{"id":13075,"date":"2019-01-24T14:41:09","date_gmt":"2019-01-24T14:41:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=13075"},"modified":"2021-08-12T10:28:33","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T10:28:33","slug":"ella-lo-perdio-pero-se-encontro-a-si-misma","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/ella-lo-perdio-pero-se-encontro-a-si-misma\/","title":{"rendered":"Ella lo perdi\u00f3, pero se encontr\u00f3 a s\u00ed misma"},"content":{"rendered":"

Si mirabas lo suficientemente cerca, pod\u00edas ver m\u00e1s all\u00e1 de su sonrisa. Podr\u00edas haber visto dentro de su alma rota.<\/a> Hab\u00eda algo en su forma de sonre\u00edr que te dec\u00eda que esa sonrisa no era sincera.<\/p>\n

No porque quisiera fingir, sino porque era lo mejor que pod\u00eda dar en ese momento.<\/p>\n

Sus ojos te dir\u00edan que alguien o algo la hab\u00eda destrozado en un mill\u00f3n de pedacitos. Y su sonrisa era un intento de pegar esos pedazos.<\/p>\n

She was lying in her bed, wide awake, knowing that she should’ve been asleep hours ago. In her head, she went back to the time when everything was simple, when a future with him seemed something that was so near, so attainable, and then she went back to the point where everything went down in flames.<\/p>\n

Those sleepless nights were becoming her nightly ritual. It’s not easy to make sense out of a messed-up situation like this one was. <\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

She is doing great now. But for a while there, she thought she wouldn’t make it. She feared that she was going to die from all the pain she was feeling.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

En el fondo, siempre supo que la relaci\u00f3n nunca durar\u00eda. Siempre era ella la que pon\u00eda m\u00e1s empe\u00f1o en las cosas.<\/p>\n

She was always the one who wouldn’t speak up when she needed to fight for herself. She tolerated a lot of things she shouldn’t have, in the name of love.<\/p>\n

She was even angry with herself for not being able to speak up but something inside of her prevented her from doing so. She couldn’t be herself when she was with him, knowing that ella lo amaba de todos modos.<\/a><\/p>\n

Se fue cuando todo empez\u00f3 a asentarse, cuando ella volvi\u00f3 a ser feliz. Era la mejor versi\u00f3n de s\u00ed mismo, como lo hab\u00eda sido al principio de su relaci\u00f3n.<\/p>\n

Le mostr\u00f3 c\u00f3mo podr\u00edan haber sido las cosas, c\u00f3mo deber\u00eda haber sido todo. Le prestaba m\u00e1s atenci\u00f3n que nunca y ella se sent\u00eda en paz por primera vez en mucho tiempo.<\/p>\n

Todo era la calma antes de la tormenta. En cuanto ella empez\u00f3 a creer que todo volv\u00eda a ir bien, \u00e9l se march\u00f3.<\/p>\n

Verle como podr\u00eda haber sido y perderle justo despu\u00e9s fue lo que m\u00e1s le doli\u00f3.<\/p>\n

Cuando se march\u00f3, sinti\u00f3 como si la mitad de ella se hubiera ido con \u00e9l y nunca fuera a recuperarla.<\/p>\n

Odiaba sentirse as\u00ed, as\u00ed que hizo un pacto consigo misma para hacer todo lo posible por dejar de hacerlo. Se distra\u00eda con gente que nunca hab\u00eda conocido, cosas que nunca hab\u00eda probado y lugares que nunca hab\u00eda visto. Har\u00eda cualquier cosa para ayudarse a s\u00ed misma.<\/p>\n

She might have been broken but she never quit on anybody or anything. She wasn’t about to start with herself.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Because a girl like her doesn\u2019t lie down and accept defeat forever. At some point, she gets up from the ashes of the memories surrounding her, dusts herself off and keeps on fighting.<\/p>\n

Se dio cuenta de que la mejor manera de superarlo era salir de su propia cabeza y cambiar su forma de pensar. Se record\u00f3 a s\u00ed misma qui\u00e9n era, qu\u00e9 quer\u00eda y por qu\u00e9 lo merec\u00eda. Con el tiempo, reconstruy\u00f3 esa otra mitad de s\u00ed misma que cre\u00eda haber perdido cuando le perdi\u00f3 a \u00e9l.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Se dio cuenta de que nunca podr\u00eda ser verdaderamente feliz con \u00e9l. El el amor que sent\u00eda por \u00e9l<\/a> le impidi\u00f3 verle como realmente era.<\/p>\n

Al irse, le hizo un favor porque ella se descubri\u00f3 a s\u00ed misma. Si \u00e9l se hubiera quedado, nunca habr\u00eda visto su verdadera cara.<\/p>\n

Descubri\u00f3 lo fuerte que era y de qu\u00e9 estaba hecha. Descubri\u00f3 partes de s\u00ed misma que no sab\u00eda que exist\u00edan. Se convirti\u00f3 en la mejor versi\u00f3n de s\u00ed misma que jam\u00e1s podr\u00eda esperar ser y s\u00f3lo puede agradec\u00e9rselo a s\u00ed misma. Se hizo feliz a s\u00ed misma.<\/p>\n

Lo perdi\u00f3 a \u00e9l, pero se encontr\u00f3 a s\u00ed misma y, de alg\u00fan modo, eso era todo lo que necesitaba.<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

If you looked close enough, you could see right past her smile. You could have seen right into her broken soul. There was something in the way she smiled that told you that smile was not sincere. Not because she wanted to fake it but because that was the best she could give at that…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":22,"featured_media":13113,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29644],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13075","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-self-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29644,"label":"self-love"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/amanda-bear-518294.jpg",800,547,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tina Navarro","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tatiana\/"},"comment_info":1,"category_info":[{"term_id":29644,"name":"self-love","slug":"self-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29644,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Self-love is not an option but a necessity. Boost your self-confidence, learn to love yourself and ditch toxicity because you deserve to be happy.","parent":29643,"count":290,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29644,"category_count":290,"category_description":"Self-love is not an option but a necessity. Boost your self-confidence, learn to love yourself and ditch toxicity because you deserve to be happy.","cat_name":"self-love","category_nicename":"self-love","category_parent":29643}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13075","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/22"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13075"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13075\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/13113"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13075"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13075"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13075"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}