Nunca me pegaste, pero tus palabras eran m\u00e1s afiladas que cualquier cuchillo, m\u00e1s fuertes que cualquier pu\u00f1o.<\/strong> All those times you would make fun of my body, of my silly little mind, of my gentle heart; they\u2019re all engraved in my soul. They were weight that was pinning me to the ground, but now I wear them like badges of honor.<\/p>\r\n Nunca me rompiste ning\u00fan hueso, pero conseguiste romperme el esp\u00edritu.<\/strong> Me dec\u00eda a m\u00ed mismo, \u2018He never hit you, this is not what you think it is.\u2019<\/em> I was trying to convince myself that what we had was not abuse\u2014it was just a rough patch on the road. How sad it was that I had to convince myself that you love me. How sad it was that I had to justify your behavior to the point where I no longer knew what was the truth.<\/p>\r\n Cada vez que me disculpaba por algo de lo que me acusabas, perd\u00eda una parte de m\u00ed. Cada vez que callaba, mis gritos de auxilio me ensordec\u00edan. Cada vez que acced\u00eda a tus deseos, los m\u00edos desaparec\u00edan. Ya no esperaba, ya no cre\u00eda y ya no so\u00f1aba. Perd\u00ed mucho, pero segu\u00eda creyendo que lo ten\u00eda todo.<\/strong><\/p>\r\n Nunca magullaste mi cuerpo, pero magullaste mi coraz\u00f3n.<\/strong> What you did to me, how you treated me is indescribable. How your toxic love intoxicated me, how your greed took away pieces of me, not because you needed them, just because you could. How your manipulations made me think that this is what love looks like, only to find myself all alone once you\u2019d had enough. How hopeless I was once you left because I believed every single word you said to me. I believed that I was not enough and that I\u2019d never find anyone like you.<\/p>\r\n God help me, right now that\u2019s all I\u2019m asking for. I never want to feel the way I felt with you. I never want to feel like an extra in my own movie. I never want to feel insignificant in my own relationship. I never want to feel lonely next to the person I love. Never again.<\/p>\r\n Nunca usaste los pu\u00f1os, pero tus palabras fueron m\u00e1s que suficientes.<\/strong> Your words broke me from the inside. Body can heal, but the soul takes time and it takes love. It took me every single ounce of strength I had just to stand up. It took me years to undo the damage you\u2019ve done. It took me years to stop hearing your voice in my head, to stop seeing your smirking face behind me, whenever I look in the mirror; to stop seeing the person you wanted me to see and instead see me for who I really am.<\/p>\r\n Because, I\u2019m not weak. I\u2019m not too much nor I\u2019m too little. I refuse to give in to your words once more. I refuse to let you bruise me anymore. Because, finally, I know who you are and I know who I am. You\u2019re just an insecure man who needs abuse to feel significant. And I\u2019m a hell of a warrior with her own survival story. And what a fierce story that is.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n I don\u2019t think that I could have ever imagined myself being broken by someone I was ready to spend my life with. You know, I believed that once you find your other half, that\u2019s it. Everything else falls into place and you\u2019re happy. You have struggles, you have battles to fight, but you\u2019re together and…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":14103,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14100","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/thought-catalog-546041.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. 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