{"id":19478,"date":"2020-02-05T08:49:34","date_gmt":"2020-02-05T08:49:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=19478"},"modified":"2021-08-12T12:33:32","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T12:33:32","slug":"te-odio-por-actuar-como-si-no-me-hubieras-hecho-dano","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/te-odio-por-actuar-como-si-no-me-hubieras-hecho-dano\/","title":{"rendered":"Te odio por actuar como si no me hubieras hecho da\u00f1o"},"content":{"rendered":"

La verdad es que t\u00fa y yo pasamos momentos preciosos y compartimos recuerdos incre\u00edbles. <\/span><\/p>\n

Pero cuando miro nuestra relaci\u00f3n pasada desde este punto de vista, veo que esos momentos eran en realidad una aut\u00e9ntica rareza, aunque yo intentara aferrarme a ellos.<\/span>
\n<\/span>
\n<\/span>Cuando miro las cosas desde esta perspectiva, <\/span>Veo que la mayor parte de nuestra relaci\u00f3n estuvo marcada en realidad por sentirme mal conmigo misma, por llorar hasta quedarme dormida, por preguntarme qu\u00e9 era lo que hab\u00eda hecho mal y por esperar a que entraras en raz\u00f3n.<\/b>
\n<\/b>
\n<\/span>At the same time, you lived your life as if the things that were going on in our relationship never affected you, as if you weren\u2019t a part of it. <\/span>You lived your life as if your actions weren\u2019t hurting anyone and as if they weren\u2019t causing me any pain. <\/b>
\n<\/span>
\n<\/span>Y eso fue exactamente lo que seguiste haciendo despu\u00e9s de alejarte de m\u00ed.<\/span>
\n<\/span>
\n<\/span>Seguiste con tu vida como si nunca hubiera pasado nada entre nosotros. Como si nunca <\/span>me rompi\u00f3 el coraz\u00f3n<\/span><\/a> into pieces and as if you hadn\u2019t changed the essence of who I was. <\/span><\/p>\n

Como si nunca me hubieras mentido, como si nunca me hubieras enga\u00f1ado y como si nunca hubieras abusado emocionalmente de m\u00ed. <\/span>
\n<\/span>
\n<\/span>You continued living your life as if you hadn\u2019t ruined me. As if you hadn\u2019t disappointed me and made me a bitter and negative person with deep trust issues.<\/span>
\n<\/span>
\n<\/span>As if you hadn\u2019t destroyed my self-confidence, trying to put all the blame on me for everything wrong in our relationship. <\/span><\/p>\n

Como si nunca me hubieras hecho cuestionar mi cordura y cada uno de mis movimientos y preguntarme si yo era la t\u00f3xica.<\/span>
\n<\/span>
\n<\/span>Seguiste adelante como si nunca me hubieras hecho cuestionar mi val\u00eda o <\/span>me pregunto por qu\u00e9 nunca fui suficiente<\/span><\/a> por ti. Como si nunca hubieras intentado hacerme sentir culpable por todas las cosas que en realidad estabas haciendo.<\/span>
\n<\/span>
\n<\/span>And the worst part is that I\u2019ve spent years trying to figure out what was wrong with me and what my mistakes were. I\u2019ve spent years replaying every moment of our relationship in my head, trying to find the answers to my questions.<\/span><\/p>\n

Imagin\u00e9 todos los escenarios posibles en los que intent\u00e9 encontrar formas de justificar tus palabras y acciones.<\/span>
\n<\/span>
\n<\/span>Pero a medida que me adentraba m\u00e1s y m\u00e1s,<\/span> Me di cuenta de que nunca podr\u00eda existir una excusa para todas las cosas que me estuviste haciendo durante a\u00f1os. <\/b><\/p>\n

I\u2019ve realized that although I made my share of mistakes, you were the real cause and reason for all of my misfortune.<\/b><\/p>\n

And that I couldn\u2019t do anything to justify you for this, as much as I would like to.<\/span>
\n<\/span>
\n<\/span>Y te odi\u00e9 durante mucho tiempo. <\/span>Te odi\u00e9 por todo lo que me hiciste y te odi\u00e9 por dejarme en un sitio mientras t\u00fa segu\u00edas adelante hace tiempo.<\/b>
\n<\/span>
\n<\/span>Pero despu\u00e9s de un tiempo, consegu\u00ed perdonarte por todo lo que me hiciste. Aunque pens\u00e9 que eso nunca suceder\u00eda, encontr\u00e9 la <\/span>fuerza para perdonarte<\/span><\/a> por causarme un dolor inimaginable y por destruirme y devastarme. <\/span><\/p>\n

And together with forgiveness, somehow I\u2019ve also stopped hating you for everything you made me go through.<\/b><\/p>\n

To be honest, I didn\u2019t do it because of you. I did it for my own good<\/span>\u2014<\/span>because I couldn\u2019t live with this negativity that was eating me from the inside out.<\/span>
\n<\/span>
\n<\/span>Pero hay algo que nunca podr\u00eda perdonarte. Aunque no es algo de lo que est\u00e9 orgulloso, <\/span>existe una parte de m\u00ed que todav\u00eda te odia a muerte. <\/b><\/p>\n

And the reason I feel this way is not all the harm you\u2019ve done to me<\/span>\u2014<\/span>it\u2019s the fact that you never took any responsibility for your words and actions.<\/span>
\n<\/span>
\n<\/span>It\u2019s the fact that you always behaved as if my devastation had nothing to do with you and as if you didn\u2019t even take part in damaging and breaking me.<\/b>
\n<\/span>
\n<\/span>Y tristemente, esto dice m\u00e1s de ti que el hecho de que hayas hecho todas esas cosas. <\/span><\/p>\n

Esto demuestra que eres un narcisista t\u00f3xico y ego\u00edsta, sin ning\u00fan rastro de conciencia. Y me demuestra que nunca has amado a nadie m\u00e1s que a ti mismo.<\/span><\/p>\n

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