{"id":15911,"date":"2018-03-07T10:55:46","date_gmt":"2018-03-07T10:55:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=15911"},"modified":"2021-08-12T11:14:18","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T11:14:18","slug":"carta-abierta-fuckboy-cuidado","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/carta-abierta-fuckboy-cuidado\/","title":{"rendered":"Carta abierta al hijo de puta que una vez cuid\u00e9"},"content":{"rendered":"

Cuando recuerdo aquella \u00e9poca contigo en mi cabeza, me siento como si estuviera bajo alg\u00fan tipo de hechizo. Deb\u00eda de estarlo porque actuaba completamente fuera de lugar.<\/p>\n

I lost all control I had over myself. All I knew was you, all I craved was you, and I couldn’t snap out of it\u2014no matter what you did, I was always there.<\/p>\n

Nos llevamos muy bien desde el principio. Sent\u00ed que pod\u00eda confiar en ti. Me abr\u00ed a ti con mucha facilidad y entonces me costaba abrirme a los desconocidos. <\/b><\/p>\n

Supongo que me resultabas familiar. No ten\u00eda ni idea de que traicionar\u00edas mi confianza tan f\u00e1cilmente. No ten\u00eda ni idea de que no eras m\u00e1s que un fuckboy. <\/b><\/p>\n

Deber\u00eda haberlo sabido. Nunca experimentamos que fase de luna de miel<\/a> de una relaci\u00f3n. Los juegos empezaron enseguida.<\/p>\n

I would text you and you would answer in a few hours or even a few days. You would always come back with some lame excuses why you couldn’t answer right away.<\/p>\n

You were so good at telling lies that I would hang on to every word you said. It was like my common sense abandoned me and I couldn’t think for myself anymore.<\/p>\n

Supongo que ten\u00eda tantas ganas de creerte que hasta las mentiras m\u00e1s comunes me parec\u00edan la pura verdad.<\/p>\n

La mayor\u00eda de las veces que hac\u00edamos planes para vernos o hacer algo juntos, lo cancelabas en el \u00faltimo momento.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

S\u00f3lo me llamabas cuando te conven\u00eda, preferiblemente a altas horas de la noche, cuando no ten\u00edamos otra cosa que hacer que pasar el rato en mi apartamento. E incluso antes de que vinieras, sab\u00eda que acabar\u00edamos en mi cama, por mucho que intentara no hacerlo.<\/p>\n

I couldn’t resist you. We had chemistry, we had tensi\u00f3n sexual<\/a> tan fuerte que mi cuerpo se estremec\u00eda cada vez que te ve\u00eda.<\/p>\n

Por no mencionar que cuando ten\u00edamos alg\u00fan tipo de contacto f\u00edsico yo s\u00f3lo te deseaba m\u00e1s y m\u00e1s. Era adicta a ti y a la pasi\u00f3n que provocabas en mi interior.<\/p>\n

Creo que una combinaci\u00f3n de tus dulces palabras y tu pasi\u00f3n es lo que me ten\u00eda tan enganchada a ti. Cuanto m\u00e1s tiempo pas\u00e1bamos juntos, m\u00e1s me importabas.<\/p>\n

Me enamor\u00e9 de ti tan profundamente y con tanta fuerza que me perd\u00ed en el proceso.<\/p>\n

Lo m\u00e1s triste de todo es que nunca fuiste m\u00eda como yo fui tuyo. Te di todo de m\u00ed y todo lo que recib\u00ed a cambio fueron mentiras, juegos y enga\u00f1os. Jugaste conmigo como si fuera una marioneta en una cuerda que se mover\u00eda a tu orden.<\/b><\/p>\n

Y me mov\u00ed como quer\u00edas, hasta el punto de que la cuerda con la que me sujetabas empez\u00f3 a dolerme. Lloraba hasta quedarme dormida cada vez que me fallabas en algo.<\/p>\n

De repente me di cuenta de que s\u00f3lo recib\u00eda migajas de tu afecto. Siempre me dabas lo justo, pero nunca demasiado.<\/p>\n

I guess my tears woke me up. They cleared my view and I could see you were nothing more than a fuckboy playing with my feelings like they didn\u2019t mean anything.<\/p>\n

I had to leave, even though I wanted to stay. I just couldn’t put up with your games anymore.<\/p>\n

\"hermosa<\/p>\n

I won’t lie, it was hard at first but in the end, it was the best thing I ever did. I know you thought I would come back.<\/p>\n

I even thought I would come back, on one of those lonely nights when your name would light up my screen. But I resisted, I fought with myself and I just repeated to myself, ” He will never change,” and, ” You deserve better.”<\/p>\n

\u00bfY sabes qu\u00e9? Ten\u00eda raz\u00f3n. Me merec\u00eda algo mejor y encontr\u00e9 a alguien mejor. Alguien que env\u00eda mensajes de texto de inmediato. Alguien que nunca abandona nuestros planes sin una raz\u00f3n leg\u00edtima.<\/p>\n

Alguien que no tenga miedo de llamarme su novia. Alguien que se siente orgulloso de estar conmigo. Alguien que nunca es la causa de mis l\u00e1grimas; es \u00e9l quien las enjuga. Alguien que se preocupa por m\u00ed tanto como yo me preocupo por \u00e9l.<\/p>\n

Lamento que nunca lo experimentes pero creo que eres incapaz de tener sentimientos. No lo digo por ser mala, lo digo con la esperanza de que leas esto y reflexiones sobre tus actos.<\/p>\n

I hope you will see that you are on the wrong path. I hope for your sake, one day you will stop playing games and see that the beginning of true happiness is making the woman next to you happy. If you keep attracting fuckboys and other unavailable men in your life, maybe it\u2019s time to change your patterns.<\/p>\n

Descargar Adicci\u00f3n a los hombres no disponibles<\/i><\/a> and see how your patterns will change. It\u2019s time for a real and loving relationship with somebody worthy of you.<\/p>\n

\"Carta<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

When I go back to that time with you in my head, I feel like I was under some kind of a spell. I must have been because I was acting completely out of character. I lost all control I had over myself. All I knew was you, all I craved was you, and I…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":41,"featured_media":119628,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29653],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15911","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-letters"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29653,"label":"letters"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/An-Open-Letter-To-The-Fuckboy-I-Once-Cared-For-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Martha Sullivan","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/martha-sullivan\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29653,"name":"letters","slug":"letters","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29653,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","parent":29651,"count":207,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29653,"category_count":207,"category_description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","cat_name":"letters","category_nicename":"letters","category_parent":29651}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15911","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/41"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15911"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15911\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/119628"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15911"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15911"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15911"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}