{"id":16009,"date":"2020-09-08T12:09:00","date_gmt":"2020-09-08T12:09:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=16009"},"modified":"2021-08-12T11:43:49","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T11:43:49","slug":"he-terminado-de-luchar-contra-alguien-que-no-quiere-luchar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/he-terminado-de-luchar-contra-alguien-que-no-quiere-luchar\/","title":{"rendered":"Me cans\u00e9 de luchar por alguien que no luchar\u00e1 por m\u00ed"},"content":{"rendered":"

I wish I could say that I hate you. I wish I could say that my love faded away and that I\u2019m done because we both feel like it. But my love is still as strong for you as it was the first day. I still love you with all of my heart, with all of these broken pieces you made.<\/p>\n

I wish I could say that we parted ways, but I don\u2019t think we ever connected them in the first place. Now that I look back, I wonder whether there was a time you ever really loved me.<\/p>\n

As\u00ed que este soy yo. Por fin te veo por lo que eres. <\/i><\/p>\n

My heart refused to accept the truth that you don\u2019t love me. That you don\u2019t love us. My heart wanted to believe that you are el <\/i> , because you were. It\u2019s just that I\u2019m not the one for you. So, I fought so hard to keep us safe. I fought till I lost my breath just so we could make it work.<\/p>\n

Giving up on you, giving up on us was something I refused to think about. It was never an option because you were my only choice. You were the one that made me feel like I\u2019m the happiest woman alive, so I forgot about the days I felt miserable.<\/p>\n

\"una<\/p>\n

T\u00fa eras el que hac\u00eda que mi coraz\u00f3n se acelerara, para que me olvidara de los d\u00edas en que lo romp\u00edas. Eras el que me hac\u00eda sentir tan bien que olvidaba los d\u00edas en que me hac\u00edas sentir in\u00fatil.<\/p>\n

Y yo siempre fui la que se preocup\u00f3 m\u00e1s . La que luchaba, la que se sacrificaba por nosotros. Pas\u00e9 d\u00edas tratando de caminar en tus zapatos, tratando de entenderte. Pas\u00e9 meses pregunt\u00e1ndome qu\u00e9 pod\u00eda hacer para que funcion\u00e1ramos. Y cuando te fuiste, pas\u00e9 eternidades pregunt\u00e1ndome cu\u00e1ndo volver\u00edas. Pero nunca lo hiciste.<\/p>\n

As\u00ed que este soy yo. Finalmente viendo lo que \u00e9ramos.<\/i><\/p>\n

Dejarte ir <\/a> was the hardest thing I ever did. Letting go of us was one sacrifice I wasn\u2019t ready to make because it meant that I had to look back. It meant that I had to see us the way we were, not the version of us my heart decided to see.<\/p>\n

My stupid, silly heart. So, you did it for me. You let go of us, you just walked away. One day, you just decided that you don\u2019t want me in your life anymore. You decided that I was too much to handle, not seeing that I was the one that held you in one piece while life tore you down.<\/p>\n

Que fui yo quien se asegur\u00f3 de que tuvieras una luz en tus d\u00edas m\u00e1s oscuros. Fui yo quien se llev\u00f3 todo tu dolor, pero ni una sola vez te preguntaste ad\u00f3nde hab\u00eda ido. Ni una sola vez te diste cuenta de que me dol\u00eda por ti y a causa de ti. Ni una sola vez miraste atr\u00e1s.<\/p>\n

As\u00ed que este soy yo. Finalmente vi\u00e9ndome a m\u00ed mismo. <\/i><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t want to thank you for the lessons you taught me. I don\u2019t want to thank you for being the worst before my best. Because I\u2019m my own best. I\u2019m my own lesson. I\u2019m my own blessing after you were my curse.<\/p>\n

The only thing I will ever thank you for is for staying true to yourself. Because it wasn\u2019t until the loneliness hit me and drowned me down in pain, that I realized you were never there.<\/p>\n

\"una<\/p>\n

Estabas sentado a mi lado y yo me sent\u00eda solo. Dorm\u00edas en mi cama y yo me mor\u00eda de fr\u00edo. Estabas ah\u00ed, pero no para m\u00ed. Y me llev\u00f3 demasiado tiempo verte tal y como eres, vernos tal y como \u00e9ramos.<\/p>\n

To see that I was the only one loving and fighting. To see that I was stuck in a one-sided relationship, thinking it\u2019s the best thing that ever happened to me.<\/p>\n

As\u00ed que, este yo. Finalmente <\/i> alej\u00e1ndose. <\/i><\/a><\/p>\n

You want me back. You want us back. You\u2019re saying that you can make us work\u2014making promises you can\u2019t keep and vows you don\u2019t respect. But I\u2019m done fighting for someone who never fought for me. For someone who will never fight for anyone but himself. I\u2019m done fighting for you.<\/p>\n

\"Me<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I wish I could say that I hate you. I wish I could say that my love faded away and that I\u2019m done because we both feel like it. But my love is still as strong for you as it was the first day. I still love you with all of my heart, with all…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":121321,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16009","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/Im-Done-Fighting-For-Someone-Who-Wont-Fight-For-Me-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16009","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16009"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16009\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/121321"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16009"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16009"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16009"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}