I am not threatening to leave you. It\u2019s not one of those games women play to get a man\u2019s attention<\/a>. There is no need for that. I don\u2019t want your attention.<\/p>\n I don\u2019t want anything from you anymore. I am tired. I am exhausted and I am done.<\/p>\n Don\u2019t think for a second it\u2019s easy. This is the hardest thing I ever had to do.<\/p>\n In spite of everything you\u2019ve done to me, I still love you. But you taught me love isn\u2019t enough.<\/p>\n This love I feel for you is not healthy, it\u2019s destroying me bit by bit and I have to run for my life before it draws me under completely.<\/p>\n I know that you don\u2019t get it. I know that you don\u2019t see it. Because how can I leave you when I should be happy to be in your presence? <\/strong><\/p>\n You really think highly of yourself. It\u2019s partly in your narcissistic nature and it\u2019s partly my fault because I boosted your ego. I put you on a pedestal. I made you the ruler of my world.<\/strong><\/p>\n No era consciente de ello en ese momento. S\u00f3lo te dije lo que realmente sent\u00eda por ti. De alguna manera, usaste mi afecto y mi admiraci\u00f3n por ti en mi contra.<\/p>\n Te sent\u00edas segura sabiendo c\u00f3mo me sent\u00eda. No hab\u00eda riesgo de que me fuera a ninguna parte mientras te mirara con los ojos llenos de amor.<\/p>\n Respirabas superioridad y yo, sin saberlo, te segu\u00eda la corriente. Exig\u00edas explicaciones por cada uno de mis movimientos.<\/p>\n Siempre te gust\u00f3 tener el control. Te sent\u00edas con derecho a decidir por m\u00ed, a decirme que me equivocaba todo el tiempo.<\/p>\n Todo era siempre culpa m\u00eda, incluso cuando t\u00fa eras el culpable.<\/p>\n Pod\u00edas hilar una historia tan bien que me enga\u00f1abas incluso cuando sab\u00eda que la verdad estaba de mi lado.<\/p>\n You would say things like, \u201cThat didn\u2019t happen,\u201d or, \u201cYou must have imagined it,\u201d so it made me doubt my own eyes and way of reasoning. Or you would simply change the topic.<\/p>\n You messed with my mind so badly. I couldn\u2019t tell apart reality from the things you were telling me. I felt like I was losing my mind.<\/p>\n
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