{"id":16442,"date":"2020-03-15T10:11:21","date_gmt":"2020-03-15T10:11:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=16442"},"modified":"2021-08-12T08:08:33","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T08:08:33","slug":"superarte-fue-lo-mas-dificil","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/superarte-fue-lo-mas-dificil\/","title":{"rendered":"Superarte fue lo m\u00e1s dif\u00edcil de la vida"},"content":{"rendered":"

S\u00e9 que pensabas que ya no me importaba.<\/strong> S\u00e9 que pensabas que era lo m\u00e1s f\u00e1cil del mundo superarte.<\/p>\n

I know you thought I was able to erase you so easily from my system. But you couldn\u2019t be more wrong.<\/p>\n

Eras todo lo que siempre quise. Eras el \u00fanico con el que pod\u00eda imaginar mi futuro. Eras todo lo que esperaba tener en la vida, pero tambi\u00e9n eras todo lo que me estaba matando.<\/p>\n

You know what they say, \u201dSometimes the things you love the most are the things that destroy you the most.\u201d<\/p>\n

 I had to put on a show.  I had to convince you that I didn\u2019t care.<\/p>\n

I wanted to show you I\u2019m over you. I wanted you to believe that I was the first to move on.<\/p>\n

Pens\u00e9 que cuando ya te lo hab\u00eda dado todo, el orgullo era lo \u00fanico que me guardaba para m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Era lo \u00fanico que me hac\u00eda avanzar. El orgullo era lo \u00fanico que me quedaba.<\/p>\n

Pero lo que t\u00fa viste y lo que yo sent\u00ed en realidad fueron dos cosas completamente opuestas.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Durante mucho tiempo, tuve la tentaci\u00f3n de volver corriendo a ti. Durante mucho tiempo, tuve que recordarme constantemente las cosas que me hiciste, la tortura que hab\u00eda sufrido cuando estaba contigo.<\/p>\n

For a long time, I was tormenting myself by replaying pictures of you breaking my heart just so I wouldn\u2019t pick up the phone and call you.<\/p>\n

Segu\u00ed siendo tu prisionera mucho despu\u00e9s de que termin\u00e1ramos. Estaba tan enganchada a tu amor t\u00f3xico que salir de \u00e9l fue como salir de unas drogas muy fuertes. Dios, fue tan duro.<\/p>\n

At the same time, I wanted to see you somewhere like accidentally and I was also praying for this not to happen\u2014as much as the things you put me through hurt, as much as the idea of not being with you was killing me.<\/p>\n

Yo era una de esas chicas que lloraba hasta dormirse cada noche y luego se levantaba cada ma\u00f1ana como si nada hubiera pasado la noche anterior. Te quise mucho incluso despu\u00e9s de que termin\u00e1ramos, mucho despu\u00e9s de que termin\u00e1ramos.<\/p>\n

You know, nobody tells you about toxic relationships that you still love despite what happens. You love despite the pain or despite the way you\u2019re treated. <\/strong><\/p>\n

You love despite the calls of your brain to come to your senses. You love even if you know you shouldn\u2019t.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Pero a veces, el amor no es suficiente<\/a>. A veces el amor es exactamente lo que te est\u00e1 matando.<\/p>\n

Because despite this immense love I was feeling towards you, I still didn\u2019t get the love I deserved.<\/p>\n

I still wasn\u2019t treated with respect. I still wasn\u2019t able to get you to work on us as hard as I was.<\/p>\n

You were always with one foot on the run and I was always all in, but we couldn\u2019t have made it only on my love.<\/p>\n

How long did you think I\u2019ll keep giving everything without getting anything in return?<\/p>\n

\u00bfCu\u00e1nto tardar\u00eda en cansarme? \u00bfCu\u00e1nto tiempo pasar\u00eda antes de que no tuviera m\u00e1s fuerzas para luchar por un tipo que s\u00f3lo me hac\u00eda da\u00f1o?<\/p>\n

How long before I realized you\u2019ve put me through hell and I still stuck by your side?<\/p>\n

Nada de ti fue f\u00e1cil para m\u00ed. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Being with you wasn\u2019t easy, being without you was even harder, but getting used to the fact that we no longer existed and that we don\u2019t get to live the shiny future I planned for us was the hardest thing there is.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Superarte tampoco fue f\u00e1cil. Me llev\u00f3 un tiempo conseguir tirar tus regalos. Tard\u00e9 en aprender a dormirme sin abrazarme a tu sudadera.<\/p>\n

It took me a while to be able to listen to our songs without getting melancholic. For a long time, I didn\u2019t want to go to places where we used to go just so I wouldn\u2019t awaken any undesired feelings.<\/p>\n

Durante mucho tiempo, tuve que luchar contra nuestros recuerdos, que aparec\u00edan aleatoriamente en mi cabeza.<\/p>\n

You know how they say that time heals everything? Well, even if it does it slowly and gradually, it\u2019s true\u2014time does heal everything. <\/strong><\/p>\n

And I swear to God if time helped me to get you out of my system, there isn\u2019t a person in this world for whom it can\u2019t do the same.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Primero, me acostumbr\u00e9 a no tenerte cerca. Luego, poco a poco empec\u00e9 a borrar tus fotos de mi cabeza.<\/p>\n

I took you off of a pedestal. I stopped hoping that you\u2019ll change or that we\u2019ll get back together.<\/p>\n

The songs that meant something to us don\u2019t mean a thing now to me. Perhaps they just remind me of the times you put me through hell and where not to go anymore.<\/p>\n

Eras mi propio pedazo de infierno del que necesitaba salvarme. Y poco a poco aprend\u00ed a sacarte de mi sistema.<\/p>\n

Each night I was dying and each morning I was getting up reborn. I didn\u2019t take a shortcut in getting over you.<\/p>\n

Me permit\u00ed sentirlo todo. Me adue\u00f1\u00e9 de ello y luego lo dej\u00e9 ir. Pero nunca te dej\u00e9 ver mis batallas.<\/p>\n

Nunca los ve\u00edas cuando est\u00e1bamos juntos. No hab\u00eda necesidad de verlos o reconocerlos una vez que hab\u00edamos terminado.<\/p>\n

Me llev\u00f3 tiempo conocerte y me llev\u00f3 el doble superarte. Pero vali\u00f3 la pena.<\/p>\n

I don’t wish that I hadn\u2019t ever met you because you were a lesson that I really needed to learn in life even if I hadn\u2019t seen that back then.<\/p>\n

Someone needed to toughen me up and make me open my eyes, and I couldn\u2019t have picked a better teacher.<\/p>\n

Por todo lo que me has hecho pasar, lo bueno y lo malo, te estoy agradecido.<\/p>\n

Because it all made me who I am today. Honestly, I wouldn’t want to be anybody else.<\/p>\n

Todas las cicatrices que me dejaste me recordar\u00e1n que nunca debo conformarme con menos de lo que merezco.<\/p>\n

And each time I fall down, I\u2019ll get up again because I\u2019ve been through hell once already and I\u2019ve survived. I can do it again.<\/p>\n

Superarte fue lo m\u00e1s dif\u00edcil de mi vida. Y sin embargo lo hice. <\/p>\n

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