{"id":12994,"date":"2020-08-23T11:42:02","date_gmt":"2020-08-23T11:42:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=12994"},"modified":"2022-02-25T11:05:31","modified_gmt":"2022-02-25T11:05:31","slug":"nunca-verdaderamente-amado-amado-manera-amado","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/nunca-verdaderamente-amado-amado-manera-amado\/","title":{"rendered":"Nunca me quisiste de verdad, s\u00f3lo quisiste como yo te quise a ti"},"content":{"rendered":"

Now that\u2019s all said and done, we can both admit that this was never meant to be. That nunca me quisiste de verdad<\/a>te encantaba la idea de tener a alguien a tu lado. Te encantaba no estar sola y tener a alguien que cuidara de ti. Amabas la forma en que yo te amaba, no a m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Nunca amaste de verdad mi cuerpo, s\u00f3lo amabas c\u00f3mo se mov\u00eda para ti.<\/strong> Te encantaba c\u00f3mo todos te envidiaban por tenerme a tu lado. Te encantaba c\u00f3mo ten\u00edas todo lo que quer\u00edas en una mujer, c\u00f3mo lo ganabas todo pero no dabas nada a cambio.<\/p>\n

Te quer\u00eda m\u00e1s que a m\u00ed misma. Estuve a tu lado despu\u00e9s de trabajar turnos dobles en el hospital, pero \u00bfd\u00f3nde estabas cuando te necesit\u00e9? \u00bfD\u00f3nde estabas cuando perd\u00ed a mi primer paciente?<\/p>\n

Where were you when I first saved a life? Always busy, always preparing for a gig. \u201cBaby, you know this is important to me. Be reasonable.\u201d But I was supposed to be important to you as well, and I never was.<\/p>\n

Nunca me amaste, amabas la idea de tener a alguien.<\/strong> Te encantaba que yo fuera tu red de seguridad. Que te quisiera tanto que quisiera arreglarte.<\/p>\n

Pero te las arreglaste para romperme hasta el punto de tener que arreglarme a m\u00ed mismo<\/a>. Te encantaba tener a alguien con quien desahogarte, con quien despotricar de tus inseguridades, esperando que te subiera el ego. Y yo estaba dispuesta a ayudarte, estaba dispuesta a elegirte por encima de m\u00ed misma, pero ni una sola vez hiciste lo mismo por m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

\"la<\/p>\n

Not once was I your first choice. And now that I think about it, I don\u2019t think I was even second. It was all you, always you.<\/p>\n

Nunca amaste mi mente, amaste la forma en que te adoraba.<\/strong> Nunca te diste cuenta de lo incre\u00edble que era. Ni una sola vez te import\u00f3 lo suficiente como para preguntarme c\u00f3mo me hab\u00eda ido el d\u00eda. Ni una sola vez te import\u00f3 que estuviera cansada, que estuviera agotada.<\/p>\n

Necesitabas que estuviera a tu lado y esperabas que acudiera en cuanto me llamaras. \u00bfNotaste siquiera que yo era m\u00e1s que un cuerpo? \u00bfTe diste cuenta de cu\u00e1nto me heriste?<\/p>\n

\u00bfTe diste cuenta de lo sola que me sent\u00eda a tu lado? \u00bfLo traicionada que me sent\u00eda cuando hablabas de otras mujeres?<\/p>\n

Nunca amaste a nadie, s\u00f3lo te amaste a ti mismo.<\/strong> Cuando me negu\u00e9 a estar ah\u00ed para ti, por primera vez en seis a\u00f1os, acudiste a otra persona.<\/p>\n

Cuando me drenaste de todo el amor, de toda la fuerza, de todas las emociones, simplemente pasaste a la siguiente v\u00edctima. Cuando me rompiste, fuiste t\u00fa quien me rompi\u00f3 m\u00e1s y me pisoteaste. Pasaste por encima de la c\u00e1scara vac\u00eda que quedaba de m\u00ed y nunca miraste atr\u00e1s. Bueno, hasta ahora.<\/p>\n

Nunca me quisiste<\/a>...s\u00f3lo amabas como yo te amaba.<\/strong> Te encantaba c\u00f3mo estaba dispuesta a ayudarte, c\u00f3mo estaba dispuesta a dejar de lado mis sue\u00f1os para hacer realidad los tuyos.<\/p>\n

\"la<\/p>\n

You loved how I was strong and independent, because that meant that you didn\u2019t have to be. But I needed you to be the man.<\/p>\n

Necesitaba que estuvieras a mi lado, que me abrazaras cuando me desmoronaba. En lugar de eso, fuiste el viento que soplaba y esparc\u00eda pedazos de m\u00ed por todo el universo. Fuiste el martillo que rompi\u00f3 mis muros, mi alma. Y ni una sola vez sentiste pena.<\/p>\n

And now you\u2019re here. You\u2019re trying to get back with me, because she left you. You\u2019re trying to get under my skin, now that she did the same thing you did to me. She left you for another man, because you were not enough.<\/p>\n

And you\u2019re expecting me to forget that you threw out the six years of my love, six years of me trying, six years of me giving parts of me to complete you?<\/p>\n

You\u2019re expecting me to believe you that you always loved me? Did you love me while you were cheating on me? Did you love me when you walked away with her?<\/p>\n

\u00bfMe amabas mientras la hac\u00edas desfilar delante de m\u00ed? You\u2019re just hooked on the feeling of being loved, and guess what honey?<\/strong> You have to deserve someone\u2019s love.<\/a> You have to deserve someone\u2019s time and devotion. And you no longer deserve mine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"Nunca<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Now that\u2019s all said and done, we can both admit that this was never meant to be. That you never really loved me, you just loved the idea of having someone by your side. You loved not being alone and having someone to take care of you. You loved the way I loved you, not…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":114754,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12994","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/You-Never-Truly-Loved-Me-You-Only-Loved-The-Way-I-Loved-You-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12994","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12994"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12994\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/114754"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12994"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12994"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12994"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}