{"id":16884,"date":"2018-03-23T14:51:39","date_gmt":"2018-03-23T14:51:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=16884"},"modified":"2021-08-12T10:39:23","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T10:39:23","slug":"te-odio-por-no-amarme-lo-suficiente","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/te-odio-por-no-amarme-lo-suficiente\/","title":{"rendered":"Te odio por no quererme lo suficiente"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b>Te quise durante mucho tiempo.<\/b><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">To be honest, I don\u2019t even remember who I was before you entered my life. You changed the essence of my being and you became the center of my world. And you know very well how intense my love for you was. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">You know there didn\u2019t exist a thing I wouldn\u2019t do for you. I was ready to move mountains and I was ready to fight the world, if needed, just for the sake of your love. And I was convinced that I would love you until the end of time. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Estaba segura de que no hab\u00eda nada que pudieras hacer para que dejara de quererte.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><b>And that is why I am sure you won\u2019t believe this when you read it. Damn, I don\u2019t even believe it myself.<\/b><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">But I am here to tell you that you\u2019ve killed all the love I felt for you. You\u2019ve ripped out my heart and you\u2019ve torn it into pieces. There was nothing left of me to love you. So I am telling you that I don\u2019t love you anymore. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">No s\u00f3lo eso<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u2014<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Te odio desde el fondo de mi ser.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I hate you for never thinking I was enough. As my boyfriend, you should\u2019ve helped me with my self-esteem. If you couldn\u2019t do that, the last thing you should\u2019ve done was undermine me all the time. But the weaker I was mentally, the easier it was for you to manipulate me. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Trabajaste muy duro para hacerme a\u00fan m\u00e1s insegura. Mientras estuve contigo, pas\u00e9 a\u00f1os <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/love\/el-odio-hecho-maravilla-no-era-suficiente\/\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">wondering why I wasn\u2019t enough<\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">. What was I doing wrong? Why couldn\u2019t you love me the way I loved you?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> Me hiciste pensar que todo era siempre culpa m\u00eda y que, por mucho que lo intentara, nunca era suficiente para ti.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Te odio por no haberme elegido nunca. Te odio por todas esas otras chicas con las que siempre sent\u00ed que ten\u00eda que competir. Te odio por tratarme siempre como una opci\u00f3n al final de tu lista de prioridades. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Te odio por hacerme mendigar migajas de tu afecto. Te odio por no haberme elegido nunca por encima de nadie, a pesar de todos los sacrificios que hice por ti.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Te odio porque siempre me has hecho perseguirte. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I don\u2019t know whether your ego was so fragile or you were a psychopath who enjoyed my suffering but you always did everything you could to make me come to you. You did everything you could to make me chase you and literally beg you to be with me. And you never did anything similar.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> Aunque todo fuera culpa tuya, siempre te negabas a asumir la responsabilidad y me manipulabas haci\u00e9ndome creer que yo te obligaba a hacer o decir algo que me causaba dolor. Me dejaste muy claro que nunca me perseguir\u00edas, demostr\u00e1ndome que mi existencia en tu vida ten\u00eda poca importancia para ti.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Te odio por <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/www.thetalko.com\/15-signs-hes-leading-you-on-in-the-worst-way-possible\/\" rel=\"noopener\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">gui\u00e1ndome<\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> all these years. You know that you were never completely honest with me. You never told me that things weren\u2019t for real and you never told me that you could never give me everything I needed. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">En cambio, me mantuviste a tu lado s\u00f3lo porque te gustaba tener a alguien siempre a tu lado, a pesar de todo lo que hac\u00edas. Te aseguraste de darme s\u00f3lo lo suficiente de tu amor y atenci\u00f3n para que me quedara contigo. Y la tonta de m\u00ed confundi\u00f3 eso con amor verdadero. Te odio por jugar conmigo. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">With you, I never knew where I stood. One day, you were the most perfect boyfriend on the planet, promising me the world and giving me hope that everything would be OK between us. And the very next day, you would go back to your old ways, acting like I didn\u2019t mean a thing to you. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">You were constantly keeping me in this never-ending circle and it was driving me crazy. But I guess that was what you wanted all along, wasn\u2019t it?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Sobre todo, te odio por no haberme querido nunca lo suficiente. Desde el principio de todo entre nosotros, en el fondo, sab\u00eda <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/love\/ahora-te-das-cuenta-no-capaz-amor\/\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">you weren\u2019t capable of love<\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">. Y pens\u00e9 que eso cambiar\u00eda con el tiempo.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> I thought you would see how much I loved you and that you would learn to appreciate everything I was doing for you. But no, you could never get yourself to love me. Or you didn\u2019t want to do it. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">En cualquier caso, la cuesti\u00f3n es que nunca sent\u00ed toda la capacidad de tu amor. Y no s\u00e9 si tengo derecho a odiarte por ello, pero sigo odi\u00e1ndote y no hay nada que pueda hacerse al respecto.<\/span>&nbsp;<!--\/codes_iframe--> <!--codes_iframe-->  <!--\/codes_iframe--><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I loved you for a very long time. To be honest, I don\u2019t even remember who I was before you entered my life. You changed the essence of my being and you became the center of my world. And you know very well how intense my love for you was. You know there didn\u2019t exist&#8230;<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":16885,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16884","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/jacob-nizierski-29120-unsplash-2.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":1,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. 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