While you and I were together, you kept convincing me that I would never find someone if you left me. You did everything in your power to destroy my confidence and partly, you\u2019ve succeeded in doing so.<\/p>\n
You were always trying to convince me that I had no value and that I was good for nothing. At first, I didn\u2019t believe you and I knew that you were only telling me all this to play with my head and to insult me.<\/p>\n
Pero, con el tiempo tengo que admitir que empec\u00e9 a creerte. Empec\u00e9 a pensar que realmente eras lo mejor que me pod\u00eda pasar, a pesar de todo el maltrato al que me somet\u00edas.<\/p>\n
Cuando me ibas a dejar, me dijiste que deber\u00eda alegrarme de haberte tenido en mi vida y que estabas segura de que nunca te superar\u00eda.<\/p>\n
And I was also certain of that. I was sure that I\u2019d love you for the rest of my life, even if you didn\u2019t love me. I simply couldn\u2019t see the reason of my existence without you by my side.<\/p>\n
When you first walked away from me, I couldn\u2019t remember the person I was before you came into my life. I felt like I never existed without you and that was the worst part.<\/p>\n
You know, I was always afraid that you\u2019d leave me and that fear came true. And when you did, you broke my heart. But that was something I could handle and something I hoped I would eventually recover from.<\/p>\n
Pero de lo que pens\u00e9 que nunca me recuperar\u00eda es de la manera tu amor me rompi\u00f3<\/a> completamente.<\/p>\n Y eso es algo que todav\u00eda estoy aprendiendo a superar.<\/p>\n But it doesn\u2019t mean I still think I will never get over you. Because I know I will, even if it\u2019s the last thing I ever do.<\/strong><\/p>\n Y it certainly doesn\u2019t mean I\u2019ve stopped loving you.<\/strong> Porque tristemente, te sigo queriendo y esa es la \u00fanica verdad. Sigo pensando en ti todos los d\u00edas y todav\u00eda hay momentos en los que deseo que vuelvas.<\/p>\n A veces, todav\u00eda me despierto por la ma\u00f1ana sin darme cuenta de que te has ido. Sigo busc\u00e1ndote y sigo esperando o\u00edr tu voz.<\/p>\n Todav\u00eda hay noches en las que lloro hasta quedarme dormida y momentos en los que miro el tel\u00e9fono, esperando ver un mensaje o una llamada perdida tuya.<\/p>\n I know that I shouldn\u2019t feel like this and that you don\u2019t deserve for me to ever think of you, but I guess we can\u2019t control our emotions. I guess my love for you is stronger than my reason for now.<\/p>\n