Actually, I wanted so hard for it to be true that I convinced myself that you did love me but that you didn\u2019t know how to show it properly. I convinced myself that you were a closed person who had trouble showing his emotions. And I accepted you like that.<\/p>\n
I never asked for any romantic gestures\u2014I just wanted to feel loved and needed. I wanted to know I could count on you, I wanted for you to see the two of us as a team, the way I saw us. I wanted to be as important to you as you were to me.<\/p>\n
Pero s\u00f3lo jugabas conmigo. Me tom\u00f3 mucho tiempo pero finalmente vi que en realidad nunca me quisiste<\/a> y que s\u00f3lo era bueno para tu ego.<\/p>\n Disfrutabas teniendo a alguien que siempre cog\u00eda el tel\u00e9fono cuando llamabas y alguien que siempre dejaba todo para correr hacia ti cuando la necesitabas. Me cost\u00f3 a\u00f1os, pero al final me di cuenta de que siempre ser\u00eda una segunda opci\u00f3n para ti.<\/p>\n I realized that you never completely cared about me and that I didn\u2019t mean much to you. I realized that what we\u2019d had was obviously only special to me.<\/p>\n Y por \u00faltimo, I\u2019ve plucked up the courage to leave you<\/a>. I decided it\u2019s about time to end this charade and alejarse<\/a>.<\/strong><\/p>\n Now, after everything you\u2019ve put me through, you have the nerve to blame me for walking away.<\/p>\n After all these painful years, you have the nerve to try and make me feel guilty for leaving you. Now you are telling me that you need me and that you can\u2019t imagine your life without me.<\/p>\n Nunca te paraste a pensar qu\u00e9 fue lo que me hizo dejarte. Ahora intentas convencerme de que estoy siendo ego\u00edsta por dejarte, pero nunca pensaste en todo el dolor que me hiciste pasar.<\/p>\n You never asked me how I was all those times you insulted me, all those times when I had to fight to get the crumbs of your attention and love, all those times you looked at other girls\u2026<\/p>\n Nunca pensaste en mis sentimientos todas esas noches que llor\u00e9 hasta quedarme dormida, todas esas veces que me dejaste esper\u00e1ndote porque ten\u00edas cosas m\u00e1s importantes de las que ocuparte.<\/p>\n Nunca pensaste en mis sentimientos mientras yo pas\u00e9 a\u00f1os sinti\u00e9ndome no amada y no deseada. Y ahora quieres que piense en tus sentimientos y que me sienta culpable por haberme alejado finalmente de alguien que nunca me mereci\u00f3, alguien, que nunca hizo nada por mantenerme a su lado?<\/p>\n Jurar\u00eda que te advert\u00ed mil veces que acabar\u00edas con todo el amor que sent\u00eda por ti. Lo intentaste con todas tus fuerzas y, aunque te cost\u00f3, al final lo conseguiste.<\/p>\n![\"Decid\u00ed](\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/joshua-rawson-harris-438788.jpg\")
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