{"id":11399,"date":"2020-11-05T13:16:30","date_gmt":"2020-11-05T13:16:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=11399"},"modified":"2022-01-25T09:09:40","modified_gmt":"2022-01-25T09:09:40","slug":"wanted-fix-broke-even","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wanted-fix-broke-even\/","title":{"rendered":"Quer\u00eda que me arreglaras, pero me rompiste a\u00fan m\u00e1s"},"content":{"rendered":"

A\u00fan recuerdo el d\u00eda en que te conoc\u00ed, parec\u00edas el hombre que hab\u00eda estado esperando toda mi vida. Eras generoso, amable y ten\u00edas la sonrisa m\u00e1s bonita de todas.<\/p>\n

Too bad that from your sweet mouth there were so many lies that I couldn\u2019t imagine anyone could say.<\/p>\n

You know, I really didn\u2019t see you coming. You just appeared in front of me and I thought to myself that God himself was sending you to save me from myself.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

But, as always, I was so wrong. You came into my life just like you could feel my wounds that were still bleeding. You were like a wild animal that was feeding on someone\u2019s flesh.<\/p>\n

Y eso fue lo que me hiciste. Viniste y conociste toda mi historia.<\/p>\n

Sab\u00edas que yo hab\u00eda pasado por un infierno y que lo \u00faltimo que necesitaba entonces era alguien que me aprovecharse de m\u00ed.<\/a><\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

I still remember the day when I told you about the man who totally ruined me and just walked away. You said to me that I didn\u2019t deserve that and that he was stupid for letting me go.<\/p>\n

Dijiste que yo era demasiado perfecta para alguien como \u00e9l y que, si quer\u00eda, intentar\u00eda curar todas esas grietas y cicatrices de mi coraz\u00f3n.<\/p>\n

Y en mi cabeza hab\u00eda tantos sentimientos encontrados, pero sobre todo quer\u00eda que me quisieran. Y te di una oportunidad porque necesitaba a alguien que me hiciera sentir mejor.<\/p>\n

Pens\u00e9 que eras un hombre de verdad por eso, pero me equivoqu\u00e9.<\/a>.<\/p>\n

I can\u2019t blame myself because you were such a damn good actor. You found a way to deceive a girl who loved you.<\/p>\n

You said that you would never hurt me. You said you wouldn\u2019t and you fucking did!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Me golpeaste hasta la muerte emocional haci\u00e9ndome todas esas cosas malas. Para ti yo era la v\u00edctima perfecta porque alguien ya me hab\u00eda hecho da\u00f1o.<\/p>\n

\"hermosa<\/p>\n

You just came and finished the job. That was a way for you to feel superior. Well, let me tell you something. In love, there isn\u2019t anyone who is superior.<\/p>\n

En el amor, ambas personas son iguales en todo lo que hacen. En el amor, no hay nadie por encima ni por debajo de ti, sino que est\u00e1n a tu lado, donde est\u00e1 tu coraz\u00f3n.<\/p>\n

Oh wait, that is something that you obviously don\u2019t have. Because if you had a heart, you wouldn\u2019t have hurt me so badly.<\/p>\n

I just don\u2019t understand why you did all that to me. Why all that cheating, name-calling, emotional and physical abuse and gaslighting?<\/p>\n

What did you want to get out of it? Someone who would listen to you blindly? Don\u2019t you know that I already did that because I loved you?<\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t have to do all those nasty things to me. I just wanted you to love me but you couldn\u2019t do even that. Because in your own way you were broken too.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

But like any man, you were too proud to admit that. And the truth is that you can\u2019t love someone else if you don\u2019t love yourself. And that was a mistake we both made.<\/p>\n

Ambos quer\u00edamos recibir amor de otra persona, pero en realidad s\u00f3lo ten\u00edamos que amarnos a nosotros mismos para sanar.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I admit my mistake and I know that I won\u2019t repeat it anymore. In all this mess called life, I have learned so many things, though I learned all of them in a tough way.<\/p>\n

I learned that I shouldn\u2019t have to believe in all your lies that you told me just to get into my bed. I learned that I should first respect myself so others can do that as well.<\/p>\n

I learned that I can\u2019t force love to come into my life but I have to wait for it. Because if I force something, it might not be the right thing.<\/p>\n

I know that from my experience with you. I wanted someone to be with me so badly but it turned out that I didn\u2019t make as good a choice as I had thought.<\/p>\n

You were such a coward to break an already broken woman. And the worst thing was that you didn\u2019t feel any remorse for doing that.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Usted pens\u00f3 que nuestro relaci\u00f3n t\u00f3xica<\/a> durar\u00eda siglos y que siempre me controlar\u00edas. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

But you didn\u2019t know that I am a born warrior and sooner or later I would stand up and fight for myself.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Una vez que te das cuenta de que s\u00f3lo tienes una vida por vivir y que alguien la est\u00e1 destruyendo, te vuelves loco.<\/p>\n

Y eso fue lo que hice. Perd\u00ed completamente la cabeza y te ech\u00e9 de mi casa y de mi coraz\u00f3n.<\/p>\n

Aunque te quer\u00eda y aunque me dol\u00eda dejarte marchar, sab\u00eda que era m\u00e1s doloroso mantenerte cerca. Ahora, por fin tengo el cierre que tanto ansiaba.<\/p>\n

Now, I am a woman who knows what she wants and I won\u2019t settle for less than I deserve.<\/p>\n

And you know what? I really don\u2019t need a man to fix me. I just need a man who will love me while I fix myself. And that man will never be YOU!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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I still remember the day when I met you, you looked like the man I had been waiting for my whole life. You were generous, kind and had the most beautiful smile ever. Too bad that from your sweet mouth there were so many lies that I couldn\u2019t imagine anyone could say. You know, I…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":118428,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11399","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/I-Wanted-You-To-Fix-Me-But-You-Broke-Me-Even-More-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","parent":38,"count":146,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29617,"category_count":146,"category_description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","cat_name":"heartbreak","category_nicename":"heartbreak","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11399","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11399"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11399\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/118428"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11399"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11399"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11399"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}