{"id":14297,"date":"2020-02-12T11:52:30","date_gmt":"2020-02-12T11:52:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=14297"},"modified":"2022-02-21T00:44:20","modified_gmt":"2022-02-21T00:44:20","slug":"no-estaban-preparados-eligen-marcharse","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/no-estaban-preparados-eligen-marcharse\/","title":{"rendered":"No estabas preparado para elegirme hasta que me fui"},"content":{"rendered":"

Si tuviera que describir mi vida contigo en una sola palabra, esa palabra ser\u00eda \"espera\". Porque cuando pienso en ello, todo giraba en torno a eso.<\/p>\n

Segu\u00ed esperando a que rehicieras tu vida. Segu\u00ed esperando a que me quisieras m\u00e1s.<\/p>\n

Segu\u00ed esperando que me eligieras por encima de cualquier otro. Pero nunca lo hiciste. Al menos no hasta que Me alej\u00e9<\/a>.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s funny how some people don\u2019t value what they have until they lose it.<\/a> They don\u2019t appreciate you while you are there.<\/p>\n

They don\u2019t see everything you have done for them. Everything you have sacrificed.<\/p>\n

They don\u2019t see how important it was to have somebody to lean on until they lose their supporter.<\/p>\n

Lamentablemente, t\u00fa eras un ejemplo de libro de texto de esas personas. Nunca supiste lo que ten\u00edas en m\u00ed hasta que me fui.<\/strong><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t understand how you couldn\u2019t see it then. How you couldn\u2019t see all my love. It\u2019s like it didn\u2019t mean anything to you.<\/p>\n

You treated me like I should be happy just to be with you\u2014like I should be honored with your presence when you would finally find time for me, when you had nothing better to do. I always felt like I came last.<\/p>\n

You had your own issues to deal with. Life didn\u2019t treat you fairly. I understood that. Mine wasn\u2019t all sunshine and rainbows, either. I stayed.<\/p>\n

Te escuch\u00e9. Te anim\u00e9. Te di todo el amor y el afecto que hab\u00eda en m\u00ed. Te di partes de m\u00ed que nunca recuperar\u00e9.<\/p>\n

Siempre tuve la fuerza y el positivismo suficientes para sacarnos a los dos a la superficie cuando nos est\u00e1bamos ahogando.<\/p>\n

Wouldn\u2019t it have been easier if we had done it together?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Celebr\u00e9 tus victorias como si fueran m\u00edas. Nada me har\u00eda m\u00e1s feliz que verte feliz.<\/p>\n

Celebr\u00e9 esos d\u00edas. Me gustaba verte hacerlo bien. Cuando me iba bien, t\u00fa tambi\u00e9n lo disfrutabas. Eso te lo reconozco. Te gustaba verme feliz y alegre. Dec\u00edas que era mi mejor aspecto.<\/p>\n

Pero entonces, \u00bfpor qu\u00e9 me hiciste llorar tantas veces? \u00bfPor qu\u00e9 me dejaste sola tantas noches, pregunt\u00e1ndome d\u00f3nde estabas y qu\u00e9 pretend\u00edas? <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00bfPor qu\u00e9 te costaba tanto al menos mandarme un mensaje? Solo quer\u00eda saber que estabas sana y salva, que pensabas en m\u00ed y que no ten\u00eda nada de qu\u00e9 preocuparme. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Fue un segundo de tu tiempo y habr\u00eda significado mucho para m\u00ed.<\/strong><\/p>\n

You were so preoccupied with you that you didn\u2019t see me standing right there beside you.<\/p>\n

Ve\u00edas a una persona que estaba ah\u00ed para ti, pero nada m\u00e1s. Nunca mostraste inter\u00e9s por nada de lo que me interesaba, por c\u00f3mo me hab\u00eda ido el d\u00eda, si me sent\u00eda bien o no. Todo se trataba de ti, de ti y s\u00f3lo de ti.<\/p>\n

Dios, Me sent\u00eda tan sola<\/a>. Me sent\u00eda tan sola incluso cuando dorm\u00edas a mi lado. Esa conexi\u00f3n que sent\u00ed contigo al principio ya no exist\u00eda.<\/p>\n

Segu\u00ed busc\u00e1ndolo. Segu\u00ed pidi\u00e9ndote que te esforzaras m\u00e1s si de verdad te importaba. Que trabajaras en nosotros.<\/p>\n

Ser\u00edas mejor que perfecto durante unos d\u00edas. Ser\u00edas tan amable y cari\u00f1oso que compensar\u00edas todos los males. Luego volver\u00edas a las andadas.<\/p>\n

Seguimos repitiendo el mismo escenario una y otra vez hasta que me hart\u00e9 de todo. <\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t take it anymore. I couldn\u2019t be with you and be so alone at the same time. I was tired of waiting for things to be normal. <\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Estaba cansada de mendigar tu atenci\u00f3n y tu tiempo. Estaba cansada de tus emociones a tiempo parcial. Estaba cansada de esperar a que me quisieras de verdad. As\u00ed que me march\u00e9.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

I walked away and it was the hardest thing I ever had to do. And the saddest of all is that I don\u2019t know if leaving you me rompi\u00f3 el coraz\u00f3n<\/a> o si mi coraz\u00f3n se rompi\u00f3 porque me qued\u00e9 demasiado tiempo.<\/p>\n

And now you are here…wanting me back because you know you lost me. You say you want to put more effort, you want to be there for me, you didn\u2019t know how miserable you\u2019ll be without me.<\/p>\n

Me quieres. Te preocupas por m\u00ed. Har\u00edas cualquier cosa para recuperarme.<\/p>\n

\u00bfPor qu\u00e9 tuviste que realizar tu amor a costa de mi coraz\u00f3n roto? \u00bfTe das cuenta de lo mucho que me cost\u00f3 alejarme? <\/strong><\/p>\n

How can I know it will be different if I give you a second chance? I walked away and I don\u2019t know if I can go back anymore. Maybe you chose me too late.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"No<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

If I had to describe my life with you in just one word, that word would be \u2018waiting\u2019. Because when I think about it, it all revolved around that. I kept waiting for you to get your life together. I kept waiting for you to love me more. I kept waiting for you to choose…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":14303,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14297","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/walk-2946026_1920-1.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14297","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=14297"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14297\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/14303"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=14297"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=14297"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=14297"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}