Le quer\u00edas tanto, tan fuerte e ingenuamente. Pensabas que eras la chica m\u00e1s afortunada del mundo. No ten\u00edas ni idea de lo que te esperaba. No ten\u00edas ni idea de cu\u00e1nto dolor ibas a sufrir y cu\u00e1ntas l\u00e1grimas ibas a derramar por alguien que nunca lo mereci\u00f3.<\/p>\n
Pensaste que ibas a encontrar la felicidad eterna en ese hombre. No ten\u00edas ni idea de que todo ese tiempo, amaste a un hombre equivocado. No ten\u00edas ni idea de que tu amor se volver\u00eda en tu contra y te escupir\u00eda en la cara.<\/p>\n
Despu\u00e9s de probar la maldad pura que \u00e9l encarnaba, el amor nunca volvi\u00f3 a ser lo mismo. Nunca supiste si volver\u00edas a amar a alguien. Tu felicidad se desvanec\u00eda y era reemplazada por una enorme tristeza. Y cuando hab\u00eda momentos en los que olvidabas lo herida que estabas, los recuerdos volv\u00edan y te recordaban una y otra vez lo miserable que eres.<\/p>\n
Vagabas por tu propia vida como un extra\u00f1o. Intentabas volver a encontrar el sentido, pero fracasabas cada vez. No ten\u00edas control sobre lo que ocurr\u00eda. Tu mente te atrapaba dentro y tus recuerdos de \u00e9l te persegu\u00edan, incluso cuando dorm\u00edas.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n I know you weren\u2019t always like that. I know that you had the prettiest smile I\u2019ve ever seen. I know that you enjoyed life and were grateful for every next moment to come. You were that person who would light up the room wherever she goes.<\/p>\n But when you met him, all of that was gone. You stopped smiling. You wanted to comfort me by pretending that you were okay by forcing a smile on your face. But, I knew always. I knew because there was no spark in your eyes and those cute little wrinkles around your mouth when you smiled sincerely disappeared. I knew you were unhappy and I couldn\u2019t do anything about it.<\/p>\n He changed you from the core. Instead of being that happy, likable girl I\u2019d known, you became depressed and anxious. You lied to me, saying that you were sick, that you couldn\u2019t get out of the bed. But I know that you didn\u2019t want to get up. I know that he broke your spirit and I wanted him to suffer at least half as much as what you were going through. But I couldn\u2019t do anything about it. You kept me in the dark. I was just a friend back then and you didn\u2019t want to admit you\u2019d made a mistake. I would have forgiven you. I would have given you everything, even then.<\/p>\n Later on, you said to me that you were ashamed of letting him change you. You admitted that you were going through hell, but you couldn\u2019t let anyone know because you were angry at yourself for letting a manipulative idiot like him destroy you.<\/p>\n You trusted him because he made you feel safe. He tricked you into thinking that he\u2019ll be there for you whenever you needed him, whenever you were hurt. You couldn\u2019t have imagined that he will be the one who will hurt you on purpose, and pretend to comfort and be there for you. You couldn\u2019t have imagined that such a diabolical being like him could walk this earth.<\/p>\n You lost yourself to a man who was incapable of love. You thought you could teach him to love. You saw that potential in him because he enchanted you. He sweet-talked you and made you believe that he is worthy of giving it a shot. But, you can\u2019t teach a narcissist to love. I warned you back then. I begged you to stay away from him, but you kept answering back that things are going to be fine. I had no idea I love you, not until you\u2019d fallen into the arms of another man. A man who didn\u2019t deserve you.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n There was nothing I could do but watch you suffer quietly and under the radar. But, you could never hide anything from me. I always knew when you lied right to my face. But I let you think that I\u2019m clueless because I knew that one day, you\u2019ll open up and when that day came, I stood there with my arms wide open, waiting for you to come.<\/p>\n Te di todo lo que te faltaba. Quise abrazarte tanto tiempo. Nunca quise dejarte ir. Quer\u00eda compensarlo todo con ese \u00fanico abrazo. Quer\u00eda hacer todo bien de nuevo con ese beso en la mejilla.<\/p>\n Sent\u00ed lo rota que estabas. Sent\u00ed cada palabra desagradable que te hab\u00eda dicho. Sent\u00ed cada golpe en tu coraz\u00f3n. Tus moratones tambi\u00e9n me dol\u00edan.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n Quer\u00eda quit\u00e1rtelo todo. Quer\u00eda borrarlo todo con ese \u00fanico abrazo. Y eso fue s\u00f3lo el principio. Ese abrazo fue s\u00f3lo la punta del iceberg.<\/p>\n I swear to you that no one will bring tears to your eyes again. I swear to you that your smile is not gone forever. I will bring it back. I know it won\u2019t happen right away. 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