{"id":13268,"date":"2018-01-26T10:41:22","date_gmt":"2018-01-26T10:41:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=13268"},"modified":"2021-08-12T11:54:55","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T11:54:55","slug":"lo-suficientemente-confiado-como-para-dejar-destruir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/lo-suficientemente-confiado-como-para-dejar-destruir\/","title":{"rendered":"Confi\u00e9 en Ti Lo Suficiente Para Dejar Que Me Destruyeras"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Quiero que te imagines a una chica destrozada sentada sola en su habitaci\u00f3n, a altas horas de la noche. Imagina l\u00e1grimas cayendo por su cara, mezcladas con su r\u00edmel. Imagina su cuerpo acalambrado cada vez que intenta calmar sus sollozos.<\/p>\r\n<p><strong>Ahora imagina mi cara, porque esa chica era yo.<\/strong> \u00bfLe gusta lo que ve? \u00bfEst\u00e1 contento ahora que <a href=\"https:\/\/www.elephantjournal.com\/2017\/01\/youve-ruined-me-for-anyone-else\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">me arruinaste<\/a>? Si quer\u00edas destruirme totalmente, puedes estar orgulloso de ti mismo porque lo has conseguido.<\/p>\r\n<p>Te aprovechaste de m\u00ed. Me chupaste hasta secarme. Me golpeaste hasta matarme emocionalmente. Y luego pasaste a otra v\u00edctima.<\/p>\r\n<p>With you, I always felt that I wasn\u2019t good enough. And even though I knew I would never be truly happy with you, I was satisfied with the crumbs from your table. You were the person who could make me feel high in one second and the person who could make me fall to the ground in the next.<\/p>\r\n<p>Eras la persona con la que era m\u00e1s feliz y la que m\u00e1s me hac\u00eda llorar. Pero en alg\u00fan momento del camino, aprend\u00ed a vivir as\u00ed. Pens\u00e9 que s\u00f3lo necesitabas algo de tiempo para darte cuenta de que yo era lo bastante buena para ti.<\/p>\r\n<p><strong>Fui paciente, esperando a que llegara ese momento, pero nunca lleg\u00f3.<\/strong><br \/>Then I realized that it wasn\u2019t me who was the one not good enough for you, but you weren\u2019t good enough for me.<\/p>\r\n<p>It is true that I suffered for a long time, trying to get back on my feet again but in the end, it paid off. I don\u2019t think that I am not worthy anymore because I know that I am. I don\u2019t listen to your toxic stories about your eternal love for me because I know that you never loved me.<\/p>\r\n<p><strong>S\u00f3lo me culpo por haberte dado tanto poder sobre m\u00ed para que pudieras destruirme.<\/strong> I gave you all my trust, thinking that you wouldn\u2019t take advantage of it. But you did. And that <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/relationship\/un-corazon-roto\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">me rompi\u00f3 el coraz\u00f3n.<\/a> But you know what? Even if I am a little bit broken, I will be someone\u2019s perfect woman. I tell that to myself every single day.<\/p>\r\n<p>Maybe I wouldn\u2019t know how strong I was if you hadn\u2019t broken me. Maybe I would never have admitted to myself that I am worthy and that I am more than enough. Maybe I would never seek someone who is better than you. But I am happy that I did.<\/p>\r\n<p><strong>So, no matter how badly you want it, don\u2019t you dare ask me to come back into your life again.<\/strong> Cuando desees eso, s\u00f3lo recuerda todas esas cosas malas que me hiciste. Imag\u00ednate cu\u00e1ntas noches pas\u00e9 en vela enumerando todos tus mensajes de amor, en los que me promet\u00edas el amor sobre el que la gente escribe libros.<\/p>\r\n<p>Imag\u00ednate que no comiera porque mi est\u00f3mago era como un agujero vac\u00edo que no dejaba entrar la comida por culpa de todo el estr\u00e9s y la ansiedad acumulados que me causaste.<\/p>\r\n<p>Just think about how many times I would stand in front of the mirror hating my face and my body because you didn\u2019t like them, with me wishing that I was prettier and more attractive because then you would have stayed with me.<\/p>\r\n<p><strong>Piensa en cu\u00e1ntas crisis silenciosas tuve, completamente sola, y metiendo la cabeza debajo de la almohada para que nadie me oyera.<\/strong> Piensa en todas esas cosas por las que pasa una mujer con el coraz\u00f3n roto. Y cuando pienses en todas ellas, vuelve a pensar si de verdad quieres volver conmigo...<\/p>\r\n<p>Si la m\u00e1s m\u00ednima parte de tu coraz\u00f3n tiene algo de compasi\u00f3n, te ir\u00e1s y dejar\u00e1s que sea feliz con otra persona. Admitir\u00e1s que tuviste tu oportunidad y que la desperdiciaste.<\/p>\r\n<p><strong>\u00bfY yo?<\/strong><\/p>\r\n<p>Me portar\u00e9 bien. Recoger\u00e9 todos esos pedazos de mi coraz\u00f3n destrozado y volver\u00e9 a recomponerme. S\u00e9 que llevar\u00e1 alg\u00fan tiempo, pero es la \u00fanica forma de curar un coraz\u00f3n roto. Y cuando me recupere completamente de ti, estar\u00e9 lista para volver a amar a alguien.<\/p>\r\n<p>S\u00e9 que el pr\u00f3ximo hombre de mi vida ver\u00e1 todas esas cosas buenas que t\u00fa nunca pudiste ver. S\u00e9 que me dar\u00e1 el amor con el que he so\u00f1ado toda mi vida. Y s\u00e9 que me preguntar\u00e1 c\u00f3mo he podido pensar que no soy lo bastante buena.<\/p>\r\n<p><strong>Un d\u00eda, alguien te agradecer\u00e1 que me dejaras ir.<\/strong><\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-40617\" src=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/herway.net-3.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"735\" height=\"1102\" srcset=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/herway.net-3.jpg 735w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/herway.net-3-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/herway.net-3-683x1024.jpg 683w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 735px) 100vw, 735px\" \/><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I want you to imagine a broken girl sitting all alone in her room, late at night. Imagine tears coming down her face, mixed with her mascara. Imagine her body cramping every time she tries to calm down her sobbing. Now imagine my face, because that girl was me. Do you like what you see?&#8230;<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":13280,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13268","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/portrait-2218882_1920.jpg",800,522,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. 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