{"id":19316,"date":"2020-10-31T08:59:41","date_gmt":"2020-10-31T08:59:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=19316"},"modified":"2022-02-23T00:55:44","modified_gmt":"2022-02-23T00:55:44","slug":"estoy-jodidamente-harto-de-tu-falso-amor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/estoy-jodidamente-harto-de-tu-falso-amor\/","title":{"rendered":"Estoy jodidamente harto de tu falso amor"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00bfPor qu\u00e9 es tan dif\u00edcil hoy en d\u00eda tener relaciones normales? Nada fuera de lo com\u00fan, s\u00f3lo una relaci\u00f3n con compromiso y lealtad<\/a>. Sin fotos de pollas no deseadas, ghosting y m\u00faltiples perfiles de aplicaciones de citas activas.<\/p>\n

God knows I\u2019m not asking for much. I gave up on dreaming about that movie kind of love that feels like Christmas morning. I gave up on that love story where you two meet and the whole world finally makes sense.<\/p>\n

At this point, I\u2019m just looking for someone who will love me like I love him. Someone who will care about me as much as I care about him.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m done with these <\/i><\/b>a medias<\/i><\/b><\/a> relaciones.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Nada en tu vida debe hacerse a medias, especialmente tu relaci\u00f3n. No se nos ha puesto en este mundo para que nos amen de vez en cuando, porque merecemos que nos amen en todo momento y m\u00e1s all\u00e1.<\/p>\n

We deserve to be loved at our worst, not only at best. Same like we\u2019re ready to love someone else, he should be ready to love us as well.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m done<\/a> con estos fuckboys, cheatboys y shitboys.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

It\u2019s all the same, really. Someone who is not ready to commit to just one person is nothing more than a boy. And as long as it\u2019s all fun and games, one-night stands and whatnot, it\u2019s fine.<\/p>\n

\"retrato<\/p>\n

But being played by a fuckboy, where he knew from the first moment he will never commit, but still had indecency to make you believe he will, that\u2019s straight hell. Playing with someone else\u2019s emotions and heart is a shit move to do.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m done with these emotionally unavailable men.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

It\u2019s like loving a wall. You are doing all you can, giving your everything and putting a shit ton of effort, but for nothing. There\u2019s no reaction; there are no emotions. Nothing.<\/p>\n

It feels like you\u2019re screaming at him, pouring out your heart and all you can hear is an echo of your own words. The pain in your own voice is surrounding you, draining you, destroying you. And yet, there\u2019s not a single reaction from him. Not one.<\/p>\n

And I\u2019m so fucking done with you.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Con tu falso amor.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Con su <\/i><\/b>promesas vac\u00edas<\/i><\/b><\/a> y palabras vac\u00edas.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I deserve more than to hope that you will come around, more than to hope that someday you will see how lucky you are. Because damn it, I\u2019m worth it.<\/p>\n

\"hermosa<\/p>\n

All of it. I deserve more than just people who take away parts of me. I deserve more than to look at someone\u2019s back when they\u2019re leaving me.<\/p>\n

I deserve love. I deserve devotion. I deserve explanation when things go south. I\u2019m so done with coming up with answers on my own, so done doubting myself and my worth because someone is unable to love me. So tired of thinking it\u2019s always my fault people leave.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m so done with whatever this was between us because it sure as hell wasn\u2019t love.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Tal vez pensaste que era tal vez pensaste que cuenta si t\u00fa lo dices. Tal vez pensaste que la palmadita ocasional en la espalda era suficiente para consolarme.<\/p>\n

Quiz\u00e1 pensabas que los mensajes ocasionales sobre lo estupendo que es mi cuerpo bastaban para hacerme sentir deseada.<\/p>\n

But that\u2019s not love.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

No significa nada que me env\u00edes un mensaje de texto si en ese momento est\u00e1s con otra persona. No significa nada si intentas consolarme porque eres t\u00fa quien ha causado mi dolor.<\/p>\n

\"rubia<\/p>\n

T\u00fa eres el causante de mi dolor. No significa nada si dices que me amas porque nunca me lo demostraste.<\/p>\n

S\u00f3lo significa que todo lo que tienes son palabras.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Las acciones no son lo tuyo.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

And I deserve a real deal. I deserve someone who will respect me and my feelings. I deserve someone who will be there next to me. I don\u2019t need him to kiss the ground I walk on. I don\u2019t need him to fight my battles or carry me around like a drop of water on a palm.<\/p>\n

I just need him to be there. To kiss me and tell me that I got it. To hug me and make me feel loved. I don\u2019t need empty promises and words. I just need to feel it.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t need to be spoiled, I just need to be respected. And I don\u2019t need another fuckboy <\/a> en mi vida. Necesito un hombre. Un hombre de verdad.<\/p>\n

But until then, I\u2019m going to love myself the best way I can. At least I\u2019ll know it\u2019s real.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\"Estoy<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Why is it so hard these days to have normal relationships? Nothing out of the ordinary, just a relationship with commitment and loyalty. With no unwanted dick pics, ghosting and multiple active dating app profiles. God knows I\u2019m not asking for much. I gave up on dreaming about that movie kind of love that feels…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":122699,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19316","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/Im-Fucking-Done-With-Your-Fake-Love-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19316","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19316"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19316\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/122699"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19316"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19316"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19316"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}