I have had enough. Enough of this \u2018one step forward, two steps back\u2019 we have had going on for years. Every time I feel we are going somewhere, you finally flake out again. One moment you are close, you are all in, you reassure me that we\u2019ll make it, that this time it\u2019ll be different and as soon as I start to believe it, you disappear.<\/p>\n
How can you use me like that? How can you play with my heart like it\u2019s made of cardboard? Do you have a conscience at all? Why can\u2019t you stay away once you leave? Can\u2019t you see that this back and forth is killing me?<\/em><\/p>\n I guess you can\u2019t see it because you only see yourself.<\/strong> I have to stop deluding myself that you love me, that you care for me, that I mean something to you because if I really did you wouldn\u2019t treat me like this.<\/p>\n S\u00e9 que esta situaci\u00f3n en la que estamos ahora es en parte culpa m\u00eda. Sigo d\u00e1ndole a este amor infinitas oportunidades de cobrar vida. Sigo d\u00e1ndote oportunidades de ser el hombre que creo que eres en el fondo, de ser el hombre para m\u00ed, pero has desperdiciado todas y cada una de esas oportunidades.<\/p>\n For you, it\u2019s all a game.<\/strong> You are indecisive. You don\u2019t know what you want from life. You don\u2019t know what you want from me so you keep d\u00e1ndome largas<\/a>. Sigues confiando en el hecho de que estar\u00e9 aqu\u00ed hagas lo que hagas. No he hecho nada para que pienses lo contrario. No importa cu\u00e1ntas veces te fueras, no importa cu\u00e1ntas veces me decepcionaras y arrastraras mi coraz\u00f3n por el barro, yo siempre te aceptar\u00eda de vuelta y te amar\u00eda como si nada hubiera pasado.<\/p>\n It\u2019s hard to let go of someone who made you feel like nobody else ever did.<\/strong> Me barriste de mis pies cuando empezamos. Me hiciste sentir como si fuera la \u00fanica. Hiciste todo lo posible para que me enamorara de ti. Y en cuanto viste que estaba loca por ti, decidiste que era hora de irte.<\/p>\n Y despu\u00e9s de un tiempo, quer\u00edas volver. Quer\u00edas volver s\u00f3lo para poder irte otra vez.<\/strong> It was like this enchanted circle I couldn\u2019t get out of. Leaving and coming back wasn\u2019t all you did to me, though\u2014it was just a part of the equation.<\/p>\n