{"id":19876,"date":"2019-10-02T12:47:43","date_gmt":"2019-10-02T12:47:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=19876"},"modified":"2021-08-11T11:58:53","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T11:58:53","slug":"mi-amor-por-ti-esta-arruinando-mi-vida-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/mi-amor-por-ti-esta-arruinando-mi-vida-1\/","title":{"rendered":"Mi Amor Por Ti Me Est\u00e1 Arruinando La Vida"},"content":{"rendered":"

Aunque tengo numerosas dudas sobre mi vida, hay una cosa de la que estoy seguro y es de mi amor por ti.<\/span> Te quiero y no hay nada que hacer al respecto.<\/b><\/p>\n

I love you, as much as I try to fight it and as much as I am very well aware I shouldn\u2019t love you.<\/span><\/p>\n

Te quiero, a pesar de todo lo que este amor que siento por ti me est\u00e1 haciendo a m\u00ed y a mi vida<\/b>.<\/span><\/p>\n

Y eso es algo que no me cuesta admitirme a m\u00ed mismo ni dec\u00edrtelo a ti.<\/span><\/p>\n

But just because I love you, it doesn\u2019t mean I\u2019ve lost my mind completely. It doesn\u2019t mean I\u2019ve become blind and that I\u2019ve stopped seeing reality.<\/span><\/p>\n

Just because I love you, it doesn\u2019t mean I can\u2019t judge things properly. It doesn\u2019t mean I\u2019ve ceased to be realistic and it definitely doesn\u2019t mean I can\u2019t see things clearly as they are.<\/b><\/p>\n

Porque puedo.<\/span><\/p>\n

Y por mucho que quiera que esto sea mentira, s\u00e9 muy bien que <\/span>you don\u2019t love me <\/span><\/a>atr\u00e1s.<\/span><\/p>\n

Al menos, no de la forma en que necesito, quiero y merezco ser amada. Y al menos, no de la forma en que te quiero a ti.<\/span><\/p>\n

Y por mucho que te quiera y por mucho que me gustar\u00eda que las cosas fueran diferentes, la verdad es que soy muy consciente de que no eres el hombre para m\u00ed.<\/span><\/p>\n

Yes, I love you unconditionally, which means I love your flaws, as well, because they are a part of who you are. But it doesn\u2019t mean I don\u2019t see them and it doesn\u2019t mean I think you are perfect.<\/span><\/p>\n

Because let\u2019s face it\u2014you are far from perfect.<\/span><\/p>\n

Pero no te pido que seas perfecto. S\u00f3lo me gustar\u00eda que fueras un poco diferente en tu comportamiento hacia m\u00ed.<\/span><\/p>\n

I would just like for you to treat me a little bit differently\u2014for you to be less selfish, to be more empathic, to be less narcissistic, manipulative and egocentric.<\/span><\/p>\n

But now I see that even this is too much for you. Now I see that you can\u2019t and won\u2019t change and that there is nothing I can do about it.<\/b><\/p>\n

Ahora veo que mi amor por ti est\u00e1 arruinando mi vida. Ahora veo que me est\u00e1 da\u00f1ando en todos los sentidos<\/b>\u2014<\/span>que me ha arruinado f\u00edsica, emocional y espiritualmente. <\/b><\/p>\n

S\u00e9 que el amor es la emoci\u00f3n m\u00e1s positiva y hermosa que existe. Y s\u00e9 que deber\u00eda mejorar tu vida. <\/span><\/p>\n

Pero de alguna manera, mi amor por ti me hace sentir completamente lo contrario.<\/b><\/p>\n

Me hace sentir miserable y pat\u00e9tico. Me hace sentir deprimido, y \u00e9stas son las \u00faltimas emociones que el amor deber\u00eda provocar en una persona.<\/span><\/p>\n

At first, I blamed you for all the things I\u2019ve been feeling. I blamed you for <\/span>no amarme lo suficiente<\/span><\/a>, por no tratarme como me merec\u00eda y por herir mis sentimientos cada d\u00eda de nuevo.<\/span><\/p>\n

And then it hit me and I realized that you weren\u2019t actually to blame. Yes, you\u2019ve always been an asshole and there is no doubt about that.<\/span><\/p>\n

Pero esa es tu elecci\u00f3n. De la misma manera que yo eleg\u00ed amar a ese imb\u00e9cil y de la misma manera que eleg\u00ed no alejarme de ese imb\u00e9cil.<\/span><\/p>\n

Por mucho que me gustar\u00eda quitarme toda la culpa de encima, la verdad es que nunca me obligaste a estar contigo y nunca me obligaste a quedarme contigo.<\/span><\/p>\n

Y sobre todo, nunca me forzaste a amarte y a permitir que este amor se apoderara de mi vida.<\/span><\/p>\n

So no, I don\u2019t want you to think I blame you for making my life harder. Because I don\u2019t. And I don\u2019t want you to blame yourself for that either.<\/span><\/p>\n

Porque s\u00e9 que no eres t\u00fa quien est\u00e1 arruinando mi vida. S\u00e9 que mi amor por ti lo est\u00e1 haciendo todo por s\u00ed mismo.<\/span><\/p>\n

Porque s\u00e9 que mi vida ser\u00eda mucho mejor si pudiera encontrar una manera de <\/b>dejar de quererte<\/b><\/a>. S\u00e9 que ser\u00eda mucho m\u00e1s feliz si eso ocurriera y s\u00e9 que me sentir\u00eda mucho mejor conmigo misma.<\/b><\/p>\n

Y por eso rezo a Dios cada noche para que eso ocurra. Por eso quiero matar este amor que siento por ti antes de que me mate a m\u00ed.<\/span> <\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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