{"id":18082,"date":"2020-05-26T12:37:53","date_gmt":"2020-05-26T12:37:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=18082"},"modified":"2022-02-27T01:59:37","modified_gmt":"2022-02-27T01:59:37","slug":"no-te-perdono-por-hacerme-sentir-que-no-soy-lo-suficientemente-buena","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/no-te-perdono-por-hacerme-sentir-que-no-soy-lo-suficientemente-buena\/","title":{"rendered":"No Te Perdono Por Hacerme Sentir Que No Soy Lo Suficientemente Bueno"},"content":{"rendered":"

I just wanted someone who\u2019ll love me the way I deserved to be loved<\/strong>.<\/a> <\/em><\/p>\n

I wanted a man who will see me for who I am and who\u2019ll decide I\u2019m worthy of his love. I wanted a man who will not project his issues on me and who\u2019ll add value to my life.<\/p>\n

I wanted someone who\u2019ll know my worth.<\/strong> <\/em><\/p>\n

I wanted a man who\u2019ll see what I do in my life and who\u2019ll support me. I wanted a man who\u2019ll respect me and who\u2019ll see me as a person that can add value to his life.<\/p>\n

I wanted someone who won\u2019t just see me for my flaws and mistakes<\/strong>.<\/em><\/p>\n

I wanted someone who will see that my good sides always outnumber those bad ones. I wanted someone who won\u2019t make me feel like I\u2019m crazy, who will not play with my heart and my trust.<\/p>\n

I wanted someone who\u2019ll see me as a human and still decide to love me.<\/p>\n

Quer\u00eda que fu\u00e9ramos un equipo.<\/strong> <\/em><\/p>\n

Quer\u00eda que estuvi\u00e9ramos el uno para el otro. Quer\u00eda que me cubrieras las espaldas tanto como yo a ti. Quer\u00eda saber que pod\u00eda contar contigo tanto como t\u00fa pod\u00edas contar conmigo.<\/p>\n

Because I would\u2019ve always come when you needed me. I would\u2019ve been there for you for forever. But you decided to not be there for me.<\/p>\n

En lugar de luchar por m\u00ed y alejarme de todo lo malo, fuiste el mayor mal que me ocurri\u00f3.<\/p>\n

En vez de luchar por m\u00ed, luchaste conmigo.<\/strong><\/a> Luchaste contra m\u00ed y seguiste golpe\u00e1ndome.<\/p>\n

I did not want this. I didn’t sign up for any of it.<\/p>\n

Al enamorarme de ti, me desenamor\u00e9 de m\u00ed misma.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Te quer\u00eda a ti y quer\u00eda todas esas cosas para nosotros. Mis deseos me salieron terriblemente mal. Me quem\u00e9 con esos deseos porque de todas las cosas que quer\u00eda, t\u00fa eras la \u00fanica que nunca deb\u00ed haber deseado.<\/p>\n

But I couldn\u2019t\u2019ve known things would end up like this.<\/p>\n

Under your constant \u2018bringing downs\u2019, I forgot who I was.<\/strong> <\/em><\/p>\n

\"No<\/p>\n

I forgot all my values and I forgot I was once worthy. I started believing I was nothing and I settled down. I thought you knew me best and if you said I was nothing, I must\u2019ve been nothing.<\/p>\n

There isn\u2019t a thing in this world you haven\u2019t used to bring me down. You were never choosy when it came to tools you\u2019d use to make me feel bad about myself. The more it hurt me, the better it was, right?<\/p>\n

You kept doing mean things to me and you kept making me feel like I\u2019m crazy for even thinking you\u2019d do bad things to me.<\/strong> <\/em><\/p>\n

You were just trying to help me, wasn\u2019t that what you always said? Well, as if! You weren\u2019t helping me, you were tearing me apart until I finally fell out of love with myself. Until I finally saw myself with your eyes. Until you convinced me I wasn\u2019t worthy of being loved.<\/p>\n

Ninguna chica deber\u00eda sentirse indigna de amor. <\/a>She should never feel like she isn\u2019t good enough.<\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t only see me as someone who isn\u2019t good enough, me hiciste sentir que no soy lo suficientemente buena<\/a>. Esta sensaci\u00f3n permaneci\u00f3 grabada en lo m\u00e1s profundo de mis huesos durante mucho tiempo.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

You made me feel like I\u2019m not good enough and I let you. I wanted to love you, but you weren\u2019t capable of loving me.<\/p>\n

Yo quer\u00eda ser tu amiga, pero t\u00fa eras uno de esos tipos que s\u00f3lo saben apu\u00f1alar por la espalda a sus amigos. Y aunque yo amaba, este amor estaba equivocado. Y t\u00fa eras un tipo equivocado. No tienes ni idea de lo equivocado que estabas.<\/p>\n

I should\u2019ve been able to lean on you, but in leaning on you, I crashed down and hit the ground so hard. You made me not want to wish anyone of anything anymore for as long as I am alive.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Me arrepiento de haberte tenido en mi vida. S\u00ed, fuiste una lecci\u00f3n<\/a> and I\u2019ll know better next time, if I ever decide to try and love again, but you were that one lesson in life I wished I could have skipped somehow. Unfortunately, now it\u2019s too late to do anything about it.<\/p>\n

S\u00f3lo quer\u00eda que supieras que no importa cu\u00e1nto tiempo pase, no importa que tenga a alguien nuevo en mi vida, no importa si te arrepientes de haberme hecho todo esto o no, I don\u2019t and I will never forgive you for making me feel like I\u2019m not good enough<\/a>.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nunca te perdonar\u00e9<\/a> por hacerme odiar mis deseos.<\/p>\n

Nunca te perdonar\u00e9 que no lucharas por m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Nunca te perdonar\u00e9 que no me ames o que utilices mi amor.<\/p>\n

Nunca te perdonar\u00e9 que me hayas hecho dudar de m\u00ed misma y olvidar mis valores.<\/p>\n

I don’t forgive you for bringing me down.<\/p>\n

I don’t forgive you, and I will never be able to forgive you, for making me feel like I’m not good enough.<\/p>\n

Nevertheless, I don’t want anyone to do to you what you did to me because I don’t think you’d be capable of enduring the pain you\u2019ve put me through. <\/strong><\/p>\n

You would not survive the broken soul and broken heart. You’re not as strong as I am. And you will never be. This is my only consolation. <\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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