{"id":13335,"date":"2020-10-29T09:04:44","date_gmt":"2020-10-29T09:04:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=13335"},"modified":"2021-08-12T12:45:35","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T12:45:35","slug":"ya-no-puedo-luchar-solo","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/ya-no-puedo-luchar-solo\/","title":{"rendered":"Te dejo ir porque ya no puedo luchar solo"},"content":{"rendered":"

How do you walk away when there\u2019s still love? How do you force yourself to let go of the only thing that matters to you? How can I give up on you, when I still love you madly? I don\u2019t want to, you know I don\u2019t.<\/p>\n

I want to grow old with you. I want to walk down the aisle with you. I want to make a home with you. But I can\u2019t.<\/p>\n

I can\u2019t keep on luchando por tu amor.<\/a><\/strong> I know you care for me. I know that you want me, too. But I can\u2019t settle down knowing that you and I both deserve more than this.<\/p>\n

We both deserve to be loved and to feel like it. We both deserve to live in harmony, instead of this chaos of ours. I wouldn\u2019t mind living the rest of my life in chaos with you, as long as I knew you wanted it,too. And the truth is, I don\u2019t. Right now, I don\u2019t know whether you want me by your side or not. And I can\u2019t keep on living in fear that you might leave.<\/p>\n

I can\u2019t keep on fighting for you.<\/strong> I\u2019m not supposed to fight for you. Not after all we\u2019ve been through. Do you remember how it once was? How madly in love we were when we just met?<\/p>\n

\u00bfC\u00f3mo aguant\u00f3 nuestra pasi\u00f3n aquellos largos inviernos en los que estuvimos separados? \u00bfC\u00f3mo nuestro amor era lo suficientemente fuerte como para mantenernos calientes? \u00bfC\u00f3mo fuimos felices? Se supon\u00eda que nuestro amor nunca ser\u00eda un recuerdo. Se supon\u00eda que nuestro amor iba a prosperar y sobrevivir. \u00bfQu\u00e9 pas\u00f3? \u00bfQu\u00e9 nos pas\u00f3?<\/p>\n

\"una<\/p>\n

I can\u2019t keep on wondering when you\u2019re going to leave.<\/strong> I love you, you know I do. I\u2019m fighting for you, for us, but I can\u2019t keep on fighting if I\u2019m alone. I need you by my side.<\/p>\n

I need you to show me that you still care. I need something more than this silence you trapped us in. I need you to scream back at me, so I can see that you\u2019re still in there. That the man who made me feel like I\u2019m the most amazing woman alive is still there. That the man who used to say: \u2018Screw the world, we\u2019re the only thing that matters\u2019 still feels the same. I need you to show me that there\u2019s still love in you.<\/p>\n

I can\u2019t keep on dying next to you.<\/strong> \u00bfCu\u00e1ntas noches he pasado en vela, vi\u00e9ndote dormir y pregunt\u00e1ndome qu\u00e9 demonios pasa por tu cabeza? \u00bfCu\u00e1ntos d\u00edas he pasado al borde de los nervios, sin saber si volver\u00eda a una casa vac\u00eda?<\/p>\n

How many times have I hugged and kissed just the \u2018statue\u2019 of the man I love with every piece of me? How many times have I fallen apart and you didn\u2019t even notice? You got lost in your own hell and shut me out. But honey, I\u2019d fight both the Devil and God for you if you\u2019d only show me that you wanted me to.<\/p>\n

\"una<\/p>\n

I can\u2019t keep on fighting for us.<\/strong> I need you to fight for us too, I need you to fight for me. I need you to fight with me against the world. I can\u2019t keep on fighting alone\u2014this is not what love is about.<\/p>\n

Esto no es lo que merezco. <\/a>You know it\u2019s not. I\u2019m sorry, but I can\u2019t keep on hoping you\u2019ll come around when you\u2019ve showed me nothing but distance. I can\u2019t keep on hoping that your walls will tumble down when you keep on building them thicker and higher every day.<\/p>\n

I can\u2019t keep on hoping that the man I fell in love with will come back when I haven\u2019t seen him in ages. I love you. But I can\u2019t do this anymore. I can\u2019t put myself aside so you can thrive. I can\u2019t stay with you if we\u2019re not bringing out the best in each other. I\u2019d rather live alone then drag you down with me.<\/p>\n

\"Te<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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