{"id":18926,"date":"2020-07-18T11:31:55","date_gmt":"2020-07-18T11:31:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=18926"},"modified":"2021-08-12T10:36:51","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T10:36:51","slug":"me-di-por-vencida-con-lo-nuestro-no-porque-no-me-importara-sino-porque-a-ti-no-te-importaba","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/me-di-por-vencida-con-lo-nuestro-no-porque-no-me-importara-sino-porque-a-ti-no-te-importaba\/","title":{"rendered":"Me rend\u00ed con nosotros, no porque no me importara, sino porque a ti no te importaba."},"content":{"rendered":"

No me rindo.<\/b><\/p>\n

You know damn well I\u2019m not.<\/b><\/p>\n

Todas esas noches que pas\u00e9 a tu lado ideando todas las soluciones a tus problemas, mientras los m\u00edos se acumulaban.<\/p>\n

Todos esos d\u00edas los pas\u00e9 preocup\u00e1ndome por tu bienestar m\u00e1s que por el m\u00edo.<\/p>\n

Y todos esos meses que pas\u00e9 dando todo de m\u00ed en esta relaci\u00f3n hasta que no qued\u00f3 nada.<\/p>\n

Todo esto es una prueba de que I don\u2019t give up easily <\/a> . Esta es la prueba de que cuando tomo una decisi\u00f3n, cuando me comprometo, me atengo a ella.<\/p>\n

Cuando doy mi palabra, la cumplo.<\/b><\/p>\n

But I can\u2019t keep on being the only one who is giving. I can\u2019t keep on being the only one who gives a damn about this relationship, because it takes two for love. And let\u2019s face it, I was the only one.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

I\u2019m giving up on us, because there wasn\u2019t an us to begin with.<\/b> Tal vez al principio, hace mucho tiempo, cuando realmente te importaba mantener tu palabra.<\/p>\n

Cuando eras encantador, dulce y cari\u00f1oso. Cuando eras todo lo que pod\u00eda pedir. Pero esos tiempos ya pasaron.<\/p>\n

Aquellos tiempos ya no son m\u00e1s que recuerdos lejanos.<\/b><\/p>\n

I\u2019m giving up on us because I deserve more than being in a <\/b>relaci\u00f3n unilateral<\/b><\/a>.<\/b> I deserve someone who will kiss me and tell me everything will be okay, even though we both know that it won\u2019t.<\/p>\n

Merezco a alguien que me haga sentir querida y que se esfuerce tanto como yo.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m not asking you to give all in, I\u2019m not asking you to give up on your life to make me happy. I\u2019m not asking you to put your life, your dreams, on hold so I can make mine happen.<\/p>\n

Nunca lo hice. Todo lo que ped\u00ed fue alguien que me amara tanto como yo a ellos.<\/p>\n

\"joven<\/p>\n

Alguien que me respetara, que nos respetara. Alguien que estuviera aqu\u00ed porque quisiera, no porque lo necesitara.<\/p>\n

Pero nunca fuiste ese.<\/b><\/p>\n

I\u2019m giving up on us because there\u2019s nothing more left in me.<\/b> Toda mi fuerza se ha agotado, todo mi amor no es ahora m\u00e1s que el eco del antiguo.<\/p>\n

And it\u2019s killing me. It\u2019s killing me to look into my eyes and see that there\u2019s no fire in them. The fire you started. And ended.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s killing me that I have to be the one to end it but I guess that\u2019s how it works. I\u2019m the one who kept it going and I\u2019m the one who will end it.<\/b><\/p>\n

I\u2019m giving up on us, not because I don\u2019t care. Fuck, you know I do.<\/b> You know that I would jump into the deepest part of the ocean to save you even though I\u2019m terrified of depth.<\/p>\n

You know I would face all of my biggest fears for you but that\u2019s the thing.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

While I\u2019m facing my fears and fighting to get over obstacles on the road, you are doing nothing.<\/p>\n

NADA.<\/b><\/p>\n

You\u2019re just standing aside, waiting until all the work is done.<\/p>\n

Pretending like I\u2019m not bleeding in front of you, like all these scars on me were always here. Like you are not the reason behind them.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m giving up on us, not because I don\u2019t care. But because you don\u2019t.<\/b> You don\u2019t care if I\u2019m happy or sad, as long as everything works out for you.<\/p>\n

You don\u2019t care if your peace has cost me my sanity, as long as you have it. When did we become like this? When did YOU become like this?<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

A\u00fan recuerdo al hombre del que me enamor\u00e9, el hombre por el que hice todo esto. Pero ese hombre se ha ido.<\/p>\n

El hombre al que amo y amar\u00e9 siempre de alguna manera ya no est\u00e1 conmigo.<\/p>\n

Me niego a creer que lo sea. Me niego a creer que alguien tan incre\u00edble y cari\u00f1oso puede convertirse en esto.<\/p>\n

En un sanguijuela emocional <\/a> who loves only himself. An emotional vampire who\u2019s sucking me dry of my happiness and love. Of my peace and sanity.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m giving up on us. On you.<\/b><\/p>\n

And I\u2019m making myself my priority, like I should\u2019ve done a long time ago.<\/b><\/p>\n

\"Me<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I\u2019m not a quitter. You know damn well I\u2019m not. All those nights I spent by your side figuring out all the solutions to your problems, while mine were piling up. All those days I spent worrying about your well-being more than I worried about mine. And all those months I spent giving all of…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":106053,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18926","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/I-Gave-Up-On-Us-Not-Because-I-Didnt-Care-But-Because-YOU-Did-Not.jpg",800,534,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18926","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18926"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18926\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/106053"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18926"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18926"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18926"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}