{"id":19287,"date":"2019-05-30T10:35:07","date_gmt":"2019-05-30T10:35:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=19287"},"modified":"2021-08-12T07:38:03","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T07:38:03","slug":"por-fin-me-atrevo-a-decir-que-era-demasiado-buena-para-ti-de-todas-formas","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/por-fin-me-atrevo-a-decir-que-era-demasiado-buena-para-ti-de-todas-formas\/","title":{"rendered":"Por fin me atrevo a decir que de todas formas era demasiado buena para ti"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00a1\u00c9l se lo pierde!<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Vamos, an\u00edmate. Quedan muchos peces en el mar.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Usted es <\/span><\/i>demasiado bueno para \u00e9l<\/span><\/i><\/a> \u00a1De todos modos!<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

\u00bfLo soy?<\/b><\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t see you broken like I was. I didn\u2019t see you losing your posture even for a second when you were breaking things off. When you were telling me how I was holding you back. When you were telling me how I had changed, how I was not myself lately.<\/span><\/p>\n

En aquel momento parec\u00eda que ten\u00edas raz\u00f3n. En aquel momento cre\u00ed que eras demasiado bueno para m\u00ed y que no merec\u00eda nada m\u00e1s que ser desechado como una alfombra vieja.<\/span><\/p>\n

En aquel momento cre\u00eda que merec\u00eda que me rompieran.<\/span><\/p>\n

But\u2026<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

God, how I love this \u2018but\u2019.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

But not anymore. It\u2019s been months of me pitying myself, of me hating every single part of me, of hating my body and my mind, thinking that they drove you away. It\u2019s been months with me trying to find the sense in why you left. <\/span><\/p>\n

Was it because I was so tired lately? Was it because I couldn\u2019t keep up with your never-ending thirst for adventure? Was it because I was not pretty anymore?<\/span><\/p>\n

Meses neg\u00e1ndome a dejar entrar a nadie, porque se ir\u00edan de todos modos. Meses en los que pensaba que todo el mundo intentaba atraparme, que todos quer\u00edan hacerme da\u00f1o y que, ahora que te hab\u00edas ido, no ten\u00eda a nadie que me protegiera. <\/b><\/p>\n

Meses escondi\u00e9ndome dentro del <\/b>muros que constru\u00ed<\/b><\/a> para mantener a todo el mundo fuera, pero me di cuenta demasiado tarde de que me hab\u00eda derrumbado.<\/b><\/p>\n

I still can\u2019t believe how well you did your job. I still can\u2019t believe that I was so blind to see what you were doing. Thinking that you loved me, I gave you all of me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Pensando que intentabas mantenerme a salvo, baj\u00e9 la guardia contigo y la puse contra todos los dem\u00e1s. Alej\u00e9 a mis amigos y a mi familia, pensando que t\u00fa eras todo lo que necesitaba.<\/span><\/p>\n

Boy, was I wrong\u2026<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Quiero felicitarte por manipularme tan bien que nunca lo vi venir. Quiero felicitarte por desnudarme de todas mis fortalezas, sin que me diera cuenta y quiero felicitarte por perder a una chica que realmente quer\u00eda ser tuya. Por perder a alguien a quien realmente le importabas.<\/b><\/p>\n

Pero igual que yo estaba ciega para ver tus manipulaciones, t\u00fa estabas demasiado ciego para ver mi val\u00eda. S\u00f3lo ve\u00edas lo que necesitabas y era una v\u00edctima m\u00e1s de tus juegos. <\/span><\/p>\n

And while I was blinded by love, you were blinded by your hatred, your pain and old scars. But even though I wasn\u2019t the one who caused them, I was the one who paid the price for every single one of them.<\/span><\/p>\n

Por cada vez que te enga\u00f1aron, me lo hiciste a m\u00ed.<\/b><\/p>\n

Por cada vez que te sent\u00edas menos digno, me hac\u00edas sentir como una mierda.<\/b><\/p>\n

Porque cada vez que te faltaba amor, me hac\u00edas sentir no querible.<\/b><\/p>\n

But I don\u2019t care. Not anymore. You were nothing more than just another lesson in my life and you leaving was just another test I aced. <\/span><\/p>\n

Tuve mis luchas y me llev\u00f3 tiempo pero te super\u00e9, super\u00e9 todo el infierno por el que me hiciste pasar<\/span> and now I\u2019m happier than I ever believed I could be.<\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019m braver than I ever was, because I let people in. I gave away parts of me once again but this time I gave them to the right people. <\/span><\/p>\n

This time my heart is safe because it\u2019s guarded by people who never gave up on me, by people who patiently waited for me to come around, who waited for me to ask them for help.<\/span><\/p>\n

And I don\u2019t know what I did to deserve them, what I did to have their unconditional love, but I\u2019m so glad I have them. So grateful to have those who will always remind me of my worth, who will always remind me of my courage, my skills and my strength.<\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019m so grateful for having those who will always remind me that I was too good for you anyway.<\/b><\/p>\n

Y finalmente, yo tambi\u00e9n lo veo.<\/b><\/p>\n

Finally, I\u2019m bold enough to say it.<\/b><\/p>\n

\u00a1Era demasiado bueno para ti de todos modos!<\/b><\/p>\n

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It\u2019s his loss! Come on, cheer up. There are plenty of fish left in the sea. You are too good for him anyway! Am I? I didn\u2019t see you broken like I was. I didn\u2019t see you losing your posture even for a second when you were breaking things off. When you were telling me…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":19288,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19287","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/jorge-flores-223750-unsplash-2.jpg",800,532,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19287","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19287"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19287\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/19288"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19287"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19287"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19287"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}