{"id":13060,"date":"2020-08-24T08:36:04","date_gmt":"2020-08-24T08:36:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=13060"},"modified":"2021-08-11T10:13:12","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T10:13:12","slug":"cansado-siempre-ultima-opcion","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/cansado-siempre-ultima-opcion\/","title":{"rendered":"Estoy cansado de ser siempre tu \u00faltima opci\u00f3n"},"content":{"rendered":"

Estoy cansada de ser fuerte todo el tiempo y pretender que lo tengo todo. Nunca quise ser una mujer as\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Nunca plane\u00e9 ser <\/strong><\/em>someone\u2019s maybe, someone\u2019s last option.<\/a><\/strong><\/em> But in the blink of an eye, I found myself here, crawling in front of you and begging for some love. I was wondering why you couldn\u2019t love me the way I loved you.<\/p>\n

I was so easy to love but you refused to see that. You always treated me like someone who will be there for you no matter what you do. You liked the feeling that there is someone who loves you even if you don\u2019t love them.<\/p>\n

Your ego was boosted every time I would call you late at night in my moments of insanity, asking you why you don\u2019t want to love me back and why you are pushing me away.<\/p>\n

Luego, cuando sonre\u00edas y me dec\u00edas que deb\u00eda irme a la cama, me daba cuenta de lo poco que yo significaba para ti. Y t\u00fa significabas el mundo entero para m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Cada vez que me descuidabas, me mor\u00eda por dentro.<\/strong> <\/em>Cada vez que mirabas a otra chica, todo mi mundo se derrumbaba.<\/p>\n

\"una<\/p>\n

Cada vez que dec\u00edas que eras feliz con alguien nuevo en tu vida, yo perd\u00eda toda esperanza de estar contigo.<\/p>\n

I desperately wanted to hear that you love me just like I loved you. But I never heard those words coming out of your mouth. And when I asked you if we can be more than friends, you just said \u2018maybe\u2019.<\/p>\n

For you, once more I was the last option\u2014your last choice who would be there when all of your so-called friends left you.<\/p>\n

Se supon\u00eda que yo era quien te consolar\u00eda en tus momentos de tristeza, pero quien nunca ser\u00eda capaz de secar las l\u00e1grimas de tus mejillas. Se supon\u00eda que yo era quien te dir\u00eda que todo ir\u00eda bien, pero nunca podr\u00eda abrazarte.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Yo s\u00f3lo era una mujer a la que acud\u00edas cada vez que te conven\u00eda. Y cada vez que me llamabas, acud\u00eda sin pensar en mi orgullo.<\/p>\n

Por tu culpa, me olvid\u00e9 de valorarme. Siempre te puse primero, pero eso fue mi mayor error.<\/a><\/p>\n

\"retrato<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know why I settled for someone who never knew my true value. I don\u2019t understand why I accepted to be your last choice in the first place.<\/p>\n

Maybe I was so much in love that I didn\u2019t pay attention to that. And no matter how much I think about that, I can\u2019t find reasons good enough to explain why it took me so much to get rid of putting you first.<\/p>\n

But I somehow managed to do that, even if that meant letting you go out of my life. I knew that I had been holding onto something that didn\u2019t exist anymore. And it was enough!<\/p>\n

As\u00ed que me rend\u00ed.<\/strong><\/em>
\nAnd I didn\u2019t do that because I failed but because I learned.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Aprend\u00ed que era hora de dejar de poner a los dem\u00e1s primero porque Yo soy la \u00fanica prioridad en mi vida.<\/a> I learned that others will never respect me if I don\u2019t respect myself enough.<\/p>\n

Me di cuenta de que, dijeras lo que dijeras, yo era m\u00e1s que suficiente. Era digna de tu amor, pero nunca quisiste admitirlo.<\/p>\n

\"una<\/p>\n

From now on, I have a totally different outlook on life. I don\u2019t look at myself in the mirror and think that I am the unlovable one.<\/p>\n

Now, I think that I deserve all the love and affection of this world. I am no longer interested in being someone\u2019s \u2018maybe\u2019, someone\u2019s last choice like I was to you.<\/p>\n

I am not interested in being part of a one-sided love anymore\u2014the love where I was the one who was always giving and never receiving.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

I am done being in love with the man who couldn\u2019t even give me a chance to show him my love.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t want to waste my time on someone who will never accept me the way I am.<\/p>\n

If I already was your second choice, then you definitely don\u2019t deserve to be my first. Never again!<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\"Estoy<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I am tired of being strong the whole time and pretending that I got it all. I never wanted to be a woman like this. I never planned to be someone\u2019s maybe, someone\u2019s last option. But in the blink of an eye, I found myself here, crawling in front of you and begging for some…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13060","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":false,"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":1,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13060","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13060"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13060\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13060"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13060"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13060"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}