{"id":13595,"date":"2019-11-30T14:32:52","date_gmt":"2019-11-30T14:32:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=13595"},"modified":"2021-08-12T13:39:07","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T13:39:07","slug":"la-verdad-rechaza-el-plan-de-respaldo","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/la-verdad-rechaza-el-plan-de-respaldo\/","title":{"rendered":"La verdad es que me niego a ser tu plan de respaldo"},"content":{"rendered":"

La verdad es que deber\u00eda haberlo sabido. Deber\u00eda haber escuchado a mi lado l\u00f3gico. Deber\u00eda haber escrito todos los pros y los contras en un papel para ver qu\u00e9 era lo mejor para m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Here\u2019s a hint\u2014it wasn\u2019t you. I should never have been that impulsive as to make decisions while completely smitten by you.<\/p>\n

But what can you do when your heart already chooses for you? Who am I to fight my own heart? Right from the start, you know that\u2019s the battle you will lose.<\/p>\n

Realmente pens\u00e9 que eras con la que pasar\u00eda el resto de mi vida<\/a>. El \u00fanico defecto era que ten\u00edas otros planes.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Estaba indefenso.<\/p>\n

Me tomaste por tonto. Me arrastraste contigo, aunque sab\u00edas que nunca estar\u00edamos juntos.<\/p>\n

Traicionaste mi confianza aunque sab\u00edas que tard\u00e9 mucho en d\u00e1rtela.<\/p>\n

You knew what I\u2019d been through and instead of letting me go, you lastimarme<\/a> a\u00fan m\u00e1s.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Me enga\u00f1aste.<\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t have to touch or kiss another woman. You cheated on my heart because you lied to me.<\/p>\n

You pretended to be something that you were not, but you couldn\u2019t lie for that long. You got sick of lying and your perfect mask fell so that I could see your true face.<\/p>\n

Por fin pude ver el verdadero monstruo que eras.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Intento constantemente hacerme algunas preguntas. \u00bfPor qu\u00e9 estabas conmigo en primer lugar? \u00bfEra una especie de premio que ten\u00edas que tener? \u00bfPor qu\u00e9 te esforzaste tanto en seducirme?<\/p>\n

I suppose that at some point you really liked me, but I don\u2019t understand why you lied to me. You could have done me a favor and let me go before it was too late and my heart was shattered into thousands of pieces.<\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t like the person I was. I\u2019m no longer that person, I\u2019ve lost her and I have to find her again because she was the best version of myself that I could ever be. You weren\u2019t happy with who I was and you thought you could change me.<\/p>\n

Pensaste que pod\u00edas vaciarlo todo de m\u00ed y llenarlo s\u00f3lo con tu sabor.<\/strong><\/em>
\nAt some point, I think you managed to do that. But, today I thank God that you did because if you hadn\u2019t, I would still be stuck in a nowhere relationship, in the gray zone, unaware of what was happening to me.<\/p>\n

Prefiero estar rota y sola que completamente olvidada en tu presencia. <\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Y eleg\u00ed eso. Eleg\u00ed dejarte. Eleg\u00ed hacer da\u00f1o para olvidarte.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Vi que me has cambiado<\/a> and I hated it. I hated myself for the person I\u2019d become. I looked myself in the mirror and I couldn\u2019t recognize myself anymore.<\/p>\n

I saw my eyes, they were familiar, and they were the same color. I saw my mouth, they were the right shape, but it wasn\u2019t me.<\/p>\n

Nada de eso era yo. Era una mujer que simplemente se parec\u00eda a m\u00ed y la odiaba desde el fondo de mi coraz\u00f3n.<\/p>\n

Merezco mucho m\u00e1s que t\u00fa.<\/p>\n

Merezco ser la mujer que una vez fui.<\/p>\n

Merezco devolverte la belleza que me arrebataste.<\/p>\n

Merezco volver a sonre\u00edr.<\/p>\n

I realized what happened to me too late. But I don\u2019t regret anything.<\/p>\n

I guess what I\u2019m really trying to say is thank you for everything.<\/p>\n

Fuiste una lecci\u00f3n m\u00e1s en mi vida.<\/p>\n

Nada m\u00e1s.<\/p>\n

\"La<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

The truth is, I should have known better. I should have listened to the logical side. I should have written all the pros and cons on a piece of paper to see what was best for me. Here\u2019s a hint\u2014it wasn\u2019t you. I should never have been that impulsive as to make decisions while completely…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":13597,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13595","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/taras-zaluzhny-539162.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13595","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13595"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13595\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/13597"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13595"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13595"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13595"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}