{"id":13723,"date":"2020-06-02T10:48:38","date_gmt":"2020-06-02T10:48:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=13723"},"modified":"2022-01-04T13:35:53","modified_gmt":"2022-01-04T13:35:53","slug":"penso-enamorarse-infierno-aterrador","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/penso-enamorarse-infierno-aterrador\/","title":{"rendered":"La idea de volver a enamorarse da mucho miedo"},"content":{"rendered":"

It’s not easy, you know?<\/p>\n

It’s like going back to the roots, into the darkness, where everything reminds you of the pain and misery you’ve been through.<\/p>\n

Falling in love again is like a grand quest and I don’t like it. I’m scared.<\/p>\n

I’m afraid that everything will repeat itself and I am not ready for that.<\/p>\n

I know that I am exaggerating, I know that my fear doesn’t make sense most of the time, but I can’t go against myself when I know what I’ve experienced.<\/p>\n

S\u00e9 que mi coraz\u00f3n est\u00e1 protegido y que los muros son demasiado altos y gruesos para que nadie los rompa, nunca m\u00e1s. Mi coraz\u00f3n ha aprendido la lecci\u00f3n. Yo tambi\u00e9n.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

El amor suena tan m\u00e1gico y maravilloso.<\/strong> Estar enamorado es como saber que eres capaz de llevar tu coraz\u00f3n en la manga y no tener miedo de nada, porque eres lo suficientemente valiente.<\/p>\n

Ya he pasado por eso.<\/p>\n

Today, love just sounds like heartache and it’s all because of you.<\/p>\n

The way your eyes sparkled every time you would tell me that you loved me and the way you smiled when I was crying, those two things didn’t go well together, because I never knew what to think of you, what to think of us.<\/p>\n

Pensaba que el amor deb\u00eda doler a veces, que necesitaba muchos cuidados y atenci\u00f3n. Pensaba que para que me quisieras, ten\u00eda que demostrarte lo que valgo. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Necesitaba mostrarte que estaba digno de tu amor.<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

When it started to physically hurt, I saw that something was wrong. I saw that no matter what I did, ‘love’ never felt right.<\/p>\n

‘Love’ hurt me and ‘love’ destroyed my heart.<\/p>\n

Am\u00e9 tan genuinamente y tan descuidadamente. Te am\u00e9 sin ver lo malo que eras para m\u00ed y por tu culpa, tengo miedo de volver a amar.<\/p>\n

I am scared to fall in love, so that man who’s trying so hard and is giving me all of his affection doesn’t stand a chance of entering my heart.<\/p>\n

I am guarded to the point where I myself can’t find my heart in this hurricane of emotions.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Simplemente estoy agotada de caer y que nunca me coja la persona que espero que est\u00e9 a mi lado y me trate como creo que merezco ser tratada.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Estoy agotada de esperar tanto y nunca recibir lo que merezco. Estoy agotado de mi miedo a ser defraudado por en\u00e9sima vez, s\u00f3lo porque I loved ‘too much’.<\/a><\/p>\n

Me pesa el pecho, pero \u00e9l sigue ah\u00ed, aliger\u00e1ndolo un poco.<\/p>\n

It’s like knowing that there is a cure for all of your problems, but you refuse to take it, because you have mistaken poison for a cure this entire time and you simply don’t trust your gut anymore.<\/p>\n

So here I am now, looking at the person in the mirror who’s so frightened to love, asking her if there is anything I can do for her to make it feel better, to make it hurt less.<\/p>\n

But she’s blankly looking at me because she has been drained of her energy. But she will be alright. I will be alright.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

I will learn to live with my disappointments because sometimes that’s the way you learn your worth.<\/strong><\/p>\n

I will be fine, but I do need time to heal; that\u2019s crucial. I can’t fix myself overnight and I’m not even trying to. <\/strong><\/p>\n

The world tries to force me to hurry up, but I don’t care. <\/strong><\/p>\n

My heart is fragile and I don’t want it to break again. That’s why I will keep it safe in my chest for a while longer.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"La<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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