{"id":15532,"date":"2019-03-02T08:13:46","date_gmt":"2019-03-02T08:13:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=15532"},"modified":"2022-06-29T15:14:47","modified_gmt":"2022-06-29T15:14:47","slug":"se-ira-nunca-mirara-atras","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/se-ira-nunca-mirara-atras\/","title":{"rendered":"Te Dejar\u00e9 (Y Nunca Mirar\u00e9 Atr\u00e1s)"},"content":{"rendered":"

This time I won\u2019t just stop at my words. <\/span>Esta vez te dejar\u00e9 para siempre. <\/i><\/b>Sin l\u00e1grimas corriendo por mi cara, sin remordimientos y sin sentir que estoy perdiendo algo importante.  <\/span>Te dejar\u00e9<\/span><\/a> porque ya he tenido suficiente de ti. <\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t want to be treated like this because this kind of treatment is not something that I deserve. I don\u2019t deserve to be gaslighted, belittled and called names. <\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t deserve seeing another woman\u2019s arms around your neck while I am sitting next to you. <\/span><\/p>\n

But of course, you don\u2019t know that. <\/span>You can\u2019t see that you are hurting me with your actions and your words.<\/i><\/b> And to be honest, I don\u2019t know why I am still with you. <\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know why I am putting up with your crap. Deep down I know that you will never change but I still stay with you. For some reason, I don\u2019t know how to walk away from you. <\/span><\/p>\n

Maybe it is because I got used to you because I don\u2019t know anything better than your<\/span> amor t\u00f3xico<\/span><\/a> o tal vez porque me convenciste de que estoy rota y que nadie me amar\u00e1 como t\u00fa. Bueno, si tengo la oportunidad de elegir, prefiero quedarme sola que pasar mi vida contigo. <\/span><\/p>\n

Because truth to be told, you really don\u2019t deserve me.<\/i><\/b> You don\u2019t deserve my kisses and hugs, my worrying if you are okay when you are late nor my respect and support. <\/span><\/p>\n

I won\u2019t let you make me stay every time you feel like I am slipping away. I won\u2019t listen to your compliments and your sweet words anymore. <\/span><\/p>\n

No son algo que realmente quieras decir, sino algo que utilizas como arma para que me quede. S\u00e9 que fui una tonta por quedarme contigo tanto tiempo, pero finalmente decid\u00ed que te dejar\u00e9 y seguir\u00e9 mi propio camino. <\/span><\/p>\n

I know that life prepared so many nice surprises for me and I won\u2019t just sit here and watch my life passing by. <\/span><\/p>\n

Me defender\u00e9. Empezar\u00e9 a hacer cosas que me hagan feliz y me olvidar\u00e9 de las que te hacen feliz a ti. <\/span><\/p>\n

Por fin me librar\u00e9 de tus t\u00f3xicas manos alrededor de mi cintura cada vez que intentas reconquistarme<\/i><\/b>. <\/span><\/p>\n

I won\u2019t tolerate belittling, <\/span>luz de gas<\/span><\/a>, llamar por el nombre<\/a> and abusing. I don\u2019t want to pretend that I am happy with you when we are in public but going through living hell behind closed doors. <\/span><\/p>\n

That is not life; this is agony and I don\u2019t want to do it anymore. You are not worthy of me and you are definitely not worthy of my love as well.<\/span><\/p>\n

\"Te<\/p>\n

Ahora, despu\u00e9s de tantos a\u00f1os de abuso emocional y f\u00edsico, estoy lista para seguir adelante.<\/span> Estoy listo para encontrar mi camino, lejos de ti<\/i><\/b>. Mi coraz\u00f3n es puro y s\u00e9 que hice todo lo que estaba en mi mano para salvar lo que ten\u00edamos. <\/span><\/p>\n

But I can\u2019t be the only one trying. If you want to be with me, you also need to make some effort, too. Because it takes two to tango and it looks like I am the only one trying to make this work. <\/span><\/p>\n

As\u00ed que te dejo. Me voy porque mi voz nunca ha sido escuchada en esta relaci\u00f3n. Cada vez que quer\u00eda hablar contigo, me dabas el tratamiento del silencio. <\/span><\/p>\n

Every time I wanted to spend time with you, you chose your friends over me, telling me that I wasn\u2019t interesting to you at all. <\/span><\/p>\n

Every time I reached out my hands to hug you, you escaped like you don\u2019t feel anything for me anymore.<\/i><\/b> Y eso duele. Realmente duele. <\/span><\/p>\n

So, when I get enough courage and leave you, don\u2019t try to seek me anymore. Even if you find me and tell me that you will change, admitting that you were a fool for letting me go, I will just smile to your face and leave you in wonder. <\/span><\/p>\n

And in that moment, you will get to know the real me. Because truth to be told, you didn\u2019t actually know me all these years that I spent with you. <\/span><\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t know what I am capable of doing. Too bad that you will find out about that in the worst possible way.<\/span> <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Cuando te deje, todo tu mundo se vendr\u00e1 abajo.<\/i><\/b> You won\u2019t be able to listen to my voice in the early morning asking you if you want some coffee. <\/span><\/p>\n

You won\u2019t be able to sleep next to me and hug me in your dreams. You won\u2019t be able to make love with me, crying on my shoulder when everyone leaves you nor enjoying my company. <\/span><\/p>\n

Cuando me vaya, por fin ver\u00e1s que perdiste a la chica que realmente quer\u00eda ser tuya. Acabo de darme cuenta de que fui parte de una historia equivocada todo el tiempo y decid\u00ed irme. <\/span><\/p>\n

Y la \u00fanica vez que mirar\u00e9 atr\u00e1s ser\u00e1 para ver lo lejos que he llegado.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\"Te<\/p>\n

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This time I won\u2019t just stop at my words. This time I will leave you for good. Without tears running down on my face, without remorse and without feeling that I am losing something important.  I will leave you because I have had enough of you. I don\u2019t want to be treated like this because…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":15540,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15532","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/kleiton-silva-580267-unsplash.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15532","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15532"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15532\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/15540"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15532"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15532"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15532"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}