And guess what? I was right all along. But, I wish I weren\u2019t.<\/strong><\/p>\n Pero, de alg\u00fan modo, decid\u00ed darte una oportunidad. En realidad, me estaba enga\u00f1ando a m\u00ed mismo, diciendo que te estaba dando una oportunidad.<\/p>\n La verdad era que nunca podr\u00eda controlarme a tu lado y que no ten\u00eda otra opci\u00f3n que estar contigo. Te necesitaba como al aire y no hab\u00eda nada que pudiera haber hecho al respecto, aunque hubiera querido.<\/p>\n Sab\u00eda que eras t\u00f3xico para m\u00ed. Y desde el primer d\u00eda, me trataste como una mierda<\/a>.<\/p>\n I won\u2019t talk about all the things you\u2019ve been doing to me\u2014you know it better than I do. You know you destroyed me in more than one way.<\/p>\n And we both knew we could never make it. We both know that we weren\u2019t meant to be.<\/p>\n But, we tried to fight it. I did it because I loved you and I will never know why you did it. But, it doesn\u2019t matter now anyway, does it?<\/p>\n La cuesti\u00f3n es que segu\u00edamos dej\u00e1ndonos. Y seguimos volviendo el uno al otro.<\/p>\n I guess, on a certain level, you couldn\u2019t imagine your life without me either.<\/p>\n In the beginning, when you\u2019d walk away from me, I was just praying for you to come back. I was ready to forgive you everything and to act as if nothing has happened, just to have you by my side.<\/p>\n Pero, m\u00e1s tarde, se convirti\u00f3 en una tortura. Despu\u00e9s de numerosas rupturas, I was afraid you\u2019d come back<\/a> a m\u00ed.<\/p>\n Porque sab\u00eda que nunca podr\u00eda decirte que no, por mucho que lo intentara.<\/p>\n And then, after a while, I\u2019ve started leaving you. I tried really hard to move away from you, to end this charade we got ourselves dragged into.<\/p>\n Hab\u00eda veces que me persegu\u00edas y hab\u00eda veces que volv\u00eda solo.<\/p>\n Y cada vez, esper\u00e1bamos que las cosas mejoraran.<\/strong> Because I can\u2019t be a part of this never-ending circle anymore. It changed the essence of who I am. It has made me stressed, insecure and anxious.<\/p>\n En lugar de hacerme m\u00e1s feliz, nuestra relaci\u00f3n me convirti\u00f3 en la peor versi\u00f3n posible de m\u00ed misma y eso es lo \u00faltimo que quer\u00eda.<\/p>\n I know you don\u2019t believe me now, and you probably think I\u2019m bluffing, but I really am leaving you. And I am not doing it because I want you to go after me or to chase me.<\/p>\n I am not doing it to teach you a lesson nor to teach you how it will be without me. I am not doing it to prove to myself that you can\u2019t live without me nor to ask for confirmation of your love.<\/p>\n No lo hago para aumentar mi ego ni para curar mis inseguridades.<\/p>\n I am not doing it because I don\u2019t love you anymore. Because I do. I still love you very much, more than anyone I\u2019ve ever loved.<\/p>\n And I am not sure if I\u2019ll ever stop loving you completely. But, I know I have to try.<\/p>\n Call me weak if you want to, but I am doing it because I can\u2019t stand any of this anymore. I can\u2019t stand never knowing where I stand with you.<\/p>\n I can\u2019t stand all of this negativity and tension between us. I can\u2019t stand the constant arguing. And most of all, I can\u2019t stand not seeing a future with someone I am trying to build a life with.<\/p>\n I\u2019ve spent more than enough time standing in one place, waiting for something to change.<\/p>\n I can\u2019t stand our cuasi relaci\u00f3n<\/a> anymore. I can\u2019t stand you. And most of all, I can\u2019t stand the person I am when I am with you.<\/strong><\/p>\n
\nPero nunca lo hicieron. Y ahora s\u00e9 que nunca lo har\u00edan.<\/strong>
\nY por eso Estoy diciendo mi \u00faltimo adi\u00f3s<\/a> a ti.<\/strong><\/p>\n
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