{"id":13417,"date":"2018-01-30T09:01:04","date_gmt":"2018-01-30T09:01:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=13417"},"modified":"2021-08-12T11:51:07","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T11:51:07","slug":"no-buscando-amor-amable-fuerzas-demostrar-valia","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/no-buscando-amor-amable-fuerzas-demostrar-valia\/","title":{"rendered":"No Busco El Tipo De Amor Que Me Obliga A Demostrar Mi Valor"},"content":{"rendered":"

Siempre miraba a otras mujeres. Mujeres fuertes. Mujeres independientes. Siempre las he admirado por sus sonrisas amables y sus risas genuinas.<\/p>\n

They looked like they were complete and that they were happy with their lives. Why couldn’t I be like them?<\/p>\n

A m\u00ed misma me parec\u00eda pat\u00e9tica, pero la batalla constante por ser perfecta y demostrar a todo el mundo que era digna de respeto y aprecio agotaba mi energ\u00eda. Especialmente cuando se trataba de ti.<\/p>\n

Eras el tipo de hombre que pensaba que nada era suficientemente bueno para \u00e9l. Nada pod\u00eda satisfacerte.<\/p>\n

Somehow, you were bitter with yourself and you didn’t know how to deal with it, except to continue spreading your dissatisfaction wherever you would go.<\/p>\n

El d\u00eda que viste que yo era la v\u00edctima perfecta para eso, te aferraste a m\u00ed y ese fue mi final. O al menos eso fue lo que pens\u00e9.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Pensaba que era fuerte y que pod\u00eda soportar todo lo que la vida me lanzara, pero no todo lo que t\u00fa me lanzaste.<\/p>\n

Tem\u00eda constantemente por mi vida y tem\u00eda acabar con la cabeza entre las rodillas, suplic\u00e1ndote que pararas.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Era como un mundo completamente nuevo de miedo constante que nunca hab\u00eda visto antes. Nada de lo que hiciera ser\u00eda nunca lo bastante bueno para ti y, en tus palabras, yo no val\u00eda nada.<\/p>\n

In your eyes, I wasn’t human enough for you to be humane toward me.<\/p>\n

Despu\u00e9s de todo lo que pas\u00e9 por tu culpa, decid\u00ed que ya era suficiente.<\/strong><\/p>\n

I am not going to endure this anymore, because my heart cannot handle any more pain. It has been shattered into little pieces and it’s not strong enough to be broken anymore.<\/p>\n

Only my mind has found the right way and it’s called: \u00a1SOY SUFICIENTEMENTE BUENO!<\/a><\/p>\n

Soy lo suficientemente bueno y digno de amor, quieras verlo o no.<\/strong><\/p>\n

There is nothing that and no one who can convince me it isn’t true anymore because I have been tricked into thinking that by too many people who didn’t really matter in my life.<\/p>\n

Those people didn’t bring any kind of value to my life, they were simply there to break me, every time a bit more, because they didn’t know how to handle their own hurting hearts.<\/p>\n

But that wasn’t the way and it’ll never be the way to healing.<\/p>\n

Durante bastante tiempo tuve miedo de volver a enamorarme y que todo volviera a ser como antes, pero la sensaci\u00f3n liberadora que experiment\u00e9 cuando por fin me consider\u00e9 lo suficientemente buena me ha demostrado que s\u00f3lo tengo que esperar a la persona adecuada.<\/p>\n

I have no need to prove my worth to anyone ever again. I’m better than that.<\/strong><\/p>\n

I have been asking myself constantly what possible evil in people makes them abuse someone else into thinking that they are unworthy of living and being loved and I have never come to a true conclusion, but instead to a salvation which is ‘being enough for yourself’.<\/p>\n

And all those women I admired before don’t just have that; they don’t bring others down to prove their own worth\u2014they rise by lifting others.<\/strong><\/p>\n

That’s why I won’t settle for anything less<\/a> de lo que merezco y merezco lo mejor.<\/strong> Merezco a alguien que est\u00e9 ah\u00ed para levantarme cuando lo necesite y yo estar\u00e9 ah\u00ed para \u00e9l cuando me necesite.<\/p>\n

I won’t need to prove my worth to him and that’s the goal I strive to achieve. There is nothing out there I can’t do and you will not tell me otherwise.<\/strong><\/p>\n

No me acallar\u00e1s ni me har\u00e1s sentir mal conmigo misma, porque la \u00fanica persona que tiene poder sobre mis emociones soy yo misma.<\/p>\n

But thank you for showing me this strength I have, because I didn’t know it existed. I owe you one for this.<\/p>\n

Maybe you will realize one day that you have lost something precious because you weren’t able to see past your own insecurities.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I was always looking at other women. Strong women. Independent women. I have always admired them for their kind smiles and genuine laughs. They looked like they were complete and that they were happy with their lives. Why couldn’t I be like them? I sounded pathetic to my own self, but the constant battle to…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":13439,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13417","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/pexels-photo-561028.jpeg",800,532,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13417","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13417"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13417\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/13439"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13417"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13417"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13417"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}