{"id":12587,"date":"2018-01-18T12:29:20","date_gmt":"2018-01-18T12:29:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=12587"},"modified":"2021-08-12T12:07:24","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T12:07:24","slug":"se-niegan-a-disculparse-poniendo-por-fin-en-primer-lugar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/se-niegan-a-disculparse-poniendo-por-fin-en-primer-lugar\/","title":{"rendered":"Me niego a disculparme por ponerme por fin en primer lugar"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00bfSabes qu\u00e9 es lo m\u00e1s gracioso de que hayamos terminado? <\/span><\/p>\n

You actually had the nerve to say that you\u2019re broken one, that you\u2019re hurt. <\/span><\/p>\n

Tuviste el descaro de decir que te di por muerta y segu\u00ed adelante sin mirar atr\u00e1s. <\/span><\/p>\n

I wish I had, I wish I could\u2019ve done it the way you told everyone I did. <\/span><\/p>\n

I wish I was the bad guy, but I\u2019m not.<\/span> Porque durante meses me drenaste, durante meses me quitaste partes de m\u00ed como te dio la gana.<\/b><\/p>\n

I was willing to give everything I had to you, because I believed that you would at least love me back. And now you\u2019re the hurt one. But guess what? I refuse to apologize for finally putting myself first.<\/span><\/p>\n

Me niego a disculparme por por fin veo lo que valgo.<\/a><\/b> For finally seeing that I\u2019m so much more than just your girlfriend, that I\u2019m so much more than just someone who\u2019s supposed to dance around you and please you.<\/span><\/p>\n

Y merezco mucho m\u00e1s que todo ese dolor que me diste. <\/span><\/p>\n

Merezco ese est\u00fapido tipo de amor que te calienta el cuerpo, que te revuelve el est\u00f3mago y te coloca.<\/span><\/p>\n

I deserve that stupid kind of love which doesn\u2019t let you to take off that goofy smile from your face. I deserve love, but you gave me none of it.<\/span><\/p>\n

Me niego a disculparme por volver a valerme por m\u00ed misma.<\/b> For finally fighting against you, for finally giving up on the hope that you\u2019d change, because it took me too long to realize that you never will.<\/span><\/p>\n

Me niego a disculparme por haber encontrado la fuerza dentro de m\u00ed, cuando cre\u00eda que ya no quedaba ninguna.<\/span><\/p>\n

Por encontrar rastros de mi antiguo yo en alg\u00fan lugar profundo, cuando parec\u00eda que la hab\u00edas ahogado hace tiempo. <\/span><\/p>\n

For finally walking away from your toxic love, when I should\u2019ve done it long ago.<\/span><\/p>\n

Me niego a disculparme por enamorarme.<\/b> Cuando te negaste a hacerlo, alguien tuvo que hacerlo. <\/span><\/p>\n

When you weren\u2019t able to see the beauty of my mind and heart, I did it. When you couldn\u2019t see how amazing I was, I had to do it. And now you\u2019re the hurt one. <\/span><\/p>\n

Me tuviste demasiado tiempo, pero s\u00f3lo pod\u00edas ver las cosas que pod\u00eda hacer por ti. S\u00f3lo pod\u00edas ver la forma en que pod\u00eda aumentar tu ego y c\u00f3mo pod\u00edas burlarte de m\u00ed una vez m\u00e1s. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ni una sola vez te preguntaste si tal vez quer\u00eda que me besaran como si no hubiera ma\u00f1ana. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ni una sola vez te preguntaste si tal vez quer\u00eda sentirme hermosa a tu lado. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ni una sola vez te preguntaste si tal vez, s\u00f3lo tal vez, yo era el herido.<\/span><\/p>\n

Me niego a disculparme por eligi\u00e9ndome a m\u00ed mismo en vez de a ti.<\/a><\/b> Por primera vez en tanto tiempo, por primera vez despu\u00e9s de conocerte, por primera vez despu\u00e9s de decirte que te quer\u00eda, me elijo a m\u00ed misma.<\/span><\/p>\n

Por primera vez, elijo mis necesidades, mi cordura y mi coraz\u00f3n por encima de los tuyos. Y por primera vez, me siento tan condenadamente bien. <\/span><\/p>\n

I feel like I can do anything; I feel like writing an entire book in a week. I feel like jumping out of an airplane. I feel alive, something I haven\u2019t felt in a long time.<\/span><\/p>\n

Me niego a disculparme por darme prioridad a m\u00ed en vez de a ti.<\/b><\/p>\n

I refuse to apologize for doing something I should\u2019ve done long ago. For walking away from you, for saving what\u2019s left of me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Me niego a disculparme por haberme reconstruido. La \u00fanica persona a la que deber\u00eda disculparme soy yo, por no haberlo hecho antes. <\/span><\/p>\n

Because I\u2019m truly, really sorry for staying with you, hoping you\u2019d change. For giving you everything, but getting nothing in return. <\/span><\/p>\n

Por amarte m\u00e1s de lo que me amaba a m\u00ed misma, s\u00f3lo para que pudieras desechar ese amor. <\/span><\/p>\n

Por hacerte mi prioridad, cuando t\u00fa me hiciste tu \u00faltimo recurso. <\/span><\/p>\n

S<\/span>o, me niego a disculparme por haberme puesto por fin en primer lugar, porque nadie m\u00e1s va a hacerlo por m\u00ed.<\/span><\/p>\n

\"Me<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Do you know the funniest part about us ending things? You actually had the nerve to say that you\u2019re broken one, that you\u2019re hurt. You had the nerve to say that I left you for dead and moved on without ever looking back. I wish I had, I wish I could\u2019ve done it the way…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":22,"featured_media":12635,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29644],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12587","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-self-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29644,"label":"self-love"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/atikh-bana-114121.jpg",800,555,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tina Navarro","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tatiana\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29644,"name":"self-love","slug":"self-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29644,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Self-love is not an option but a necessity. Boost your self-confidence, learn to love yourself and ditch toxicity because you deserve to be happy.","parent":29643,"count":290,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29644,"category_count":290,"category_description":"Self-love is not an option but a necessity. Boost your self-confidence, learn to love yourself and ditch toxicity because you deserve to be happy.","cat_name":"self-love","category_nicename":"self-love","category_parent":29643}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12587","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/22"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12587"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12587\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/12635"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12587"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12587"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12587"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}