{"id":19883,"date":"2020-03-18T12:59:54","date_gmt":"2020-03-18T12:59:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=19883"},"modified":"2021-08-12T07:38:43","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T07:38:43","slug":"de-lo-que-mas-me-arrepiento-es-de-haberla-tenido-en-mi-vida-y-haberla-dejado-marchar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/de-lo-que-mas-me-arrepiento-es-de-haberla-tenido-en-mi-vida-y-haberla-dejado-marchar\/","title":{"rendered":"De lo que m\u00e1s me arrepiento es de haberla tenido en mi vida y haberla dejado marchar"},"content":{"rendered":"

As a man, I have a hard time admitting I was wrong. But I have no other option now but to come clean about my biggest mistake as it’s starting to suffocate me. The truth is as simple as it is painful.<\/p>\n

am\u00e9, me comport\u00e9 como un imb\u00e9cil y la perd\u00ed para siempre. Tuve una novia incre\u00edble, una en un mill\u00f3n y la trat\u00e9 como si fuera ordinaria.<\/p>\n

Sab\u00eda lo que sent\u00eda por m\u00ed desde el principio. Sab\u00eda que estaba locamente enamorada, era evidente y no hac\u00eda nada por ocultarlo. Sus ojos se iluminaban cada vez que me ve\u00eda.<\/p>\n

Se derret\u00eda en mis manos. Le gustaba tanto mi presencia que intentaba detenerme cada vez que quer\u00eda irme.<\/p>\n

But I didn’t know how to stay at the time. Not for very long anyway. As much as I loved her pulling me close, it was also freaking me out. <\/b>So I did what any man unsure of himself does\u2014I played it cool.<\/p>\n

Estar\u00eda all\u00ed un momento y alejarse<\/a> la siguiente. Le dec\u00eda las palabras m\u00e1s dulces antes de acostarnos y desaparec\u00eda con ellas por la ma\u00f1ana.<\/p>\n

Recuerdo el zumbido de mi tel\u00e9fono. Lo levantaba y ve\u00eda que me hab\u00eda enviado un mensaje, y lo dejaba por defecto. Me alegraba por el mensaje, pero siempre respond\u00eda m\u00e1s tarde.<\/p>\n

La hac\u00eda esperar durante horas, a veces incluso un d\u00eda, s\u00f3lo para tenerla cerca, pero no lo suficiente.<\/p>\n

I would postpone our plans often. I was always the type to put my friends first, so if they had something going on I wouldn’t have any problem calling her and canceling last minute.<\/p>\n

\"hombre<\/p>\n

I was so caught up with that \u2018bros before hoes\u2019 mantra that I exaggerated big time and she was paying the price.<\/p>\n

I was a jerk and though I did most things unintentionally, it doesn’t excuse everything that I put her through.<\/b> It’s not that I was playing games, or at least I had no intention of doing so. It was just easier keeping her at arm’s length.<\/p>\n

Estaba tan acostumbrado a que ella estuviera ah\u00ed pasara lo que pasara. Estaba tan acostumbrado a que me perdonara sin ni siquiera tener que decir que lo sent\u00eda.<\/p>\n

Estaba acostumbrado a que me trataran bien por comportarme como una mierda. Estaba acostumbrado y pens\u00e9 que durar\u00eda para siempre. Pens\u00e9 mal.<\/p>\n

She warned me that she couldn\u2019t handle my inconsistency anymore. She was sick of me being only halfway in the relationship. She said she didn\u2019t know how much more she could take if something didn\u2019t change.<\/b><\/p>\n

She told me she wouldn\u2019t beg for my time. She told me I needed to treat her better.<\/b><\/p>\n

Me dijo muchas cosas y todas eran ciertas, pero nunca me llegaron hasta que fue demasiado tarde. <\/b><\/p>\n

I don’t know why I acted that way. I want to blame it all on the fact that I was young and foolish.<\/p>\n

Quiero clavarlo todo en mi perpetua miedo al compromiso<\/a>. Pero nada parece suficiente.<\/p>\n

Sea cual sea la causa de mi comportamiento a medias, ahora estoy pagando un alto precio por ello.<\/p>\n

\"hombre<\/p>\n

I have to watch her from a distance instead of holding her close. She is happy with him, it pains me to say, but maybe happier than when she was with me. He has given her all I couldn’t or didn’t know how to.<\/p>\n

Est\u00e1 apreciando todo lo que yo ten\u00eda y daba por sentado. Es un hombre mejor. Es un hombre afortunado.<\/p>\n

Por otro lado, soy el hombre que tuvo la oportunidad de estar con alguien genial y la desperdici\u00f3.<\/p>\n

For what? For lonely nights and random girls now and then, who don\u2019t even come close to her. I deserve it.<\/p>\n

Me merezco el arrepentimiento que tengo ahora por todas las l\u00e1grimas que puse en su hermoso rostro. Me merezco todos los \"y si...\" que no me dejan dormir.<\/p>\n

What if I\u2019d had the balls to put her above my fears?<\/b> I can’t understand now contra lo que luchaba<\/a> en contra.<\/p>\n

Quiz\u00e1 seguir\u00eda a mi lado si hubiera bajado la guardia y le hubiera dicho lo que realmente sent\u00eda.<\/p>\n

Todo lo que necesitaba era caer en sus brazos y arriesgarlo todo.<\/p>\n

\u00bfY si yo hubiera sido el hombre que ella se merec\u00eda?<\/b> A man who would appreciate her being just the way she was. A man who was able to give back all that she gave him. She didn’t ask for much.<\/p>\n

\"pareja<\/p>\n

Quer\u00eda mi respeto, quer\u00eda que le cubriera las espaldas como ella hac\u00eda con las m\u00edas. Quer\u00eda mi tiempo y mi atenci\u00f3n. Quer\u00eda sentirse amada.<\/p>\n

\u00bfY si la hubiera puesto a ella primero? <\/b>I love my friends but they didn’t need all of my time. I love my job but I didn’t have to work overtime, at least not always. I should have made time like she did for me.<\/p>\n

I should have answered her texts and calls like she did mine. I should have pulled her close and not run away. I should have. But I didn’t. Now I have to live with that.<\/p>\n

\u00bfY si le hubiera pedido que se quedara?<\/b> Maybe she would have given me one more chance to make it right even though I didn’t deserve it. Maybe she wouldn’t have stayed but I should have asked nonetheless.<\/p>\n

Tropez\u00f3 tantas veces con su orgullo por m\u00ed, que yo deber\u00eda haber hecho lo mismo por ella. En lugar de hacer algo, no hice nada.<\/p>\n

I didn’t fight for the one I loved. I did nothing to keep her in my life. That’s why all I am left with now are what ifs and the hope that one day I will be able to forgive myself for letting her go.<\/p>\n

Por Owen Scott<\/em><\/p>\n

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