{"id":19118,"date":"2018-05-23T11:20:30","date_gmt":"2018-05-23T11:20:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=19118"},"modified":"2021-08-12T08:24:17","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T08:24:17","slug":"odio-el-hecho-de-que-todavia-no-he-pasado-de-ti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/odio-el-hecho-de-que-todavia-no-he-pasado-de-ti\/","title":{"rendered":"Odio el hecho de que todav\u00eda no he pasado de ti"},"content":{"rendered":"

It has been almost a year since you walked away from my life, since you walked away from me and since you gave up on us. I know you moved on with your life long ago but the harsh truth is that I haven\u2019t done the same, despite all of my efforts. The truth is that <\/span>Todav\u00eda te quiero<\/span><\/a> y que odio estas emociones que siento por ti.<\/span><\/p>\n

Odio el hecho de que sigas siendo lo primero que pasa por mi mente cada ma\u00f1ana que me despierto.<\/b> Y me odio a m\u00ed misma por ese primer par de segundos de un nuevo d\u00eda en el que, de alguna manera, sigo convencida de que eres m\u00eda y en el que intento alcanzar tu mano al otro lado de la cama. Pronto me doy cuenta de la verdad y me doy cuenta de que te has ido, pero esos momentos son devastadores para m\u00ed porque la dolorosa verdad me devasta cada vez, una y otra vez.<\/span><\/p>\n

Odio que tu cara siga siendo lo \u00faltimo que veo antes de dormirme.<\/b> Porque es entonces cuando me doy cuenta de que ha pasado otro d\u00eda sin ti en \u00e9l. Durante el d\u00eda, intento huir de mis pensamientos y del hecho de que te echo de menos, pero por la noche, cuando estoy solo en mi cama, mis pensamientos son lo \u00fanico que oigo. Y es entonces cuando t\u00fa te conviertes en lo \u00fanico en lo que puedo pensar.<\/span><\/p>\n

Odio el hecho de que cada vez que suena mi tel\u00e9fono, espero en secreto que seas t\u00fa quien me llama.<\/b> Aunque ha pasado casi un a\u00f1o desde que vi tu nombre en la pantalla de mi tel\u00e9fono, de alguna manera sigo esperando que me llames y me hables como si nada hubiera pasado.<\/span><\/p>\n

Odio el hecho de pensar en ti cada vez que alguien que se parece a ti pasa a mi lado, cada vez que huelo tu aftershave en otro hombre o cada vez que veo un coche como el tuyo por la calle.<\/b> Y cada vez que supongo que podr\u00eda cruzarme contigo, siento las mismas mariposas que sent\u00ed cuando te vi por primera vez. Y al mismo tiempo, siento el mismo dolor devastador en el coraz\u00f3n que sent\u00ed cuando t\u00fa <\/span>se march\u00f3<\/span><\/a> de mi parte.<\/span><\/p>\n

I hate the fact that I still think of all the things that happened between us and wonder how we couldn\u2019t make it.<\/b> Odio seguir aferr\u00e1ndome a todos los hermosos recuerdos que ambos compartimos y reproducirlos constantemente en mi cabeza una y otra vez.<\/span><\/p>\n

Odio el hecho de comparar a todos los hombres que me rodean contigo.<\/b> And I hate it even more that no other man seems to be enough for me. I hate myself for secretly hoping to meet someone like you, when I know you were never the man I needed. I hate myself for looking for you in every guy I meet and for walking away from each one of them, when I realize I can\u2019t fool myself and when I realize none of them is you.<\/span><\/p>\n

Odio que seas la primera persona a la que quiero llamar cada vez que me pasa algo malo o bueno.<\/b> Lo odio porque sigues siendo la primera persona con la que quiero compartirlo todo, aunque ya no est\u00e9s interesado en m\u00ed ni en mi vida.<\/span><\/p>\n

Odio el hecho de que seas t\u00fa quien cruza mi mente en cuanto el alcohol se apodera de m\u00ed o en cuanto escucho una canci\u00f3n que sol\u00eda ser nuestra.<\/b> I hate the fact that my subconscious \u00a0is obviously so consumed by you that every time I lose a little bit of control of myself, you are the one who appears on the surface right away, despite all of my efforts to bury you deep inside of me. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

I hate the fact that I still love you and that I simply don\u2019t know how to <\/span>dejar de quererte<\/span><\/a>. I hate the fact that I haven\u2019t moved on from you and that I don\u2019t have a clue how to do it.<\/span> <\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

It has been almost a year since you walked away from my life, since you walked away from me and since you gave up on us. I know you moved on with your life long ago but the harsh truth is that I haven\u2019t done the same, despite all of my efforts. The truth is…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":19120,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19118","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/krists-luhaers-583876-unsplash.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19118","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19118"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19118\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/19120"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19118"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19118"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19118"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}