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<\/p>\nI didn’t learn from my mistakes. Giving too much of myself away was never a problem in the beginning, but that would soon change.<\/p>\n
No s\u00f3lo contigo, sino en todas mis relaciones anteriores a ti. Me resulta tan familiar, la misma sensaci\u00f3n una y otra vez.<\/p>\n
It never changes, because I can’t stop it.<\/p>\n
I can’t stop loving everything and everyone so deeply. Call me too weak, but I don’t see it as a weakness anymore.<\/p>\n
A mis ojos, los que dan por sentados mis sentimientos son los d\u00e9biles.<\/p>\n
Want to know why? It’s because they get scared. People are not used to being loved, so when they encounter someone who is willing to love them unconditionally, they either run aware or they simply take advantage of that person.<\/p>\n
Te aprovechaste de m\u00ed.<\/p>\n
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Viste la posibilidad de tener por fin la sart\u00e9n por el mango en algo y yo, alguien tan ingenuo, cre\u00ed que tus intenciones eran buenas.<\/p>\n
That you were going to be there for me, because we were going to handle everything together. Or at least that’s what I thought.<\/p>\n
Let me first remind you of the beginning of our relationship, and maybe you’ll remember those promises you gave me. You promised to love and cherish me because, as you said, there was no one like me in this world.<\/p>\n
You promised to be there for me whenever I’d need you, but remember the time my grandmother died and you said that I was going to be fine even without you?<\/p>\n
Well, guess what? I wasn’t fine! You also promised to never do anything harmful to me.<\/p>\n
Well, I guess you\u2019d changed your mind.<\/b><\/p>\n
Pocos d\u00edas despu\u00e9s de que me hicieras esas promesas, estaba perdidamente enamorada de ti, pues cre\u00eda que eras la persona que hab\u00eda estado buscando toda mi vida. Parece que estuve ciego todo este tiempo.<\/p>\n
You didn’t bother to make me feel loved, everyone was more important than I was. To you, I was someone who would wait for you every night.<\/p>\n
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Actually, it would not matter if you came home at night\u2014you knew that I would still be waiting for you because I really did love you.<\/p>\n
Por desgracia, todo lo que viste en m\u00ed fue a alguien que te hac\u00eda la cena y pagaba las facturas.<\/p>\n
Te entregu\u00e9 todo mi ser. Todo lo que era y ten\u00eda era tuyo y s\u00f3lo tuyo.<\/b><\/p>\n
You would leave me alone for days and I would never know where you\u2019d been, until you would come home to me explaining that the bruises on your body weren’t from other women but from fights you got into.<\/p>\n
Those excuses worked until the night you came home with lipstick on the back of your neck. It was too obvious, so I didn’t even bother asking why you came home so late that night.<\/p>\n
To you and everyone else wondering, I don’t know why I stayed so long either. <\/b><\/p>\n
Me dije que en el amor hab\u00eda que hacer sacrificios. Mi sacrificio fue mi orgullo.<\/b><\/p>\n
La verdadera pregunta es: \u00bfqu\u00e9 has aportado? \u00bfO nunca pretendiste aportar nada? Todo lo que hiciste fue tomar de m\u00ed, nunca dar nada.<\/p>\n
Not even the day I finally decided to pack my stuff and leave\u2014you didn’t even bother to try and talk to me about the reasons why I was leaving; probably because you knew why.<\/p>\n
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Sab\u00edas que ya era hora de que por fin me amara a m\u00ed misma m\u00e1s de lo que te amaba a ti.<\/p>\n
No es que te importara, ten\u00edas demasiados otros labios que besar como para molestarte en darme un beso de despedida.<\/p>\n
Amar y perdonar nunca fue una carga para m\u00ed hasta que te conoc\u00ed y entonces lo hice demasiado. Te perdon\u00e9 demasiadas veces por el amor que sent\u00eda.<\/p>\n
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