La ten\u00edas toda para ti y la jodiste.<\/strong><\/p>\r\n Ella te quer\u00eda mucho. Estaba dispuesta a dar su vida por la tuya y t\u00fa te lo perdiste.<\/p>\r\n Te perdiste el amor cuando lo ten\u00edas delante de tus narices.<\/p>\r\n Intent\u00f3 ser perfecta para ti, \u00bfsabes? Se esforzaba tanto por mantener una sonrisa en la cara cuando lo \u00fanico que quer\u00eda era gritar de dolor a pleno pulm\u00f3n.<\/p>\r\n Scream from sadness and neglect. But you were just doing fine, weren\u2019t you? You were given so much love and affection and gave nothing in return. Isn\u2019t that a pretty life?<\/p>\r\n She stood by your side choking in tears and crying when you weren\u2019t looking, hoping that things would change.<\/strong><\/p>\r\n Nothing changed. You got up in the morning leaving her all alone after just saying goodbye. You didn\u2019t answer her calls when she was worried sick about you.<\/p>\r\n Y despu\u00e9s de estar fuera todo el d\u00eda, volv\u00edas a casa apestando a alcohol y cigarrillos. Te lo pasabas tan bien mientras ella te imaginaba tirado en alguna cuneta.<\/p>\r\n And no, you didn\u2019t even bother to text her that you were fine, that you were out with friends, that you were coming back soon.<\/p>\r\n She even opened up to you. She told you what was bothering her and you lied to her face saying that she was right and you\u2019d make up for everything. That was just one of the lines of your endless lies.<\/p>\r\n Nunca ped\u00eda demasiado.<\/strong><\/p>\r\n Era una chica normal. S\u00f3lo quer\u00eda amar y ser amada. Esta vez pens\u00f3 que por fin su sue\u00f1o se hab\u00eda hecho realidad y as\u00ed fue, pero s\u00f3lo a medias.<\/p>\r\n She loved you and showed it to you every day and you couldn\u2019t have cared less but you took her love anyway. It suited you.<\/p>\r\n Te sent\u00edas bien. Pero nunca te paraste a pensar c\u00f3mo se sent\u00eda ella.<\/p>\r\n Nunca fue muy exigente. Lo \u00fanico que quer\u00eda era pasar tiempo contigo. Quer\u00eda estar a tu lado, hacer las cosas que te gustaban.<\/p>\r\n Quer\u00eda que hicierais cosas juntos. Quer\u00eda dormirse a tu lado y despertarse por la ma\u00f1ana contigo abraz\u00e1ndola.<\/p>\r\n But, at the end of the day, you didn\u2019t make her wishes come true. You were too selfish to do that.<\/p>\r\n Ella quer\u00eda amarte.<\/strong><\/p>\r\n It\u2019s as simple as that. She wanted to hold your hand cuando te desmoronabas<\/a> y quer\u00eda re\u00edr contigo cuando eras feliz.<\/p>\r\n Ella quer\u00eda ser parte de tu vida. Ella quer\u00eda que ustedes dos fueran uno. Pero la decepcionaste de nuevo.<\/p>\r\n You made a huge mistake and one day you\u2019ll realize that and it will be too late.<\/p>\r\n By the time you realize what you\u2019ve done and how you neglected the only person who will ever love you the way she did, she\u2019ll be gone.<\/p>\r\n She\u2019ll have found someone to love and that man will never treat her poorly like you did. That man will be aware of what a diamond he has in his possession and he will never let her go.<\/p>\r\n Te agradecer\u00e1 que la desecharas porque al hacerlo hiciste posible que \u00e9l la encontrara. <\/strong><\/p>\r\n And at the end of the day, you\u2019ll end up bitter and alone and she\u2019ll be the happiest woman alive. And this will hurt you so badly.<\/strong><\/p>\r\n After all she\u2019s been through, she still can\u2019t hate you.<\/strong><\/p>\r\n No hay lugar para el odio en su coraz\u00f3n. S\u00ed, hay decepci\u00f3n, s\u00ed, hay rabia, pero el odio no es un sentimiento con el que est\u00e9 familiarizada.<\/p>\r\n S\u00ed, quer\u00eda que te doliera como a ella, pero era s\u00f3lo porque hab\u00eda recibido tantos golpes, uno tras otro, que quer\u00eda que sintieras s\u00f3lo una peque\u00f1a parte del dolor que ella sinti\u00f3.<\/p>\r\n But that is gone now. She can\u2019t hold anything against you. She can only feel sorry for you for not appreciating her the way you should.<\/p>\r\n Now, she\u2019s thankful.<\/strong><\/p>\r\n If it wasn\u2019t for you, she wouldn\u2019t be so happy today. If it wasn\u2019t for you, she wouldn\u2019t know what it means to hit rock bottom and come back to life stronger than ever.<\/p>\r\n She would never have learned what she is capable of surviving if you hadn\u2019t been there in that one sad chapter of her life.<\/p>\r\n Pero termin\u00f3 ese cap\u00edtulo con un gran punto final y pas\u00f3 a una p\u00e1gina nueva, fresca, lista para ser escrita de nuevo. En este cap\u00edtulo de su vida, no se da por sentada, no est\u00e1 triste y, lo que es m\u00e1s importante, es amada.<\/p>\r\n Pero a\u00fan as\u00ed no hay excusa para lo que hiciste.<\/strong><\/p>\r\n You\u2019re an idiot for losing a one-of-a-kind girl<\/a>. S\u00e9 que el amor no es una calle de un solo sentido y se puede tratar de encontrar su justificaci\u00f3n all\u00ed.<\/p>\r\n But she was the one driving in the right direction and you were nowhere to be found, so please don\u2019t even try to go there.<\/p>\r\n La cagaste y tienes que asumirlo. La rompiste. La hiciste llorar.<\/p>\r\n You almost made her never trust anyone again. You can\u2019t do that to a person, especially not a woman who loved you unconditionally.<\/p>\r\n You just had to be less selfish. She wasn\u2019t a needy girl, she always gave you space and time to sort out everything you needed to deal with.<\/p>\r\n Todo lo que ten\u00edas que hacer era abrir los ojos y hacerle un hueco en tu vida. Habr\u00edas tenido la mejor vida de todas.<\/p>\r\n This way, you\u2019re going to end up alone, thinking about what a fool you\u2019ve been and cursing yourself for pushing her away.<\/p>\r\n
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