{"id":15804,"date":"2020-07-06T11:32:45","date_gmt":"2020-07-06T11:32:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=15804"},"modified":"2021-08-12T13:09:51","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T13:09:51","slug":"me-voy-estoy-cansado-amor-a-medias","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/me-voy-estoy-cansado-amor-a-medias\/","title":{"rendered":"Me voy porque estoy jodidamente cansado de tu amor a medias"},"content":{"rendered":"

You don\u2019t get to choose whether you hurt me or not. You don\u2019t get to choose to say how your love is supposed to make me feel. Because there wasn\u2019t that much of a love to feel anyway.<\/p>\n

And that\u2019s something you never seemed to understand \u2014 that love is not about making someone feel like they are the last resort.<\/p>\n

Love is not about making someone feel like they\u2019re not even one of the options, while everything they want to be is the only choice.<\/p>\n

You see, you don\u2019t get to choose how strong your love is. Because you showed me none of it.<\/p>\n

Y ahora que <\/b>I\u2019m walking away<\/b><\/a>quieres que me quede.<\/b><\/p>\n

You\u2019re promising me suns and stars, a love so crazy that will make me feel like I\u2019m flying, without even realizing that your \u2018love\u2019 was drowning me in my own tears.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

You\u2019re promising me a lifelong love but you couldn\u2019t even last ten months. Your love wore off like a cheap perfume on a hot summer\u2019s day. It simply vanished and soon enough, habit replaced it.<\/p>\n

Y a\u00fan as\u00ed intentaste hacerme creer que lo que ten\u00edamos era amor, que eso era todo. Que as\u00ed era el amor verdadero.<\/p>\n

Pero se supone que el amor no debe hacerme sentir menos digno. El amor no debe dejarme pregunt\u00e1ndome qu\u00e9 demonios me pasa.<\/p>\n

Why don\u2019t you love me the way you used to? The way you promised you would?<\/p>\n

And now that I have had enough, you\u2019re making another promise you can\u2019t keep.<\/b><\/p>\n

You know you can\u2019t. You know you\u2019re incapable of truly committing to someone. You know you\u2019re incapable of loving anyone as much as you love yourself.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

And I\u2019m done with this half-assed love. Because you and me both know that Merezco m\u00e1s <\/a> . You know that I deserve so much more than this label-less shit you\u2019re putting me through.<\/p>\n

Always saying how you hate labels but without even realizing that you already did it \u2014 you made us esa pareja <\/i> .<\/p>\n

Esa pareja que tuvo un gran comienzo pero se desvaneci\u00f3 tan r\u00e1pido. Verg\u00fcenza. Esa pareja que tuvo una gran qu\u00edmica pero desapareci\u00f3. Verg\u00fcenza.<\/p>\n

Esa pareja que ten\u00eda un gran futuro por delante pero se qued\u00f3 anclada en el pasado. Verg\u00fcenza. Esa pareja. Siempre esa pareja.<\/p>\n

And I don\u2019t want to be part of \u2018 that couple\u2019 <\/i> m\u00e1s.<\/p>\n

And now that my strength has worn off, you\u2019re trying to undermine my walls.<\/b><\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

I let you in once and, trust me, that\u2019s not a mistake I\u2019m going to make ever again. I decided to trust you, only to have my trust played.<\/p>\n

Decid\u00ed bajar mis muros, s\u00f3lo para que dejaras mi coraz\u00f3n en ruinas. Decid\u00ed entregarte todo de m\u00ed, para no recibir nada m\u00e1s que dolor a cambio.<\/p>\n

Y a\u00fan estabas demasiado ciego para darte cuenta de que todos esos muros volv\u00edan a levantarse. Estabas demasiado ciego para ver que me alejaba, y t\u00fa eras el viento que me empujaba.<\/p>\n

Tus acciones, tu amor a medias, t\u00fa. No a m\u00ed. No mis miedos. A ti.<\/p>\n

And now that I\u2019m leaving, you want to pull me back.<\/b><\/p>\n

Now that I finally see my way out of this hell, you\u2019re trying to lure me back in. Now that I have finally found my blessing, you\u2019re offering me your curse once more. But I can\u2019t keep on hoping you\u2019ll change.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

I can\u2019t keep on living in a hell you\u2019re calling love. Because I have had enough of wondering every single morning if you will call me back.<\/p>\n

Estoy harto de dormirme solo cada maldita noche. Estoy harto de estar constantemente wondering if I\u2019m enough <\/a> .<\/p>\n

If I\u2019m the reason for your distance. If I\u2019m the reason you\u2019re so cold. I deserve more than this. I deserve to wake up to a \u2018good morning\u2019 message.<\/p>\n

I deserve to fall asleep knowing I\u2019m falling asleep next to you. I deserve never to wonder how I could ever think I was not enough.<\/p>\n

And let\u2019s face it, you\u2019re incapable of giving me any of those.<\/p>\n

So, farewell darling, I have finally had enough of being your last resort. It\u2019s time I became someone\u2019s priority.<\/p>\n

\"Me<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

You don\u2019t get to choose whether you hurt me or not. You don\u2019t get to choose to say how your love is supposed to make me feel. Because there wasn\u2019t that much of a love to feel anyway. And that\u2019s something you never seemed to understand \u2014 that love is not about making someone feel…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":106658,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29628],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15804","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dealing-with-breakup"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29628,"label":"dealing with breakup"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/Im-Leaving-Because-Im-Fucking-Tired-Of-Your-Half-Assed-Love.jpg",800,534,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"April Callaghan","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/april\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29628,"name":"dealing with breakup","slug":"dealing-with-breakup","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29628,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Breakups are painful but worry not; you don't need to go through all of it alone. If you need advice on when and how to break up, you'll find it all here.\r\n","parent":29627,"count":263,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29628,"category_count":263,"category_description":"Breakups are painful but worry not; you don't need to go through all of it alone. If you need advice on when and how to break up, you'll find it all here.\r\n","cat_name":"dealing with breakup","category_nicename":"dealing-with-breakup","category_parent":29627}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15804","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15804"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15804\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/106658"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15804"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15804"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15804"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}