{"id":15441,"date":"2020-07-28T11:56:42","date_gmt":"2020-07-28T11:56:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=15441"},"modified":"2021-08-12T08:55:41","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T08:55:41","slug":"quiero-lo-primero-lo-ultimo-todo","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/quiero-lo-primero-lo-ultimo-todo\/","title":{"rendered":"Quiero Que Seas Mi Primera, Mi \u00daltima, Mi Todo"},"content":{"rendered":"

Por fin estoy listo para conocerte. Por fin resolv\u00ed todo lo que ten\u00eda pendiente. Mir\u00e9 fijamente a los ojos de mi soledad y me enfrent\u00e9 a ella. Luch\u00e9. Sangr\u00e9 y sobreviv\u00ed.<\/p>\n

\u00c9l era el responsable de mi dolor. Era un dos caras narcisista disfrazado <\/a>que me enga\u00f1\u00f3 y me dej\u00f3 en rid\u00edculo. \u00c9l fue la raz\u00f3n por la que perd\u00ed la fe en la gente, en los hombres.<\/p>\n

My heart was wounded and my soul was hurt. I had no reason to live; I didn\u2019t want to live.<\/p>\n

My walls became my sanctuary. I thought as long as I stay in there, no one can hurt me. I\u2019m safe.<\/p>\n

Mi vida transcurr\u00eda en soledad, en desesperaci\u00f3n, s\u00f3lo porque \u00e9l decidi\u00f3 jugar a un juego<\/a> conmigo. Se aburr\u00eda y yo era un buen entretenimiento hasta que volv\u00eda a aburrirse.<\/p>\n

Then he tossed me away like a used pair of shoes. You know those \u2018shoes\u2019 he wanted so badly were once brand new. They were shining on a pedestal in a window shop.<\/p>\n

Everyone wanted them but couldn\u2019t afford them and no one could get them, except him.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

As\u00ed que los llevaba todos los d\u00edas que le apetec\u00eda. Los ara\u00f1aba; caminaba por el barro; andaba con ellos cuando llov\u00eda, nevaba.<\/p>\n

Cada vez que los necesitaba, estaban ah\u00ed para \u00e9l. Nunca le fallaron.<\/p>\n

Y cuando se cans\u00f3 de ellos, los tir\u00f3 a la basura sin remordimientos, sin sentimientos de ning\u00fan tipo.<\/p>\n

Aunque mi esp\u00edritu estaba destrozado, encontr\u00e9 fuerzas para encontrar una raz\u00f3n para seguir viviendo. Decid\u00ed que nadie tiene derecho a decirme lo que tengo que hacer. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I decided I\u2019m the only creator of my happiness. I decided he doesn\u2019t matter. <\/i><\/b>Y entonces te conoc\u00ed.<\/p>\n

A partir de ese momento, mi vida cobr\u00f3 sentido. Suena cursi, lo s\u00e9, pero realmente fue as\u00ed. Todo era como deb\u00eda ser.<\/p>\n

I was looking for flaws. I was looking for those dark traits I always read about, but\u2026no, I found none of them.<\/p>\n

I kept waiting for the moment when everything will fall apart, the moment when you\u2019ll show me your real face, but guess what?<\/p>\n

\"pareja<\/p>\n

Estaba viendo tu verdadero yo todo el tiempo, tu hermoso verdadero yo.<\/p>\n

S\u00e9 que quiero decirte cu\u00e1nto te quiero. Quiero decirte por qu\u00e9 quiero que seas mi primera, mi \u00faltima, mi todo.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Quiero que seas mi \u00faltimo todo <\/i><\/b>because I don\u2019t want to spend any more nights with no one else but you. I want to wake up to your adorable face.<\/p>\n

Quiero sentirte a mi lado cuando duermo.<\/p>\n

I want you to hug me and hold me in your arms when I have nightmares, when I sweat in horror when my past haunts me and I don\u2019t want to live anymore.<\/p>\n

Quiero despertar a un palmo de tu boca, sintiendo tu c\u00e1lido aliento en mi cara.<\/p>\n

Quiero que seas mi \u00faltimo todo<\/i><\/b> porque nadie m\u00e1s hace el tonto para hacerme re\u00edr cuando tengo un mal d\u00eda.<\/p>\n

Nadie m\u00e1s me tirar\u00e1 al suelo y me har\u00e1 cosquillas hasta que le suplique que pare.<\/p>\n

\"elegante<\/p>\n

Nadie m\u00e1s pondr\u00e1 caras tontas y har\u00e1 voces est\u00fapidas s\u00f3lo para animarme. Nadie m\u00e1s me har\u00e1 re\u00edr con chistes graciosamente est\u00fapidos.<\/p>\n

Quiero que seas mi \u00faltimo todo<\/i><\/b> because I\u2019m always the one who laughs the loudest when you tell jokes.<\/p>\n

A veces ni siquiera son tan graciosas, pero para m\u00ed lo son, y siempre lo ser\u00e1n. Nadie tiene el poder de hacerme r\u00edete<\/a> como t\u00fa.<\/p>\n

Quiero que seas mi \u00faltimo todo<\/i><\/b> porque nadie me habla cuando duermo. Nadie lo ha hecho nunca; nadie se ha dado cuenta de que hablo mientras duermo.<\/p>\n

But, you did because every night we go to bed, you make sure that I fall asleep first. You watch over me, you make sure that I\u2019m safe.<\/p>\n

No one ever did that. No one knew I\u2019m a sleep talker, but you did. No one ever talked to me while I sleep, but you did.<\/p>\n

Quiero que seas mi primera, mi \u00faltima, mi todo.  <\/i>Quiero que seas mi primer amor verdadero.<\/p>\n

Quiero que seas el \u00faltimo aliento que tome. Quiero que seas mi todo.<\/p>\n

\"Quiero<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I\u2019m finally ready to meet you. I finally solved everything I had to deal with. I stared into my loneliness eyes and I faced it. I fought. I bled and I survived. He was responsible for my pain. He was a two-faced narcissist in disguise who tricked me and made a fool out of me….<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":120468,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15441","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/I-Want-You-To-Be-My-First-My-Last-My-Everything-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15441","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15441"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15441\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/120468"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15441"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15441"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15441"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}