{"id":12440,"date":"2019-01-16T14:10:01","date_gmt":"2019-01-16T14:10:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=12440"},"modified":"2021-08-12T10:35:28","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T10:35:28","slug":"nunca-podras-hacer-el-dano-que-has-hecho","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/nunca-podras-hacer-el-dano-que-has-hecho\/","title":{"rendered":"Nunca podr\u00e1s compensar todo el da\u00f1o que has hecho"},"content":{"rendered":"

You damaged me. You hurt me to the point where I’m not able to look at myself the way I saw myself before you came into my life. You made me into the person I am today and I’m not really someone who I’m proud of. You came into my life like a hurricane, breaking everything on your way and the aftermath that you left behind doesn’t look pretty.<\/p>\n

It’s all dark and it will be hard to make the shattered pieces into one whole picture again.<\/p>\n

Me hiciste cuestionar el amor.<\/strong> Cada vez que conozco a un hombre nuevo, pienso en ti y... Lo comparo contigo<\/a>. Cuestiono su comportamiento y aunque me diga que me quiere, nunca m\u00e1s lo creer\u00e9. O al menos me llevar\u00e1 mucho tiempo ver el amor desde una perspectiva totalmente nueva. Porque cuando afirm\u00f3 que me amaba, pens\u00e9 que el amor deb\u00eda ser as\u00ed, que ten\u00eda que doler.<\/p>\n

Me hiciste creer que esforzarse pod\u00eda ayudar a que todo fuera mejor.<\/strong> Aunque me doliera tanto, pens\u00e9 que si me esforzaba lo suficiente y si trabajaba en nuestra relaci\u00f3n lo suficiente como para que pudiera sobrevivir, que podr\u00edamos hacer que funcionara.<\/p>\n

I thought that if I loved you enough you could get over whatever it was you were dealing with. But it couldn’t be OK when the only person who was putting effort into the relationship was me. You didn’t think twice about letting me do all the dirty work.<\/p>\n

Te perdon\u00e9 todo.<\/strong> Todas las veces que llegabas a casa oliendo a otra mujer y todas las veces que me dec\u00edas que era una carga para ti, te lo perdonaba todo, pensando que probablemente era culpa m\u00eda de todos modos.<\/p>\n

Incluso cuando me insultabas y me agarrabas el brazo hasta llenarlo de moratones, te perdonaba. Porque pensaba que me lo merec\u00eda, que el problema era yo.<\/p>\n

I wasn’t good enough for either of us.<\/strong> You told me that I was average, that the world would be the same without me and that no one would miss me (because you wouldn’t for sure). You made me believe it myself. Every little word you said to me made me believe that I wasn’t good enough and that I would never be good enough. Not only for you, but for the world.<\/p>\n

Lo dej\u00e9 todo.<\/strong> Renunci\u00e9 a todo lo que amaba y me apasionaba, porque me dec\u00edas que no ten\u00eda sentido. Cuando te enfadabas, escond\u00eda todas mis cosas preciosas, porque antes, cuando te enfadabas, quemabas todos los regalos que recib\u00eda de mi familia.<\/p>\n

Me hiciste renunciar a la idea de que volver\u00eda a tener algo que me recordara a mi abuelo o algo a lo que pudiera aferrarme en el futuro. YMe dejaste vac\u00eda. Sin nada. Sin m\u00ed misma.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a1\u00bfC\u00d3MO PUEDES DORMIR SABIENDO TODO ESTO?!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Por la noche, antes de dormirte, \u00bfte acuerdas de m\u00ed? \u00bfTe acuerdas de algo? \u00bfTe duele? \u00bfTe ha dolido alguna vez?<\/a> Siempre fuiste tan fr\u00edo cuando te rogaba que me hablaras, cuando intentaba que dejaras de hacer todo eso. No tuve oportunidad. No ten\u00eda ninguna oportunidad cuando trataba con alguien tan dif\u00edcil como t\u00fa.<\/p>\n

La gente literalmente me apart\u00f3 de ti<\/strong> cuando vieron que hab\u00eda perdido tanto peso, a punto de desmayarme por no comer. Era piel y huesos.<\/p>\n

I’m still recovering. \u00bfPuede alguien realmente recuperarse de ti?<\/strong> \u00bfDe la forma en que me trat\u00f3? \u00bfPuedo recuperarme del hombre que cre\u00eda digno de mis esfuerzos? \u00bfEl mismo hombre que me gritaba hasta que nuestros vecinos llamaban a la polic\u00eda?<\/p>\n

There is nothing you can do to make this better. Only I can help myself now. It will take time, a lot of it. But even if years are needed for me to feel better, in the end I will know that I have become stronger and I can conquer whatever life throws at me. Until then, I don’t want to know what you’re doing, I don’t need to know if you’re OK. Because you don’t care how I’m doing, either.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n

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You damaged me. You hurt me to the point where I’m not able to look at myself the way I saw myself before you came into my life. You made me into the person I am today and I’m not really someone who I’m proud of. You came into my life like a hurricane, breaking…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":12448,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12440","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/wesley-quinn-451720-1.jpg",659,450,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","parent":38,"count":146,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29617,"category_count":146,"category_description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","cat_name":"heartbreak","category_nicename":"heartbreak","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12440","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12440"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12440\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/12448"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12440"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12440"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12440"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}