{"id":11454,"date":"2018-01-08T09:18:42","date_gmt":"2018-01-08T09:18:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=11454"},"modified":"2021-08-12T12:22:17","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T12:22:17","slug":"me-canse-de-tu-casi-amor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/me-canse-de-tu-casi-amor\/","title":{"rendered":"Me Cans\u00e9 De Tu Casi Amor"},"content":{"rendered":"

Hola forastero. Ha pasado tiempo, \u00bfverdad?<\/em><\/p>\n

I guess you\u2019re wondering why I disappeared, why I cut all of the ties so suddenly. Well, to you it was out of the blue, but to me\u2026 To me, it felt like ages.<\/p>\n

Waiting for you, being your last resort, hoping to become your priority. Hoping that somehow you would make up your mind and finally decide which it was that you wanted\u2014me or freedom.<\/p>\n

But you never did, so I had to leave. It\u2019s not that I got tired of loving you. I got tired of many things, but loving you was never one of them.<\/p>\n

Me cans\u00e9 de sentirme solo a tu lado.<\/strong> Estar ah\u00ed, a tu lado, pero tan lejos. Tocarte, pero s\u00f3lo para verte alejarte cada vez m\u00e1s.<\/p>\n

Estando contigo, pero sinti\u00e9ndome tan sola, porque sab\u00eda que era la \u00fanica que amaba. Sab\u00eda que era la \u00fanica que quer\u00eda seguir adelante. Sab\u00eda que you didn\u2019t care enough<\/a> para que haga un cambio.<\/p>\n

Lo sab\u00eda, y a\u00fan esperaba que cambiara. A\u00fan esperaba que mi amor fuera lo bastante fuerte para que me vieras.<\/p>\n

Me cans\u00e9 de esperar en vano<\/strong>. Esperando que de alg\u00fan modo te hicieras hombre y tomaras una decisi\u00f3n. Que alg\u00fan d\u00eda me esperar\u00edas con los brazos abiertos, con esa media sonrisa en la cara que tanto me gusta.<\/p>\n

Que me estrecharas en tu abrazo y me hicieras perderme en tu calor, en tu cuerpo. Que me ahogara en la profundidad de tus ojos azules. Pero ni una sola vez lo hiciste y todo mi cuerpo sinti\u00f3 dolor por ti.<\/p>\n

Mi alma, mi mente, mi coraz\u00f3n. Todo lo m\u00edo te pertenec\u00eda, pero ni siquiera tu sonrisa me pertenec\u00eda.<\/p>\n

Me cans\u00e9 de fingir que estaba bien con esto.<\/strong> No tienes ni idea de lo doloroso que es ver a alguien a quien quieres coquetear con otras mujeres.<\/a> To listen to someone you love brag about how amazing this thing between you two is, but when it\u2019s not a relationship. Every time you would turn your head away from my kiss, I would break.<\/p>\n

Cada vez que hablabas de otras mujeres que hab\u00edas conocido, me romp\u00eda. Cada vez que me hac\u00edas concebir esperanzas de que te preocupabas por m\u00ed, s\u00f3lo para destrozarlas, aunque s\u00f3lo fuera el otro d\u00eda, me romp\u00eda un poco m\u00e1s.<\/p>\n

\u00bfCu\u00e1ntas veces puede romperse un coraz\u00f3n y seguir latiendo? \u00bfCu\u00e1ntos moratones puede tener mi alma y seguir sana?<\/p>\n

Me cans\u00e9 de tus juegos.<\/strong> You knew that I loved you, but you still did nothing about it. You couldn\u2019t let me go, but you couldn\u2019t keep me either.<\/p>\n

You couldn\u2019t sacrifice your freedom for me, but you wanted me to sacrifice mine for you. You kept me there as a safety net, so for when everything else failed, you knew you had me. But I deserve more than to be someone\u2019s safety net, I deserve more than to just be kept around.<\/p>\n

Merezco ser amada con el mismo amor con el que te amaba a ti.<\/p>\n

I got tired of being your \u2018almost\u2019.<\/strong> Is there any sadder word than \u2018almost\u2019 to describe love? To describe anything that\u2019s connected to it? We almost made it, we were almost a thing, he almost fell in love with me.<\/p>\n

Simplemente me cans\u00e9 de esa palabra que era atrapado dentro de mi mente<\/a>...dentro de mi coraz\u00f3n. La palabra que atravesaba mi alma, que se clavaba en mi coraz\u00f3n con cada latido.<\/p>\n

Me cans\u00e9 de ser casi cuando quer\u00eda serlo todo. Quise ser tu todo, pero nunca lo fui.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s hard to wait for someone you know won\u2019t be yours, but it\u2019s even harder giving up on him when he\u2019s all you want.<\/strong> But that\u2019s the choice I need to make to keep my sanity.<\/p>\n

That\u2019s the choice I need to make to set myself free from your love, because I know it will never be completely mine. It will never stop being \u2018almost love\u2019 and I deserve more.<\/p>\n

Merezco a alguien que est\u00e9 dispuesto a comprometerse, alguien que respete mi amor por \u00e9l, que me quiera como yo le quiero a \u00e9l. I deserve to be someone\u2019s first choice, instead of a last resort.<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Hey there stranger. It\u2019s been a while, right? I guess you\u2019re wondering why I disappeared, why I cut all of the ties so suddenly. Well, to you it was out of the blue, but to me\u2026 To me, it felt like ages. Waiting for you, being your last resort, hoping to become your priority. Hoping…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":11463,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11454","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/freestocks-org-195640-2.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11454","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11454"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11454\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/11463"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11454"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11454"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11454"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}