{"id":15019,"date":"2020-02-21T11:58:23","date_gmt":"2020-02-21T11:58:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=15019"},"modified":"2022-09-26T12:19:09","modified_gmt":"2022-09-26T12:19:09","slug":"incluso-duele-como-el-infierno-sera-mejor-sin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/incluso-duele-como-el-infierno-sera-mejor-sin\/","title":{"rendered":"Aunque Duela Como El Infierno, Estar\u00e9 Mejor Sin Ti"},"content":{"rendered":"

I am on my own lately. There isn\u2019t you anymore to deceive me with your sweet words and hug me with your toxic hands. <\/span>Y por mucho que te odie, te quiero al mismo tiempo.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

So, I catch myself thinking a lot about you, about the things that we once had. I think of all those nice memories that we made together and I can\u2019t save myself from tears when I realize that we won\u2019t be together anymore. <\/span><\/p>\n

Entonces, en un momento de locura, me enfado conmigo misma y rompo todas las cosas que me compraste. De esa manera, estoy arruinando cada uno de los recuerdos que me recuerdan a ti. <\/span><\/p>\n

Porque eso es lo que tengo que hacer. Aunque duela como el infierno, tengo que borrarte de mi sistema. <\/span>Necesito deshacerme de tu olor en m\u00ed, de tus besos en mi cuerpo, de tu voz que a\u00fan resuena en mi cabeza.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I need to prove to myself that I can live on my own and that I don\u2019t need you to complete me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Because if I don\u2019t do that, I will go crazy. I will totally lose my mind over a <\/span>man who doesn\u2019t even give a damn about me. <\/span><\/a>I will lose myself to a man who didn\u2019t even fight for me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Porque eras un cobarde, temeroso de hacer al menos eso. Cuando viste que estaba rota fue m\u00e1s f\u00e1cil dejarme que arreglarme.<\/span> Pero te juro que ser\u00e9 mejor sin ti. Capa a capa, te quitar\u00e9 de mi piel.<\/i><\/b> D\u00eda a d\u00eda, dejar\u00e9 de mencionar tu nombre. <\/span><\/p>\n

Night by night, I will think less of you. Because truth to be told, you don\u2019t deserve me. <\/span><\/p>\n

En realidad nunca lo hiciste. Pero estaba tan ciega de amor que pens\u00e9 que ten\u00eda suficiente amor para los dos y que t\u00fa acabar\u00edas despertando. <\/span><\/p>\n

Pens\u00e9 que solo necesitabas algo de tiempo para ver todas esas cosas incre\u00edbles de m\u00ed que todos los dem\u00e1s ve\u00edan. Pero ese momento nunca lleg\u00f3. <\/span><\/p>\n

Seguiste a lo tuyo, sin preguntarme qu\u00e9 pensaba. Ten\u00edas el poder de hacerme sentir mal con s\u00f3lo decir una palabra. Una sola mirada tuya arruinar\u00eda toda mi velada. <\/span><\/p>\n

And I felt like I was nothing. While I was everything. I was and I still am a woman to love. So screw you for not seeing that. Even if you tried, you won\u2019t convince me that I am the unlovable one.<\/p>\n

Well, maybe to you, but who are you to judge me? Don\u2019t you see that you don\u2019t have any right to tell me what to do anymore? So don\u2019t try to find me because the girl you hurt doesn\u2019t exist anymore. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ella muri\u00f3 esa noche cuando la lastimaste. Ahora se ha transformado en una persona totalmente nueva. <\/span><\/p>\n

The one who doesn\u2019t se encari\u00f1an tan f\u00e1cilmente<\/a> and the one who doesn\u2019t trust people as soon as she meets them. So, do yourself a favor and stay far away from me. <\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t want you in my life anymore.<\/span> I don\u2019t want your excuses, your sweet words and your hugs. <\/i><\/b>Todo eso es falso, aunque haya tardado demasiado en darme cuenta de que fuiste mi peor decisi\u00f3n. <\/span><\/p>\n

Me trataste como si yo fuera la m\u00e1s peque\u00f1a. Me hiciste rogar por tu amor y afecto. <\/span><\/p>\n

Me humillaste delante de m\u00ed mismo y esa es la peor humillaci\u00f3n de todas. <\/span><\/p>\n

When you know that you\u2019re begging someone, you understand that doing that should not be an option, but you still catch yourself doing it.<\/span><\/p>\n

And I did that. With you I hit rock bottom, but for you, that wasn\u2019t enough. You wanted to totally <\/span>arruinarme como mujer<\/span><\/a>. <\/span>Quer\u00edas romper mi coraz\u00f3n en pedazos tan peque\u00f1os que nunca podr\u00eda hacer mi coraz\u00f3n entero.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

And I would like to know what I did to you that you wanted to get revenge in that way. I don\u2019t know what kind of sin I did to get this kind of treatment from you. <\/span><\/p>\n

And you know what? I don\u2019t even want to think about it anymore. I know that it will take a lot of time to completely erase you from my life, but I will work on that every day. <\/span><\/p>\n

Y un d\u00eda, cuando menos lo espere, mi coraz\u00f3n dejar\u00e1 de gritar tu nombre. <\/span><\/p>\n

Un d\u00eda me librar\u00e9 de ti. Finalmente aceptar\u00e9 que soy mucho mejor por mi cuenta y que hice lo correcto al dejarte ir.<\/span><\/p>\n

That day, I will learn to love myself. And that day will be the best day of my life. When that happens I won\u2019t have weak knees every time I see you or hear your voice in the background. <\/span><\/p>\n

My heart won\u2019t even start beating faster when you tell me that you miss me and that you made a huge mistake.<\/i><\/b> I am not going to give you the only thing you crave\u2014me! <\/span><\/p>\n

De hecho, ya no eres importante. Esta vez quiero dedicarme a m\u00ed misma y a las cosas que amo. Esta vez quiero demostrarte que puedo brillar sin ti y que puedo ser feliz sola. <\/span><\/p>\n

Esta vez, volver\u00e9 a hacer m\u00edo el mundo.<\/span><\/p>\n

\"AUNQUE<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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