Do you have any idea how it feels knowing that you\u2019re not the first choice? Do you have any idea how it feels knowing that the person you love the most doesn\u2019t love you the same?<\/p>\n
Knowing that the person you choose every day doesn\u2019t choose you? Of course you don\u2019t. You have me, you have someone who chooses you over everyone else. Someone who loves you more than she loves herself. Someone who will make sure that you feel loved on the days when she\u2019s not capable of living, but she lives for you. Someone you can come back to, once you\u2019re lonely again. But I can\u2019t keep doing this anymore.<\/p>\n
I can\u2019t hold onto hope that you\u2019ll choose me someday.<\/strong> El\u00edgeme ahora<\/a>. Love me now. I can\u2019t keep on waiting for you, for your love. I need you now, not someday. I need to feel your lips on mine, I need to get lost in your embrace. Is it possible that you don\u2019t see my pain? That you can\u2019t hear my heart breaking every time you don\u2019t choose me?<\/p>\n I can\u2019t keep waiting for you to make up your mind.<\/strong> I can\u2019t keep on hoping and getting my hopes crushed. I can\u2019t keep on believing, when there\u2019s nothing left to believe in. I\u2019m dying in your arms, and you don\u2019t seem to notice. I\u2019m freezing to death and you\u2019re bathing in sunshine, oblivious to my pain. I can\u2019t keep on siendo su \u00faltimo recurso<\/a>, when I deserve to be your first choice. I deserve to be a priority. I can\u2019t keep on hoping that you\u2019ll see that, when you still haven\u2019t.<\/p>\n I\u2019m done feeling lonely by your side.<\/strong> \u00bfHay algo peor que sentirse solo al lado de alguien que significa el mundo para ti? \u00bfHay algo m\u00e1s doloroso que sentirse solo al lado de alguien que se supone que te completa?<\/p>\n I\u2019m done being your safety net.<\/strong> You leave and you come back, knowing I\u2019ll be waiting for you. You walk away and return when you\u2019re alone. And just when I think that I\u2019m okay, just when I have learned how to fall asleep in an empty bed, you come back again. Just when I have embraced my loneliness and started falling in love with myself, you come back and ask me how I am. I\u2019m not okay. I\u2019m not fine. I\u2019m not as strong as I want you to believe. And it\u2019s your fault. Stop coming back to me if you\u2019re not ready to stay. Stop giving me false hope that you\u2019ll choose me if you don\u2019t intend to.<\/p>\n Please, let me go if you\u2019re not ready to choose me.<\/strong> Diga adi\u00f3s<\/em> one last time and this time mean it. If you\u2019re not ready to commit to me, if you\u2019re not ready to choose me every day, let me go. I can\u2019t move on while you\u2019re here. I can\u2019t force myself to stop loving you, when you\u2019re giving me hope that I\u2019m not loving you in vain. I can\u2019t force myself to walk away, as long as I have something worth staying for. Please, let me go. I deserve m\u00e1s que ser medio amado.<\/a> I deserve more than being someone\u2019s last choice. I deserve more than to be whatever this is that I am to you.<\/p>\n I don\u2019t deserve to drown in loneliness.<\/strong> I don\u2019t deserve to constantly doubt my worth, to constantly doubt if I\u2019m good enough. I know I am, but something about you makes me doubt it. Something about you makes me weak. So, please, for my sake, stop calling me, stop apologizing, because it doesn\u2019t make it any better. It just brings me back to where I was when you left the first, second, or hundredth time. And I\u2019m done with that. Either choose me every day or let me go for good.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Do you have any idea how it feels knowing that you\u2019re not the first choice? Do you have any idea how it feels knowing that the person you love the most doesn\u2019t love you the same? Knowing that the person you choose every day doesn\u2019t choose you? Of course you don\u2019t. 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