{"id":17245,"date":"2018-04-04T06:52:09","date_gmt":"2018-04-04T06:52:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=17245"},"modified":"2021-08-12T10:30:20","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T10:30:20","slug":"fuiste-una-pesadilla-de-la-que-finalmente-desperte","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/fuiste-una-pesadilla-de-la-que-finalmente-desperte\/","title":{"rendered":"Fuiste Una Pesadilla De La Que Por Fin Despert\u00e9"},"content":{"rendered":"

When I look at things from today\u2019s point of view, I see that everything from the beginning was pointing to the disaster waiting to happen. You were a manipulative, gilipollas ego\u00edsta<\/a> y todas las se\u00f1ales de tu comportamiento t\u00f3xico estaban justo delante de m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Pero me negu\u00e9 a verlos durante a\u00f1os. Me negu\u00e9 a escuchar a la gente que me quer\u00eda y que deseaba lo mejor para m\u00ed. Y, sobre todo, me cegu\u00e9 ante tu comportamiento hacia m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Desde el primer d\u00eda, actuaste como si fueras algo que nunca fuiste. Te presentabas como el mejor hombre, como alguien que har\u00eda realidad todos mis sue\u00f1os. Me dec\u00edas todo lo que quer\u00eda o\u00edr y, con el tiempo, ca\u00ed en tus mentiras. Pens\u00e9 que eras todo lo que buscaba, que eras la pieza del puzzle que me faltaba desde el principio. Aunque nunca cre\u00ed en el concepto de almas gemelas, me convenciste de que nuestras almas se buscaban mutuamente desde el principio y que nuestro encuentro era cuesti\u00f3n de fe.<\/p>\n

With time, I saw that you were becoming obsessed with me. But, I was foolish to believe that your jealousy was a sign of your love for me. I thought you were so in love with me that you were naturally terrified you\u2019d lose me. And although deep down I knew I wasn\u2019t doing anything wrong, you\u2019ve managed to convince me that I was too flirty or too noisy and that I had too many friends. I knew how much I loved you, but you\u2019ve always asking for proof of my love. And for you, the only proof enough was when things were your way.<\/p>\n

After a while, you\u2019ve become so controlling that I became scared to have a different opinion. I thought your way was the only right way. All of my friends and family were good for nothing and you were the only one who wanted the best for me.<\/p>\n

What I didn\u2019t realize was that you were not just manipulating me, you were also abusing me mentally and emotionally. And even when I had rare moments of clarity, I still loved you. Nothing else besides your love mattered to me. And I knew that you would walk away from me the moment I stood up to you.<\/p>\n

So, I\u2019ve started living my life by your rules. You convinced me that you made me a better person and that no other man would ever love me the way you loved me. And although I tried to fight it, I started believing it with time. I thought you would never do anything that would hurt me, without knowing that you were hurting me all along.<\/p>\n

Todo esto dur\u00f3 hasta el maltrato f\u00edsico<\/a> started. That is when I finally had enough. I thought you could never do anything that would make me stop loving you, but when you started physically abusing me, all of a sudden, everything was clear. For the first time ever, I saw you for who you really were\u2014a toxic and a manipulative abuser.<\/p>\n

Y ya hab\u00eda tenido bastante.
\nCuando me golpeaste, sent\u00ed como si alguien me hubiera despertado de un coma. Sent\u00ed que hab\u00eda estado durmiendo todos esos a\u00f1os y que alg\u00fan milagro me hab\u00eda despertado.<\/p>\n

Me di cuenta de que hab\u00eda estado viviendo una pesadilla todos estos a\u00f1os. Me di cuenta de que hab\u00eda estado viviendo una pel\u00edcula de terror y que t\u00fa eras mi monstruo.<\/p>\n

Y Me alej\u00e9<\/a> from you that instant. All of a sudden, I wasn\u2019t afraid anymore. I wasn\u2019t afraid of you doing something to me. I wasn\u2019t afraid of your emotional blackmail. I wasn\u2019t scared if you\u2019d do something to yourself. And most of all, I wasn\u2019t afraid of living my life without you.
\nPorque me hab\u00eda liberado. Por fin estaba libre de tu opresi\u00f3n. Finalmente fui libre de la jaula en la que permit\u00ed que me pusieras.<\/p>\n

What I couldn\u2019t understand is how I allowed you to do everything you did to me. How come I didn\u2019t see your true colours sooner? How could I love someone who was destroying me for years? From this point of view, I can\u2019t recognize myself from the time I was with you. I was simply enchanted with you and you took complete control over my personality.<\/p>\n

And no, I don\u2019t miss you. I stopped loving you long ago. Sometimes, I wish you had never come into my life.<\/p>\n

Pero, todas las otras veces, estoy agradecida. Estoy agradecida porque me ense\u00f1aste de qu\u00e9 tipo de hombre debo alejarme. Pero, sobre todo, me mostraste lo fuerte que soy y lo d\u00e9bil que eres t\u00fa. <\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

When I look at things from today\u2019s point of view, I see that everything from the beginning was pointing to the disaster waiting to happen. You were a manipulative, selfish asshole and all the signs of your toxic behaviour were right in front of me. But, I refused to see them for years. I refused…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":17246,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17245","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/pexels-photo-847483.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17245","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=17245"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17245\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/17246"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=17245"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=17245"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=17245"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}