{"id":15996,"date":"2020-09-08T11:45:32","date_gmt":"2020-09-08T11:45:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=15996"},"modified":"2022-02-25T03:06:35","modified_gmt":"2022-02-25T03:06:35","slug":"rompio-se-alejo-lo-suficientemente-bueno","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/rompio-se-alejo-lo-suficientemente-bueno\/","title":{"rendered":"You Broke Me So I Walked Away - SOY LO SUFICIENTE"},"content":{"rendered":"

Por el hombre que me rompi\u00f3 el coraz\u00f3n.<\/strong><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t think you realise what you have done. I don\u2019t think you understand how you have broken me.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t think you ever understood me at all and that\u2019s a shame because now you\u2019re going to hear it.<\/p>\n

\u00bfC\u00f3mo pudiste hacerme eso?<\/strong> \u00bfC\u00f3mo pudiste dejarme llorar hasta dormirme? Nunca dorm\u00ed y t\u00fa lo sab\u00edas.<\/p>\n

You knew when you finally read the messages I sent you, days later you read them, and you left me there alone, you never once responded. I was dead to you\u2026 I am dead to you.<\/p>\n

You knew everything I had been through before I met you, you knew I didn\u2019t want to let anyone in.<\/p>\n

Me encontraste, me perseguiste, me enganchaste. \u00bfY para qu\u00e9? \u00a1\u00bfPara qu\u00e9, joder?! \u00bfEra todo un juego para ti?<\/p>\n

\u201cTreat them mean to keep them keen\u201d you said. Good job dude because you didn\u2019t keep me keen, you pushed me away that much, you lost me.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"joven<\/p>\n

Ten\u00eda mi guardia firmemente arriba<\/a> to protect myself and protect my heart. I didn\u2019t want to feel the pain of losing someone.<\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t want the agonising feeling of being let down time and time again, to be used, to feel unloveable, unwanted and \u2018not good enough\u2019.<\/p>\n

La verdad es que \u00a1\u00a1\u00a1SOY LO SUFICIENTE!!!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Eras demasiado ego\u00edsta para verlo. Te dije que ten\u00eda miedo de que me hicieran da\u00f1o otra vez.<\/p>\n

Intent\u00e9 alejarte por miedo a que esta persona que estoy dejando entrar en mi vida vaya a romperme cuando acabo de recomponerme.<\/p>\n

Me dijiste que confiara en ti, que te dejara entrar, que no huyera.<\/p>\n

Me prometiste que me tratar\u00edas como a una princesa, que me merec\u00eda mucho m\u00e1s de lo que nunca hab\u00eda recibido.<\/p>\n

Me dijiste que me quer\u00edas.<\/strong> Completa y absolutamente. You lied\u2026 You broke your promises.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

So what if you have been hurt in the past\u2014haven\u2019t we fucking all?!<\/p>\n

No eres algo especial, todos hemos pasado por mierdas que casi nos matan.<\/p>\n

La diferencia es que t\u00fa usaste tus inseguridades y problemas contra la \u00fanica persona que estaba ah\u00ed para ti y que habr\u00eda estado ah\u00ed para ti a trav\u00e9s de todo.<\/p>\n

The one person who loved you properly. You wouldn\u2019t allow me in, you did what you begged me not to do.<\/p>\n

Me dejaste afuera en el fr\u00edo. \u00a1\u00bfC\u00f3mo puedes ser tan despiadado?!<\/strong><\/p>\n

I am never going to apologise for loving you\u2014the love and attention I gave you was more than you deserved.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Era el amor que yo merec\u00eda. Nunca me quisiste; me dijiste lo que cre\u00edas que quer\u00eda o\u00edr.<\/p>\n

Si quisieras a alguien como dices, NUNCA querr\u00edas hacerle da\u00f1o, hacerle llorar o que se sintiera utilizado.<\/p>\n

\u00bfPero te importaba?<\/strong> I don\u2019t think you did and you still don\u2019t now.<\/p>\n

Si te importara, si me quisieras, si me quisieras en tu vida habr\u00edas luchado por m\u00ed, por nosotros.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Hice la lucha por los dos y ahora estoy agotado<\/a>.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00bfC\u00f3mo has podido cambiar del chico del que me enamoraste al hombre que eres ahora?<\/p>\n

I say \u2018man\u2019 but I use that term very loosely because to be a man, you would not be a coward, a liar and so utterly cruel.<\/p>\n

Al principio eras muy intenso, me colmabas de cumplidos. Habl\u00e1bamos todos los d\u00edas hasta la madrugada. Eras la versi\u00f3n masculina de m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Tuvimos una conexi\u00f3n instant\u00e1nea. \u00a1NO ERES NADA DE LO QUE TE HAS HECHO PASAR! <\/strong><\/p>\n

Tienes dos personalidades: el lado afectuoso, c\u00e1lido, cari\u00f1oso y atento y el lado fr\u00edo, sin emociones, duro de coraz\u00f3n y desconsiderado.<\/p>\n

A side I never knew about until it was too late. Until I had fallen for you. That side I didn\u2019t like. You made me nervous to be around you.<\/p>\n

It made me so anxious that I felt sick. I couldn\u2019t open up to you fully. I was scared you were going to run away.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Ten\u00eda miedo de decir algo equivocado. Ten\u00eda miedo de todo.<\/p>\n

\u00bfPor qu\u00e9 de repente te has vuelto tan fr\u00edo e inaccesible?<\/strong> The only time I felt close to you was when we were intimate and even then it wasn\u2019t like it used to be.<\/p>\n

I felt like crying afterwards. I did cry afterwards but you wouldn\u2019t have known because I hid those tears from you whilst you fell asleep after getting what you wanted.<\/p>\n

Todo giraba en torno a ti, a lo que quer\u00edas, a lo que necesitabas. Ni una sola vez pensaste en m\u00ed y en c\u00f3mo me sent\u00eda, si estaba bien.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Te convertiste en una persona que ya no conoc\u00eda. Perd\u00ed la conexi\u00f3n contigo. Estar con alguien y sentirse tan solo es paralizante.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Estar con la persona a la que aprendiste a querer porque cre\u00edas que pod\u00edas y que te rechazara una y otra vez me mataba por dentro.<\/p>\n

Not\u00e9 que cambiabas hacia m\u00ed, que apenas me ve\u00edas, que cancelabas planes, que me dejabas sola en tu casa durante horas y que s\u00f3lo quer\u00edas conocerme cuando quer\u00edas algo.<\/p>\n

Apenas me hablabas, los mensajes de texto eran cada vez menos y te callabas por tel\u00e9fono cuando intentaba mantener una conversaci\u00f3n contigo despu\u00e9s de no haberte hablado en todo el d\u00eda.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

\u00bfSabes lo que se siente al ser tratado como una opci\u00f3n<\/a>, to be treated like you are not a priority\u2026 To be treated like shit?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Oh yeah, of course you do\u2026 It happened to you didn\u2019t it. You know that pain. You know that hurt.<\/p>\n

Lo sabes todo y a\u00fan as\u00ed pensaste que estar\u00eda bien hacerle eso a una persona inocente que s\u00f3lo quer\u00eda lo mejor para ti. \u00a1\u00bfC\u00f3mo pudiste?!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Confundiste mi amor y afecto con ser necesitado o codependiente. Te equivocaste.<\/p>\n

You couldn\u2019t look further than yourself to see that what I was giving you was something that you were needing.<\/p>\n

Algo que yo necesitaba. Algo que nunca obtuve a cambio.<\/p>\n

Quer\u00eda estar cerca de ti. Te quer\u00eda en mi vida aunque me lo estabas poniendo tan dif\u00edcil.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Eso fue amor nena, \u00bfpor qu\u00e9 lo convertiste en algo que se sent\u00eda tan mal, algo antinatural? Siempre estuve bien sola.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"hermosa<\/p>\n

Estaba bien viviendo mi vida y siendo yo. Me robaste eso y quer\u00eda que lo hicieras de una forma que me hiciera quererte m\u00e1s.<\/p>\n

Instead it\u2019s made me hate you for what you\u2019ve put me through.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Me has dado por sentado. Pensaste que trat\u00e1ndome mal me mantendr\u00edas interesada. Usted pens\u00f3 por tener el control que tiene el poder.<\/p>\n

I took back the power that day and left your ass. I walked away\u2026 In fact you made me run.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Me hiciste hacer lo que siempre quise hacer pero me engatusaste con tus falsas promesas y mentiras. Pensaste que me quedar\u00eda,.<\/p>\n

Pensaste que seguir\u00eda aguant\u00e1ndote a ti y a tus dos personalidades. No merec\u00edas mi amor. Usted no es digno de mis l\u00e1grimas o espacio para la cabeza.<\/p>\n

Me dejaste desangr\u00e1ndote mi coraz\u00f3n y me ignoraste. Todav\u00eda me ignoras, \u00bfpor qu\u00e9?<\/strong> Dejaste fuera a tu novia cuando lo necesitaba.<\/p>\n

Necesitaba que estuvieras ah\u00ed para m\u00ed, igual que yo estuve ah\u00ed para ti, pero nunca viniste.<\/strong> Te envi\u00e9 un mensaje cuando las cosas se pusieron dif\u00edciles.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Se pusieron duros por tu culpa. Ni una sola vez respondiste. No me dejaste m\u00e1s remedio que ponerle fin<\/a>. I didn\u2019t want to as stupid as that sounds.<\/p>\n

Quer\u00eda que funcionara. Sab\u00eda que si te abr\u00edas a m\u00ed, me dejabas entrar y dejabas de ser tan insegura y fr\u00eda, podr\u00edamos haber sido incre\u00edbles.<\/p>\n

Nunca me diste ni nos diste una oportunidad. En lugar de eso, tomaste el camino f\u00e1cil y me evitaste a toda costa.<\/p>\n

Eso cala hondo, eso de ah\u00ed es el VERDADERO T\u00da.<\/strong><\/p>\n

I bent over backwards to accommodate you and your needs, I did everything you wanted. I understood you were busy, I understood you had a life that didn\u2019t always include me.<\/p>\n

La cosa es que nunca me incluy\u00f3. Yo estaba all\u00ed por conveniencia, tu juguete, tu rompe-aburrimiento.<\/p>\n

No hab\u00eda esfuerzo, ni romance, nada que me retuviera. You didn\u2019t make me feel special. You gave me whiplash. You gave me nothing but fear and pain.<\/strong><\/p>\n

I\u2019d like to think you didn\u2019t do any of this intentionally, but maybe you did\u2014who knows because in reality, I don\u2019t know you at all.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

How could you be so cold and cruel to someone when they didn\u2019t do anything wrong?<\/strong> Nunca te hicieron da\u00f1o. Nunca te habr\u00eda hecho da\u00f1o.<\/p>\n

Why cut off all contact before I walked away\u2014was that your way to ensure I would end it so you could play the victim and get what you wanted?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Did you not have the balls to tell me you didn\u2019t want a relationship, that you\u2019re a fobia al compromiso<\/a>?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Why did you ask me to be your girlfriend if you didn\u2019t want it, why tell me you love me if you never really meant it? To get into my pants?!<\/strong><\/p>\n

I have so many questions that I will never get answers to because you\u2019re an asshole. This I suppose is my closure.<\/p>\n

I will say this though\u2014you may not think it now or even see it like this right now.<\/p>\n

But in a week, a month or in a year\u2019s time, you WILL regret treating me like this. You will regret letting me walk away.<\/p>\n

You will soon see what you had in me. You will realise that you didn\u2019t lose me. Nope, you couldn\u2019t keep me.<\/strong><\/p>\n

So right now whilst you\u2019re busy doing the things that made you have \u201cno time for me\u201d, busy getting into other relationships that you don\u2019t want, you will be fine.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s when you finally wake up alone, wishing it was me you were waking up to.<\/strong> It\u2019s then when it will really hit you. It\u2019s then when you will experience the pain I went through.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

It\u2019s then you will WISH you could turn back time and treat me properly.<\/p>\n

Ser\u00e1 entonces cuando podr\u00e9 volver a mirarte a los ojos y decirte, \u201cNow you know how it feels.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ahora puedes sufrir como me hiciste sufrir a m\u00ed. Excepto, que nunca te hice sentir ning\u00fan dolor, lo hiciste t\u00fa mismo y s\u00f3lo podr\u00e1s culparte a ti mismo.<\/strong><\/p>\n

De m\u00ed para ti, lo mejor que hice fue alejarme de ti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Siempre te querr\u00e9, pero ahora mismo estoy en proceso de curaci\u00f3n, a\u00fan te echo de menos y a\u00fan me siento triste.<\/p>\n

Esa tristeza es por la vida que s\u00e9 que podr\u00edamos haber tenido, por el hombre del que me enamor\u00e9 pero que ahora puedes volver a enamorarte de m\u00ed.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Soy libre de encontrar a alguien que realmente me quiera cerca, que har\u00eda cualquier cosa por m\u00ed, que me convertir\u00e1 en su prioridad, que me dar\u00e1 el mundo.<\/p>\n

Te di tantas oportunidades y nunca las aprovechaste. No me arrepiento de haberte dejado. <\/strong><\/p>\n

I am sorry I didn\u2019t do it sooner when I saw the signs but chose to ignore. I love you but I love me more.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yo soy el que se escap\u00f3.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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To the man who broke my heart. I don\u2019t think you realise what you have done. I don\u2019t think you understand how you have broken me. I don\u2019t think you ever understood me at all and that\u2019s a shame because now you\u2019re going to hear it. How could you do that to me? How could…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":22,"featured_media":113910,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29644],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15996","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-self-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29644,"label":"self-love"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/You-Broke-Me-So-I-Walked-Away-I-AM-GOOD-ENOUGH-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tina Navarro","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tatiana\/"},"comment_info":5,"category_info":[{"term_id":29644,"name":"self-love","slug":"self-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29644,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Self-love is not an option but a necessity. Boost your self-confidence, learn to love yourself and ditch toxicity because you deserve to be happy.","parent":29643,"count":290,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29644,"category_count":290,"category_description":"Self-love is not an option but a necessity. Boost your self-confidence, learn to love yourself and ditch toxicity because you deserve to be happy.","cat_name":"self-love","category_nicename":"self-love","category_parent":29643}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15996","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/22"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15996"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15996\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/113910"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15996"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15996"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15996"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}