{"id":13755,"date":"2019-12-02T13:38:46","date_gmt":"2019-12-02T13:38:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=13755"},"modified":"2021-08-12T13:30:00","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T13:30:00","slug":"solo-lamento-haber-tardado-en-dejarlo-ir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/solo-lamento-haber-tardado-en-dejarlo-ir\/","title":{"rendered":"S\u00f3lo me arrepiento de haber tardado tanto en dejarte ir"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00a1Lo admito! Te di todo el poder sobre m\u00ed, pensando que me amar\u00edas igual que yo a ti. Pens\u00e9 que yo era todo lo que buscabas y que por fin... establecerse<\/a> en mis brazos.<\/p>\n

Pero estaba muy equivocada. \u00bfY sabes qu\u00e9 era lo peor? En el fondo, ten\u00eda la extra\u00f1a sensaci\u00f3n de que no eras el hombre de mis sue\u00f1os.<\/p>\n

Sent\u00ed que estabas all\u00ed s\u00f3lo por poco tiempo y que te ir\u00edas cuando encontraras a alguien nuevo.<\/p>\n

Pero en el mismo momento en que me abrazabas por la espalda y me ol\u00edas el pelo, dici\u00e9ndome que me quer\u00edas, me olvidaba de todo lo que hab\u00eda estado pensando antes.<\/strong><\/p>\n

I just told myself that I was probably overanalyzing things and that I shouldn\u2019t think about the bad things. I wanted to finally be happy so I just went with the flow.<\/p>\n

So our story began and even if I was happy, from time to time you would do things that bothered me. And over the years, there were so many things that I couldn\u2019t put up with anymore.<\/p>\n

Because every time I said that you hurt me, you promised that you wouldn\u2019t do that anymore and said that you were sorry. And me, totally blind in love, bought all your shit.<\/p>\n

Aguant\u00e9 tu mierda durante mucho tiempo, pensando que cambiar\u00edas gracias a m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

I thought that you just needed more time to see how amazing I was and that you didn\u2019t have to seek out anyone else because I was a woman to love.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Pero a pesar de que ansiaba tanto un cambio, no ocurri\u00f3 nada. Segu\u00eda siendo la chica que estaba despierta toda la noche esperando a que llegaras a casa, sentada sola y mirando por la ventana.<\/p>\n

Mis \u00fanicos amigos eran todas esas ma\u00f1anas grises en las que esperaba sola y somnolienta.<\/p>\n

A\u00fan quer\u00eda que me persiguieras, que me demostraras que era suficiente y digna y que me dijeras que eras el hombre m\u00e1s feliz del mundo porque me hab\u00edas encontrado. Pero eso nunca ocurri\u00f3.<\/p>\n

Con cada palabra que sal\u00eda de tu boca, se hund\u00edan mis esperanzas de amor y de un futuro mejor. Y en un momento, me di cuenta de que esta historia se repet\u00eda una y otra vez y que ya nada ten\u00eda sentido.<\/p>\n

Y t\u00fa fing\u00edas que todo iba bien y yo me quedaba pregunt\u00e1ndome qu\u00e9 podr\u00eda haber hecho mejor. Pero ahora, quiero decirte algo que he querido decirte todo este tiempo.<\/p>\n

Fuiste t\u00fa quien ech\u00f3 a perder esta oportunidad, fuiste t\u00fa quien cometi\u00f3 un error y fuiste t\u00fa quien lo estrope\u00f3 todo.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yo no, como dec\u00edas todo el tiempo. S\u00e9 que esto suena como una dura verdad saliendo de mi boca, pero es todo lo que quer\u00eda decirte.<\/p>\n

I know that you like it when things go your way and I also know that you don\u2019t like the person I transformed into. But you know what? This is the woman you made.<\/p>\n

A woman with so many scars and cracks on her heart but one who is still standing on her own two feet because she didn\u2019t let an asshole destroy her.<\/p>\n

Because of you, I am like this and I won\u2019t let you lead me on anymore. I just regret that it took me so long to let you go but it is better late than never.<\/p>\n

Now I understand that we weren\u2019t a perfect match and that I was always the one with a lot of sympathy and love for others while you were the one who cared about your needs only.<\/p>\n

Puede que simplemente no seas capaz de amar, puede que te hayan hecho da\u00f1o antes y por eso levantes muros emocionales a tu alrededor, pero eso sigue sin ser raz\u00f3n suficiente para herir a otro ser humano, especialmente al que dices amar.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t want you to think that me rompiste<\/a> so much that I won\u2019t be able to pick myself up again; you didn\u2019t. This letter is just something that I wanted to write for me.<\/p>\n

Cuando lo lea, definitivamente estar\u00e9 seguro de que hice lo correcto al dejarte ir. A veces es mejor cuando lees algo porque creer\u00e1s m\u00e1s en un trozo de papel que en tu propia cabeza.<\/p>\n

S\u00f3lo espero que alg\u00fan d\u00eda te des cuenta de lo que tuviste y de lo que perdiste. Y espero que te duela como me doli\u00f3 a m\u00ed cada vez que me descuidaste.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t want you to be hurt more or less, but just to feel the same dose of pain that I felt.<\/strong> Y cr\u00e9eme, ser\u00e1 suficiente para romperte el coraz\u00f3n.<\/p>\n

En ese momento, te dar\u00e1s cuenta de que has perdido lo mejor de tu vida y que me encontrar\u00e1s en cada mujer que conozcas despu\u00e9s de m\u00ed, pero ninguna tendr\u00e1 la misma chispa en los ojos.<\/p>\n

With these lines, I am finishing my story and once and for all telling myself that in fact, you don\u2019t matter to me at all anymore.<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I admit it! I gave you all the power over me, thinking that you would love me just like I loved you. I thought that I was everything that you were looking for and that you would finally settle down in my arms. But I was so wrong. And you know what the worst part…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":13757,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13755","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/larm-rmah-49587.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13755","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13755"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13755\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/13757"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13755"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13755"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13755"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}