creyendo que eran feas.<\/p>\n

Tard\u00e9 demasiado en recuperarlos, en comprender por fin que son exactamente lo que me distingue, lo que me hace ser yo.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know how, but you understood that even before I did.<\/p>\n

Sufr\u00ed tantos abusos que tard\u00e9 a\u00f1os en curarme.<\/strong><\/p>\n

It took me ages to not flinch when man moves around me. To step outside with my head held up high, not ashamed of what I\u2019ve been through. To abraza mis cicatrices y moratones<\/a>que los ba\u00f1ara en l\u00e1grimas y amor para que sanaran.<\/p>\n

Tard\u00e9 siglos en aprender que no todo el mundo quiere hacerte da\u00f1o, pero me bast\u00f3 un segundo contigo para sentirme como nunca antes me hab\u00edan tocado.<\/p>\n

Nunca quise volver a enamorarme, pero me enamor\u00e9 de ti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

How could I fall in love again, after the hell that I\u2019ve been through?<\/p>\n

\u00bfC\u00f3mo podr\u00eda dejar entrar a alguien, despu\u00e9s de esas personas que me destruyeron?<\/p>\n

\u00bfC\u00f3mo podr\u00eda volver a amar, cuando me cost\u00f3 todo el amor que ten\u00eda curarme y volver a valerme por m\u00ed misma?<\/p>\n

Now that I\u2019m standing, I don\u2019t want to stand without you. Now that I have regained parts of myself that I\u2019d lost, I want to share them with you.<\/p>\n

Ahora, despu\u00e9s de decidir que nunca quiero necesitar a nadie, me encanta necesitarte. Me encanta necesitar tu sonrisa, necesitar tus brazos a mi alrededor.<\/p>\n

Me encanta necesitarte por ti, y no por las cosas que podr\u00edas darme, porque ya aprend\u00ed a d\u00e1rmelas a m\u00ed misma.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nunca quise volver a necesitar a alguien, pero te aseguro que me encanta necesitarte.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I don\u2019t think I ever believed this could happen to me. After all this time, after so many years, that I\u2019d fall in love. And actually be loved back. You see, I\u2019m not a quitter, I don\u2019t give up easily. But I gave up on love. I had my heart broken one too many times….<\/p>","protected":false},"author":25,"featured_media":11366,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29621],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11364","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-healthy-relationship"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29621,"label":"healthy relationship"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/everton-vila-377279.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Amy Nicholson","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/amy\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29621,"name":"healthy relationship","slug":"healthy-relationship","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29621,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Explore this part of our site to learn how to recognize and nourish healthy patterns in your relationships and let go of the negative ones with ease.","parent":29620,"count":254,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29621,"category_count":254,"category_description":"Explore this part of our site to learn how to recognize and nourish healthy patterns in your relationships and let go of the negative ones with ease.","cat_name":"healthy relationship","category_nicename":"healthy-relationship","category_parent":29620}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11364","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/25"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11364"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11364\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/11366"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11364"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11364"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11364"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}