{"id":19405,"date":"2018-06-01T11:39:26","date_gmt":"2018-06-01T11:39:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=19405"},"modified":"2022-01-21T12:47:00","modified_gmt":"2022-01-21T12:47:00","slug":"como-puedes-vivir-contigo-mismo-sabiendo-lo-que-me-hiciste","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/como-puedes-vivir-contigo-mismo-sabiendo-lo-que-me-hiciste\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00bfC\u00f3mo puedes vivir contigo mismo, sabiendo lo que me hiciste?"},"content":{"rendered":"

What you did to me was horrible and there is no doubt about it. I know you keep telling yourself that you didn\u2019t do anything wrong to me and I know you keep justifying yourself in front of yourself and in front of everyone else. I know you are not consumed by guilt and that you don\u2019t blame yourself for all the hell you put me through. I know you are probably doing all of this because you can\u2019t face all of the horror you made me go through and because you couldn\u2019t look at yourself in the mirror if you admitted everything you did.<\/span><\/p>\n

But saying all of this to yourself doesn\u2019t change everything you did and doesn\u2019t change the essence of who you are. It doesn\u2019t change the fact that you betrayed me, disappointed me, that you took advantage of me, that you used me and that you broke my heart and broke me into pieces. It doesn\u2019t change the fact that you are a <\/span>manipulador t\u00f3xico<\/span><\/a> and a selfish man who takes care of your needs only and it doesn\u2019t change the fact that your behavior toward me was never OK.<\/span><\/p>\n

Aunque eso es algo que estoy aprendiendo a aceptar y aunque Me estoy esforzando mucho para aprender a vivir sin ti.<\/a> and to learn to live with the fact that you obviously never loved me, there are still some things I can\u2019t understand when it comes to you. <\/span>I\u2019ve stopped looking for reasons why you did all the things you did to me but I still don\u2019t know how you could have done all of them. I still don\u2019t know how come you have no conscience and how you could live with yourself knowing you\u2019ve hurt me in the worst possible ways.<\/b><\/p>\n

I still don\u2019t know how you can sleep peacefully knowing you are the cause of my nightmares,<\/b> knowing I am the one crying myself to sleep every night. How can you sleep peacefully knowing there is someone out there waking up in the middle of the night screaming, traumatized for all the things you\u2019ve done?<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00bfC\u00f3mo puedes vivir contigo mismo<\/b> sabiendo que traicionaste al \u00fanico <\/span>chica que te amaba incondicionalmente<\/span><\/a>? How can you continue living your life knowing that you\u2019ve disappointed me and that you ruined everything I fought so hard for?<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00bfC\u00f3mo puedes mirarte al espejo <\/b>\u00bfSabiendo que me enga\u00f1aste y que me reemplazaste por una chica que nunca tendr\u00e1 mi valor? \u00bfC\u00f3mo puedes besar a esta chica, prometi\u00e9ndole todas las cosas que me prometiste y viviendo con ella la vida que planeamos? \u00bfC\u00f3mo puedes tenerla en tus brazos, sabiendo cu\u00e1nto da\u00f1o me ha hecho tu traici\u00f3n?<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00bfC\u00f3mo puedes pensar que eres un buen hombre,<\/b> \u00bfSabiendo que te aprovechaste de mi amor por ti, sabiendo que s\u00f3lo me utilizabas para tu ego y sabiendo que nunca fuiste realmente sincero conmigo?<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00bfC\u00f3mo puedes vivir contigo mismo sabiendo que arruinaste todo lo hermoso que hab\u00eda entre nosotros dos y que arruinaste mis posibilidades de ser feliz?<\/span><\/p>\n

How can you look at yourself in the mirror knowing you\u2019ve damaged me for good, knowing that you\u2019ve changed me forever? Knowing that you\u2019ve made me <\/span>deja de creer en los finales felices<\/span><\/a> and in love, knowing that you\u2019ve turned me into a bitter and negative person that I never was before?<\/span><\/p>\n

How can you be peaceful knowing that you pretended to be someone you clearly are not and knowing that you lied to me all along while I was nothing but honest with you? Knowing that you led me on while you needed me and then dumping me like I never meant anything to you? Knowing that you played with someone\u2019s emotions, knowing that you manipulated and emotionally abused the woman who loved you?<\/span><\/p>\n

I guess these are all the questions I will never get answers to. Because I assume you don\u2019t know them either. And maybe it\u2019s better this way. Maybe I can\u2019t understand all of this because I could never be like you and because I could never do the things you did to me.<\/b> <\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

What you did to me was horrible and there is no doubt about it. I know you keep telling yourself that you didn\u2019t do anything wrong to me and I know you keep justifying yourself in front of yourself and in front of everyone else. I know you are not consumed by guilt and that…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":19406,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19405","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/jordan-donaldson-jordi-d-686908-unsplash-2.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","parent":38,"count":146,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29617,"category_count":146,"category_description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","cat_name":"heartbreak","category_nicename":"heartbreak","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19405","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19405"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19405\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/19406"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19405"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19405"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19405"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}