You were everything I ever looked for or could possibly ask for and once you were in my life, I knew I couldn\u2019t let you go. <\/strong><\/p>\n I told myself it wasn\u2019t gonna be easy, but I believed that it would be worth it in the end. But what I thought would be worth it actually cost me way too much.<\/strong><\/p>\n Siempre fui un luchador. Nunca me conform\u00e9 hasta conseguir lo que cre\u00eda merecer.<\/p>\n And I knew that here and there I\u2019d have to receive a few punches along my life\u2019s road, but what you gave me wasn\u2019t just a punch, it was a knockout I barely recovered from.<\/p>\n Me trataste miserablemente y yo lo permit\u00ed. Destrozaste por completo mi confianza, la aplastaste con la faz de la tierra.<\/p>\n Lo que m\u00e1s me llama la atenci\u00f3n es que nada de lo que hice fue lo suficientemente bueno para ti.<\/p>\n You kept comparing me to others and you kept asking me why I couldn\u2019t be like them. My efforts were useless, my battles were meaningless to you.<\/p>\n But you\u2019re one hell of an actor, you know? You convinced me that there wasn\u2019t anything about me to be love, that I only had bad sides and how I was this person who was extremely hard to love.<\/p>\n Me hiciste sentir que no era adorable y que deber\u00eda haber sido bendecida por tener a alguien como t\u00fa que me amara.<\/p>\n Tard\u00e9 en darme cuenta de que it wasn\u2019t me who was unlovable<\/a>...eras t\u00fa. Y como eras como eras, necesitabas menospreciarme constantemente para que me quedara a tu lado.<\/p>\n You needed me to see you as this God-given creature and how I was blessed to have you next to me. But you weren\u2019t a blessing, you were a curse.<\/p>\n Porque te sent\u00edas mal contigo mismo, me hiciste sentir mal a m\u00ed tambi\u00e9n. Porque dejaste que alguien te convenciera de lo dif\u00edcil que era quererte, tambi\u00e9n me hiciste sentir que yo no era querible. <\/strong><\/p>\n Permitiste que alguien destrozara tu confianza y autoestima y luego hiciste lo mismo conmigo. <\/strong><\/p>\n You projected your insecurities onto me because they had convinced you of everything you\u2019d been trying to convince me.<\/strong><\/p>\n You shouldn\u2019t have done that. You shouldn\u2019t have made it a chain reaction. Regardless of how bad you felt, instead of stopping the chain, you continued it.<\/p>\n Sab\u00edas cu\u00e1nto dol\u00eda y, sin embargo, tambi\u00e9n eras capaz de hac\u00e9rselo a otra persona. Eras capaz de hacerme esas mismas cosas a m\u00ed, a la persona que habr\u00eda hecho cualquier cosa por ti.<\/p>\n Well, unfortunately for you, I came to my senses. I realized it wasn\u2019t me and that it had nothing to do with me.<\/strong><\/p>\n Tard\u00e9 un poco, pero ya sabes lo que dicen, m\u00e1s vale tarde que nunca.<\/strong><\/p>\n I realized I didn\u2019t have to be your punching bag. And that I shouldn\u2019t let you treat me bad just because you felt bad about yourself. I wasn\u2019t gonna let you break me just because I loved you.<\/p>\n I wasn\u2019t gonna let you turn me into a doormat that anyone could walk over, just so you\u2019d be able to keep your head on the surface.<\/p>\n No woman should ever feel the way you made me feel. No woman should ever feel like she\u2019s the unlovable one, like she\u2019s hard to love or that she only has this one shot in life for love and no matter how bad her love treats her, that she\u2019s supposed to put up with it.<\/p>\n Because if you treat me poorly, it\u2019s not love, it\u2019s poison and I don\u2019t have to settle for it.<\/p>\n I\u2019m a fighter, but I learned that sometimes you need to stop fighting and walk away if what you\u2019re fighting for isn\u2019t worth it.<\/p>\n I bent over backwards to make things work and in the end, it didn\u2019t work out.<\/p>\n Al final, en lugar de sentir que me hab\u00eda alejado de una relaci\u00f3n, sent\u00ed como si acabara de arrastrarme bajo un edificio demolido por un terremoto. Pero al menos consegu\u00ed ser el que se escap\u00f3.<\/a><\/p>\n Decid\u00ed ser yo quien detuviera la cadena. Decid\u00ed que no iba a hacer lo mismo que t\u00fa me hiciste a m\u00ed ni nada de lo que te hicieron a ti.<\/p>\n I decided to be strong enough when you couldn\u2019t, I decided to be the man when you couldn’t and I decided not to hurt others just because I was hurt.<\/p>\n![\"Pareja](\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/Upset-couple-finding-out-results-of-a-pregnancy-test-in-the-bedroom.jpg\")
Now that I look back, I can\u2019t believe I\u2019d ever let that happen to me. I was one of those who knew her worth. But somewhere down the road, I obviously forgot that.<\/p>\n![\"pareja](\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/upset-couple-sitting-in-living-room-1.jpg\")
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