{"id":15866,"date":"2020-08-06T13:37:28","date_gmt":"2020-08-06T13:37:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=15866"},"modified":"2021-08-12T07:45:58","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T07:45:58","slug":"ahora-te-das-cuenta-no-capaz-amor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/ahora-te-das-cuenta-no-capaz-amor\/","title":{"rendered":"Ahora Me Doy Cuenta De Que No Eres Capaz De Amar"},"content":{"rendered":"

La gente me dec\u00eda que no todos hab\u00edamos nacido para el amor. Pero yo me negaba a aceptarlo. <\/span><\/p>\n

Cre\u00eda que todos est\u00e1bamos destinados a amar y a ser amados, pero que hay personas que necesitan m\u00e1s tiempo para descubrir esa capacidad.<\/span><\/p>\n

Hasta que te conoc\u00ed.<\/b><\/p>\n

From the day you crossed my path, you were a closed person. It was obvious that you\u2019d built thick walls high around you and you didn\u2019t have any intention of letting anyone in.<\/span><\/p>\n

I knew nothing about your past. I still don\u2019t know if you had loved anyone before, if you were a different person before I met you.<\/span> <\/b><\/p>\n

I just know you didn\u2019t love me. And I always knew it.<\/b><\/p>\n

Me resultaba casi imposible aceptarlo. As\u00ed que intent\u00e9 mentirme a m\u00ed misma. <\/span><\/p>\n

Fing\u00eda que me quer\u00edas pero que s\u00f3lo eras un hombre de pocas palabras. Pero tus acciones tambi\u00e9n mostraban tu indiferencia.<\/span><\/p>\n

S\u00ed, te ca\u00eda bien; te gustaba pasar tiempo conmigo y disfrutabas de mi compa\u00f1\u00eda. <\/span>Pero nunca me quisiste.<\/b><\/p>\n

No dejaba de preguntarme qu\u00e9 estaba haciendo mal. Fui paciente, cari\u00f1osa y atenta. <\/span>Te di todo<\/span><\/a> y nunca ped\u00ed nada a cambio y ni siquiera eso fue suficiente.<\/span><\/p>\n

\"hermosa<\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t even ask you to love me back, because deep down, I knew that was impossible. I wished for it but I never expected it.<\/span><\/p>\n

Segu\u00eda imaginando diferentes escenarios en mi cabeza. Buscaba excusas. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u00bfPor qu\u00e9 eras tan fr\u00edo y cerrado?<\/span><\/p>\n

Hubo momentos en que estaba convencida de que existi\u00f3 alguien que te hizo da\u00f1o en el pasado y que te hizo as\u00ed. Debi\u00f3 de haber una mujer que te destruy\u00f3. <\/span><\/p>\n

Durante mucho tiempo, quise creer eso. Era la \u00fanica explicaci\u00f3n l\u00f3gica. Adem\u00e1s, te justificaba. <\/span><\/p>\n

En realidad eras un chico sensible, lleno de amor, que s\u00f3lo esperaba que alguien le curara. Estabas amargado por una raz\u00f3n y nada de esto era culpa m\u00eda.<\/span><\/p>\n

But then I became jealous of that imaginary woman. What did she have that I didn\u2019t? <\/span><\/p>\n

\u00bfPor qu\u00e9 consigui\u00f3 tu amor? As\u00ed que renunci\u00e9 a esa idea.<\/span><\/p>\n

After a lot of thought, I came to the conclusion that actually nobody had hurt you in the past. There didn\u2019t exist this mysterious woman who was responsible for all of my misery. <\/span><\/p>\n

Maybe nobody had loved you enough, so you couldn\u2019t know what love was all about. So I made it my mission to show you the greatness of love. I thought if I just loved you enough, I would soften your heart and sooner or later, you would love me back.<\/span><\/p>\n

But that didn\u2019t work either.<\/span><\/p>\n

\"Mujer<\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t help but wonder<\/span>\u2014<\/span>why wasn\u2019t I enough for you<\/span><\/a>? \u00bfHab\u00eda algo que pudiera hacer para que cambiaras de opini\u00f3n? <\/span><\/p>\n

\u00bfNo era lo suficientemente guapa? \u00bfNo era lo suficientemente interesante? \u00bfO lo suficientemente inteligente? <\/span><\/p>\n

\u00bfCu\u00e1l era el problema? \u00bfFui yo? \u00bfO fuiste t\u00fa?<\/span><\/p>\n

Y despu\u00e9s de muchos a\u00f1os, me cans\u00e9 y nada pod\u00eda relajarme excepto esto: <\/span>Rel\u00e1jate profundamente ahora con la inducci\u00f3n de la bola de cristal. <\/a>Estaba cansado de esperar algo que nunca ocurrir\u00eda. <\/span><\/p>\n

Me vaci\u00e9 de todas las mentiras que me dec\u00eda a m\u00ed mismo. Y dej\u00e9 de tener esperanzas.<\/span><\/p>\n

Fue una de las cosas m\u00e1s dolorosas que tuve que hacer, pero <\/span>Me rend\u00ed contigo.<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n

Me di cuenta <\/span>there wasn\u2019t anything I could to make you love me.<\/b> Ambos sabemos que lo intent\u00e9. Y podr\u00eda haber seguido intent\u00e1ndolo. <\/span><\/p>\n

Pero, lamentablemente, nada habr\u00eda cambiado.<\/span><\/p>\n

And I am sorry. I really am. I am not sorry for me, despite all the pain I\u2019ve been through. <\/span><\/p>\n

Lo siento por ti<\/b>porque nunca experimentar\u00e1s las bellezas del amor.<\/span><\/p>\n

Now I know that both of my theories about you were probably not true. I spent years racking my brains, trying to realize why you couldn\u2019t be different, why you couldn\u2019t love me.<\/span><\/p>\n

Pero, en realidad, es bastante sencillo<\/span>\u2014<\/span>simplemente no eres capaz de amar. Y no hay nada que pueda hacer al respecto.<\/b><\/p>\n

\"Ahora
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